CryBaby's Ups and Downs

Here's my ups and downs. Hope I did not bored you guys... Do drop me any comments or suggestions. Take care all.. :P From JiNgDiWaCrYbAbY...

Saturday, March 27, 2010

4D3N @ Sabah (18-21 March 2010) Part 3 and 4

20 March 2010
Today we set off at 8.45am sharp to the jetty for our Sapi Island explorer.

Once we reached jetty, we have to wait for the speedboat. Then we set off to Sapi Island. At there, we have seawalking, snookling, jetski, bananaboat, etc

We stayed there till 5.30pm where we had our lunch at the beach. The wind was too strong, Almost blew away the shelter set up by the buffet person in charge. Luckily was able to catch hold the tent, if not will have some casualties.

We saw very big "4 legged snake" and I was not very brave enough to go close it and take photos. It was real big, bigger than you can imagine, Size almost like a crocodile. Heard its tail able to kill someone. Hence we cannot provoke it. If not later we injured also do not know how to cure.

When everyone was ready, we set off to hotel for quick shower and preparation and also some last minute shopping before we gathered at Level 3 for the Gala Dinner at 6.45pm.

The meals were fantastic. The game which CQ played was even marlvelous than the food given. First game he played was the longest breath contest. Wow the winner can say a word and hold it for more than 40mins. Excellent.

He also played the game which gathered 10 items which he wanted. He called out for 1 ezlink card, a POSB visa card, one S$50, a nike sport shoe, a virgin boy, kiss mark of the 2 tour guides, a red panties or underwear, one LV bag, one handphone which is not Iphone and lastly a kiss of wife or girlfriend on the cheek. Our table with the help of another table, we won the contest. Prize is, each a Yes933 bottle. :D

Must be wondering did I being called to play a game? Yes, the appointed me to play the next game. Which is, when CQ mention a word or a place, we must write as many as we can of the items related to that word. He called the first topic, SABAH, followed by SENTOSA and lastly Yes933. If both groups wrote the same item, it had to be erased. The more items left on the board will be winner. Sad to say our group lost 3-0. Well, we enjoyed very much. Guess which word I took part? Answer is........ Sentosa.. Hahah...

Next was the best couple game. Ask all the table appointed a couple to come on stage do catwalk. The couple which won the most cheers and claps will win.

Lastly will be teamwork of the couple. Place the orange on the forehead and walk from below the stage, up the stage and down the stage. The fastest 5 team will inter-compete till reached top 3.

Finally was the most exciting part, LUCKY DRAW. Well, I won nothing during the lucky draw as expected. But we had lots of fun. After the whole event, we had many photo taking sessions. Thanks all who took photos with me and great knowing you all. Thanks Johnny the tour leader and also Ah Ma Lucy, Pretty Sheena the tour guide, handsome Yingfeng and always want people call him handsome, Kent. Thanks for the fun given during this Sabah trip.

Time flies, it was already Day 3 and was about to end. I was tired hence went back to my room for rest and also packing my luggage. CQ and the rest went for supper as a celebration. Funfilled Sabah trip. I am gonna miss the happy times here. I am gonna miss Sheena and Kent.

As two groups fly by different airline, hence the meeting time will be different. For bus A, they need to meet by 9am and set off to the last destination, Chocolate wholesale shop. For bus B who fly by Jetstar, we have to gather at lobby with our luggage at 9.45am. So fast need to say bye bye to Sabah and hello Singapore. Happy times passed very fast, I will be back. :D

21 March 2010
Today woke up super early, went for early breakfast, take a last look at the room and surrounding of the hotel and took some last glance photos. Time to say goodbye to Grand Borneo Hotel, 1Borneo shopping mall.

We set off at 9.45am and proceed to the last place. The chocolate wholesale store. In here we learnt how chocolates were made and it was my first time heard, Chili chocolate. Amazing right? But I do not dare to try.

I bought some chocolates home for mummy and of course some for my own. Yummy strawberry chocolates and mango chocolates. Beryl's chocolate, best.

When we reached, we were suprised to see Bus A had not left yet. Before they set off, Yingfeng and CQ came to our bus and bid goodbye. I bet finally CQ able to refreshed and set off to slog himself till his next trip for break.

It was fruitful trip and I getting to know more of Sabah, more of the Proboscius Monkeys, fireflies and many more. Thanks CQ and Chan Brothers for giving me chance to explore and gain more knowledge. To be frank, I am now inspired to be Tour Guide of Singapore.

I love Singapore, I love the merlion. Weeek.. ;D

We checking in at the airport and have some last minute photo taking with Sheena before we proceeded for MacDonald lunch.

Our plane delayed and we only touched down at Singapore at 3pm plus instead of 2pm plus. Thanks to Peiqi and Kaiting for shunbian sending me home. We chatted a lot and was fun chatting with them. :D

4D3N @ Sabah (18-21 March 2010) Part 1 and 2

18 March 2010
Today was a day I waited for very long. I am finally going to SABAH. Woohoo!!! :D

Met Kaiting at T1 as I am meeting my tour leader at Row 5. When we met, we could not find Row 5. In fact, there isn't Row 5-8 at the terminal. When I see the screen for updates, Jetstar flight to Kota Kinabahru was checking in at Row 3 instead. So I went over to Row 3 and later met my tour leader, Johnny.

He handed us each a luggage tag with Chan Brothers' sticker for us to put at the check in bag. After that he handed us each a Visa card for boarding and arrival use. To be filled up before reaching Kota Kinabahru. He told us to check in the luggage and report later to the gate by 10am as the flight is 10.35am.

So I went to Ah Kun to have breakfast with Kaiting. Thanks for her breakfast treat. After that we parted as she need to go for her lesson and I need to go into the boarding area. I met Uncle Feng and his wife at the entrance and went to check in with them.

We were looking for Johnny but he was no where to be seen. So we boarded the plane and will meet him at KK airport. Our plane is 3K527.

Our plane delayed before it started to fly. By the time we reached KK Airport, it was already 2pm plus and the first group which took Silkair was already at Grand Borneo Hotel have some rest and meeting us at Klias Wetland.

We proceeded to have our lunch at nearby before going to petrol kiosk to buy some water and also meeting the balance 9 members to board our bus. Total in the bus is 38 of us. Oh yes, have not intro our tour guide. A pretty tour guide was outside the airport to welcome us, her name is Sheena. She said if Aunty unable to pronounce her name, can call her Zhu Na(read it in Cantonese). She first intro herself and then came Johnny intro himself and he also sang us a song. When he insisted Sheena to sing, she say if want to sing, we can sing after whole event and go KTV sing.

Elyn was the first lady I met who sat beside me from the day we met till end of the whole trip. She came all alone from Johore to see CQ and also to come Sabah for walk.

Sheena told us of the history of Proboscis Monkey and she also mentioned how to differentiate male and female Proboscis Monkey. If male Proboscis Monkey, the nose will be facing upwards and his backside have a white T which resembles an underwear with a pair of white stockings on both legs. For female, its nose facing downwards and wearing white stockings on both legs.

There is also Beckham Monkey as its hairstyle is same as Beckham. She reminded us, if we spotted Proboscis Monkey, we have to remain silent as our noise will scare them off. Once they hide, we are unable to call them back anymore.

She also say that both male and female Proboscis have bloated stomach. It was due to their eating habits. They only ate those plants that have virus. They were the only monkey that do not eat bananas. One male will live with a lot of female. Sounds like flirting but in their world, the male allowed to have more than 1 wife. Minimum is 5 wifes and maximum can be more than 10 wifes. One group which consisted of one male and few female Proboscis Monkeys will leave far apart from another group to prevent their wife for moving over to another person's house.

According to Sheena, if one of their family members go missing for no reason or died for no reason, they will choose to end their live to follow the lost reletives.

When we reached Klias Wetland, we had a mini tea break and toilet break before we wore life jackets and proceed 20 person per speedboat. We were lucky as we seen a lot of Proboscis Monkeys. When evening time, all the Proboscius Monkeys will rest on the trees. When our speedboat nearing, the engine will be off so as not to scare off Proboscius Monkeys.

When night fall, we started to see trees blinking. It was FIREFLIES. My first time ever seeing fireflies on trees. In the past I learnt of fireflies was through story books or from word of mouth. Seeing is believing. How I wish I can bring them home. But sad to say, their lifes were short. It took them 4-6weeks to grow up and after they shine for 7 days, they will die. They must live in a totally no polution place if not, they will be unable to survive and reproduced.

After all this exciting explorer, we went back to shore to have our dinner at the Klias Wetland. I would say it was not very nice but at least can fill our stomach. Their rice was very special. Very wet and sticky. Unlike the rice in Singapore. Each grain can be seen as one by one and not sticky at all.

CQ boarded our bus but as the bus need to off the lights, he just talk a few words and he happily announced the Top 20 finalist for Male Actors and Female Actresses. He was very happy that Belinda got into Top 20 but at the same time sad as Pat was not inside the Top 20 finalist. He was also happy that he made into Top 20 Male Actor. His voting number was selected by his sister, Peifen, as he was with us at Sabah. He said it was the nicest number he ever got for Star Awards and he was very confident that he have chance to get into Top 10 finalist. Hence he asked us to call his voting number 1900-112-2018 once we reached Singapore. I can see his hard work paids off. I felt very happy for him.

By the time we wrapped up everything, it was 10pm plus and the shopping centre next to our hotel, 1Borneo, already closed for the day. Anyway, we were all sticky and tired after the long haul journey. Hence, by the time we check in our hotel room, I guess we will be sleeping soundly.
Our morning call for tomorrow will be 7am and meeting at 8.30am to set off for our Kinabanu Park journey.

This ends our Day 1 in SABAH with CQ. to our room, we have to check few things. Check if air-con was working, flush was okay, shower was ok, bed still there and door able to lock. The morning call for tomorrow will be 7am, breakfast at level 2 and 8.30am meet at the lobby.

19 March 2010
It was our turn to invite CQ to our bus for some sharing session. When he came to our bus started telling us ghost stories that make us goosebumps. He always have this power of making us goosebumps which I love it.

He first started by telling us this encounters which he could not tell all the listeners as it will make people afraid of visiting the Radio building. For the sake of this concern, I will not revealed on web. Next he mentioned of his encounter when he filmed one of his MV for his album in 2005.
They went to an abandoned area in Singapore to film this MV. He came very close with good brothers. He saw a security guard whose skin colour is GREY. He did not suspect anything. In one scene, the director saw him waving to the air and ask that 'person' to leave. He was about to film a scene that he have to close the door of that building. He mentioned, he also do not know where he became so brave to ask good brother to leave. He did made it to asked him leave the scene.

As the director wish to go up the building to film another scene, hence he asked CQ to follow him up to 3rd floor. When they were there, they have very eerie feeling. When was about to start filming, the director was coughing very hard. When he shouted, end job and leave, he was okay. After that, CQ and director leave the place together and during the journey, they did not talk. The cameraman took the equipment and return back to the company which he rented. After he returned, he fell asleep in the van, had a very strange dream. He dreamt someone strangled him and he was choking till he woke up.

When CQ went back, he took his shirt off, he saw many scratches on his body. It was painless. When they all met at the celebration area, CQ showed those scratches to the director. The director too showed his blue black marks on his body to CQ and at the same time, the camera man told of his strange dream. Goosebumps. The whole event, they have not discussed this before but their encounters were somehow linked. So scary.

CQ also mentioned in the past, MDC have a very old scene but was burnt down by a strange fire one night. No one knew how the fire started and why it was started. He also mentioned, because of the ghost encounters, now all the filming will asked to end by 2am and no one should flim overnight unless really need to. It was due to one of the female actress had this encounter. She was waiting for the crew members to page her to get ready and they will take transport to the filming area. But she waited and waited till she was tired and decided to go the room to have some rest.

While waiting in the room, she saw actressH peeping in and smiled very eerie to her. At that time, she did not find anything strange of her. Hence she called out to her and told her, don't just stand outside. Come in and join me. Soon she regretted of inviting her in. As she saw actressH was not usual her. She was shorter than real actressH and was not walking towards her but floating towards her. At that time, this female actress was acting as a ghost with blood flowing on her face. When she run off that room, she saw MCKing. She ran to him but he ran away as he thought she was good brothers. But after that when she clarified, MCKing stopped. Then she told him what happened just now. So scary.......

CQ also mentioned the Junction 8 event for his Zhou Gong Jiang Gui CD autograph session. I was there throughout the whole event. Now when thinking of it, it was really spooky. Unexplainable encounters. Normally, the lights will be on till end of the event. But whenever CQ holds the mike and wanted to say anything, the whole place was BLACKOUT. Went to total darkness. At first CQ thought it was special effect by the J8 person in charge. But it went on for 7 times. So scary. Only when Fann Wong came to stage and talk, the whole blackout did not appeared. It happened also when CQ was signing on the album. Many of us let out a cry when it happened for first time. After the whole event, I was still a bit shakened.

By the time he finished saying these, it was almost time we reached one of the moutain where we will have a short stopover and photo taking session. There was also some walkabout time or some coffee time before we proceeded to Kinabalu Park for some knowledge teaching.

During the bus trip, Sheena shared with us how Kadazan female give birth at the balcony. If there is cactus pot at the house, means there is pregnant lady in the house. This is to prevent spirit to disturb the womb or eat the womb. She also said the most powerful person in Sabah was Bomohizan, the oldest female bomoh. She possessed special power which all Sabah people believe she have the power to chase away evil spirit, bring life to the crops.

According to Sheena, when Bomohizan wanted to choose successor, one the baby's 7th day after birth, she will use rain water to splash on the baby. If he baby wake up, he/she have to follow Bomohizan to be her successor. For Sabah people's wedding, they will held the feast at their own village for 3 days. Only on the 3rd day to decide if want to go for ROM.

Their most expensive feast was each table have lobster and each table cost $999 at 5 star restaurant. Or the family will cook the feast throughout these 3 days. Only on 3rd day to decide whether to stay at male place or female place.

Sabah lady who wanted to get married, guys will need to pay according to how many certs the lady have. One cert will get one cow. Minimum for lady will be 3 cows. They always married and have kids first than find job after birth. For female to give to male if marriage was approved will be a piece of land.

When Sheena finished her sharing, we were already at Kinabalu Park. I saw many beautiful flowers, took many nice photos. After which we proceeded to know more about Shen Shan and all the animals, insects and even Rafflesia which we saw on our History book. According to Kent, this flower only opens once every few months. You will only be lucky if you happened to see it. As it gives out bad odour, hence bees and butterflies will not help to spread the pollen. Hence it have to make use of flies to carry the pollen and spread to other areas.

If you wish to climb St John Peak, you need to register a month ago and practice at least few months before you start climbing. Although after they reached the summit and told themselves, they will never climb again. But when friends asked them go, they will go up again.

We were also lead to the Botanic Garden where we were given 20mins to walk about and then go for our lunch at nearby after which we will proceed to buy some fruits to eat.

We saw the world smallest bananas which is not longer than our palm. One mouth and it will be gone. Sheena said, to gauge how stress you are, see how many skin you pealed on one banana. If 2 or less, means you are normal and stress free. If a lot times means you very stress. Need to relax more. Don't you think this logic is funny. But I love it. :D

After that, we went to pottery shop to see how pottery was made. At there we spotted a cute dog. Heard the owner, there was a female dog but went off with stranger and did not return since then. This poor dog was so afraid of us that it run to shelter underneath tables and even racks.

Our bonus of the day was we were given seafood dinner feast and will be entertained by the malay dancers. But we all requested to leave early to do some shopping for tomorrow's beach outing. Hence we all came to an agreement that after we finished our dinner, if we wish to leave, just have to stand up and we will all leave together. But she also said, we leave after the first performance. We agreed. So we had our dinner and wrapped up everything. By the time we reached hotel, it was already 8.30pm. Some went for their massage after a fast bath, some went for last minute shopping.

Our morning call will be 7.15am and all must be ready by 8.45am as we will be going to Sapi Island by speedboat. Speedboat have schedule to follow.

Friday, March 26, 2010

March 2010 Updates (1)

09 March 2010
It was Yes933 birthday bash event. This whole year round, there will be activities to celebrate their 20th birthday.

Today they will be at different area with Nissan Sylphy, their first ever birthday car. From Ubi to Bedok to Raffles Place to Tiong Bahru to Hua Zhong to Orchard to Bras Basah area to many other locations and last stop will be Bugis.

Some of us will follow whenever they goes. Some like me, only follow to certain places. My first starting point will be Bedok Central where Cruz and Jiahui Jie will be following the Nissan Sylphy and Wow Van down to meet the public and also give away small gift after we wrote our wishes to Yes933.

Than I went down to Tiong Bahru to meet Evonne jie but she could not make it down. In the end, I met Andrew and we were waiting for Weibin to come down and see us. We took some photo and we also helped to record for the voice trailer which will be used later on air.

Seeing all the wishes on the car, felt so proud that I am one of the supporters. After that we went down to Bishan to wait for Mary Jie. There we also met Evonne Jie. I also saw Peiqi who just came back from school. She also dropping by to meet Mary Jie. We took photos while the supporters wrote their wishes. I also too photo with Huishi Jie.
Than I went down to Orchard with Evonne Jie to meet Wei at MRT station after her work. At the same time wait for Andrew to rejoin us. We went down to Wheelock Place to wait for Peifen and took photo with her. We also chit chatting with her. But when she wanted us to do some interview, we all went away.

We proceed down to Bras Basah to meet CQ and Ivy Jie but was in vain as we could not catch where their location. Hence we headed straight to Bugis and only to found out that we were quite near the venue just now but when we were there, they already set off to Bugis. Its okay, in the end, we got to take photos with CQ and Ivy Jie. Also have a chance to see Dereck Ho Wei Jian on stage inconjunction with the birthday bash event. 3 lucky fans of Dereck got to go up stage to play Hai Dai Quan. But none won Dereck except Ivy Jie. We had lots of fun. Yes933 gave Dereck their notebook filled with all the past photos of all the djs. Then Huishi invited Dereck to write some wishes or greetings for Yes933 and paste it on the Nissan Sylphy.

The event ended after all the draws. So sad, I didn't won any price. But I had lots of fun. It was my first time met Yuru and she is really very very pretty.

Before they all left, I took photo with Andy. So lucky. :D

I reached home around midnight. So tired that after bath, I fell asleep.

11 March 2010
It was Liyi Jie's mini gathering after she left Yes933. We went to Kbox @ Cineleisure for some singing.

When the guest of honour, Liyi Jie, arrived, we were all very high but very shy to start the singing session. Then Liyi Jie on seeing us so shy, she decided to have a mini competition among us. She will be the only judge and picked the top 5.

Hence, each of us must sing one song. We can also choose to sing Duet if shy to sing alone. We had lots of fun and also too many photos. Some blurred and some very nice and clear. Liyi Jie also sang 2 songs for us. She sang so well. Shall ask her for some tips to sing so well soon.

Then she announce top 5 before she left. They were Andrew, the king of pop, Jeff, Evonne, the queen of pop as we had 1 encore session for her and I also forgotten who liao sorry. Haha... Last one is... Me.. Opz.. Shy shy shy.... I sang Mei Li Xing Qing and stunned Liyi Jie and the rest who heard me sang for the first time. Xian chou le...

We had lotsa fun together. We made a pact to have another one soon. Thanks Liyi Jie and all the best in your career and future endeavous. We will meet up soon.

12 March 2010
Wow seems I am getting busier this month. Well, cos I am too free due to jobless.

So today did not make any arrangement, went down to IT fair hoping to catch glimpse of Ivy, my god sister.

When I reached Suntec Convention Hall, I was stunned as there were mountains and mountains of people. Suddenly felt we have many rich and free people in Singapore. I was very lost and initially decided to just go home. Just as I was thinking to proceed or go home, I received Andrew's call. He asked me where am I? Want to meet up to find Ivy Jie?

I told him, I was already at Suntec level 2. When we met up, we proceeded to Level 6 as we thought she will be there. But later we found she was at level 3 doing some interview. We went to meet her and take some photo before she left to do some other interviews. We also walk a while than we went for some drinks or food before proceeding to the other side of the esplanade.

I left and went home a while after that idiot came to the place. What a letdown. :*(

February 2010 Updates (2)

27 February 2010
It is the first time after my grandmother's death, I am able to meet the crowd without feeling any sadness.

Today, I met Jianmei, Peiqi and Kaiting as we were all going for the Natas fair to support CQ and Cruz. Many may had knew I have already booked my Sabah trip. :D

Today according to Chan Brothers, was the last chance to book as the seats are limited. Natas fair was filled with crowds and a lot of booths for us to browse. There was also some store giving free sampling. Seems like we were at Food Fair instead of Natas fair. :D

Before this, we went to Burger King for a bite after we got the ticket to enter the event hall. At there we met CQ and Bro David. They were with their friends for breakfast too. But they were there before us. When CQ left, he came and chat with us for few seconds and left to do some preparation for later's half and hour speech on Sabah trip.

We walked about in the Natas fair and browse a lot of different trip and the prices. When we were tired, we gathered around the stage area and sat down to wait for the time to arrive for CQ and Cruz on stage.

As Jm and Yuki was bored, they went for a walk and found an advert on Peter lao shi's Desaru trip at April 2010. I was so shocked to see that.

While waiting for the time to past, there was some performances and also Q and A session where audience got to win some prize. The host was the actress in Your Hands In Mine, Ah Bing. She look gorgeous and prettier in person.

There was also some traditional dance and the dancer also asked audience on stage but we were too shy to go. Once all the performances ended, it was time for CQ and Cruz to be on stage to intro of the Sabah trip which CQ will be bringing from 18 March till 21 March 2010. It was the shortest trip ever that CQ was bringing and he was very excited to it.

They invited a lady who is resident of Sabah to tell us more about the place and how nice it is. We will be going to Klias Wetland to see fireflies and Proboscis Monkey. There is also a very big shopping centre, 1Borneo, which will satisfied all our shopping needs.

There is also many watersports at Sapi Island where we can all experience in this Sabah trip. It makes me more and more interested and hope it was tomorrow's trip.

After the whole event, CQ and Cruz left shortly and we did not take any photos with him as he have something on after Natas fair. He apologised to us. But I think it is fine. As we will still get to see him soon.

We went to Changi Airport Terminal 3 foodcourt for lunch before we left for our next date or go home rest. Jianmei went back to expo for her church service, Kaiting, Peiqi and Yuki go home to rest. As for me, I went down to meet Alice in the wonderland.

I was out till wee hours than reached home to rest. What a happening and tiring day today.

Friday, March 05, 2010

弦歌寄意 5th Mar Fri 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz Ivy Jie/CQ Kor

Its me.. Hehehehehee...

Today is last day for 2 sharks to appear at nite liao.. After this will be PM Sharks appearing... :D

No matter which time slot, no matter I am able to catch it. I want you all to know. I support you all with all my hearts.

Lastly, I would like to dedicate to all who care and concern for me during the difficult times I had few weeks back.

Especially, Wei, Steven, Alice, Karen Jie, Xiaoling Jie, Evonne Jie, Yvonne mei, Desmond (Bro of Chang Jing) and many more.

Wish everyone who knows me happy and healthy. Love you all and thanks for being my friends. :D

Lots of Love
Elaine aka PinkyDoreamon aka HMBB

弦歌寄意 1st Mar Mon 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz CQ

Dedicate to all who knows Elaine... I love 2 sharks... This week is last chance to hear sharks at nite le..

I know you are looking forward for this change. Hopefully I can see a healthier CQ and Happier CQ.

Even if I am unable to support fully, you know I am always supporting you.

Count down 16 days to your Sabah Trip. Take care and buy me sourvenirs hor.. :D

Dedicate to all who know Elaine and all DJs in Yes933 esp Liyi Jie...

Lots of Love
Elaine aka PinkyDoreamon aka HMBB

弦歌寄意 19th Feb Fri 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz Ivy Jie

Today is a special day. Why? It is Wei's bday.

Ever since we knew each other, our days filled with lots of love and joy.

During this period when she learnt of my grandmother's passed away news, she gave me all the care and concern. A friend in need is a friend indeed. Thanks for being my friend and my god sister.

I know I am not a very good sister. But I will try and be a good one.

Thanks for being there when I needed. Many times we did very crazy things. We together go support Yes933 event. Your condolence touches my heart. Your care warm my heart.

Wei Jie, you are the greatest friend I had and greatest sister I made. May all your bday wishes comes true. Thanks thanks thanks.

Also dedicate to all who knew Elaine and to all ALFCians, all djs in Yes933. Thanks for being there when I needed you guys. :D

Lots of love
Elaine

Dedicate Song: Yes933 Bday song. :D

弦歌寄意 10th Feb Wed 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Dear CQ Kor

Firstly, I would like to thank Yes933 for celebrating my bday at City Square Mall last Saturday. I am very happy and suprised.

The bday song of Yes933 is so nice and I wish every year my birthday can hear that song.

Next, I would like to thank each and everyone for all the condolence and concern for me. To be frank, if I say I am ok, I am lying to you all. If I say I am not ok, I am worrying you all. So please do not ask me How Am I. This question is so difficult to answer. For the time being, just pretend I am fine.

Wai Po left us already 15 days. Very heartache but I know she no longer suffering. But the truth was, she can never meet Wai Gong as Wai Gong passed away 23 years ago. By now, he already in his next life.

The moment I saw Wai Po being put in the bed motionless, I cannot control my tears. Even after 13 days of her depart, I still very miss her.

Every Sunday routine was to visit her at medical care centre ever since she had stroke 10 years ago. She was fighting to keep alive for 10 years and finally decided to let go and leave us.

Uncle told us, not to mourn after the wake. How can I not mourn? How can I bear to let her go? I can never call Wai Po and can never kiss her. I can never touch her. Time will heal but when? When will be a day when I talk of Wai Po, I will not cry?

Kor, I know I can never bring her back. I also know I have to brace up. I really needed more time I guess.

Thanks everyone for the love, care and concern. Especially, Wei jie Steven, Alice, Shujun, Mary Jie, Liyi Jie, Ivy Jie and CQ Kor and also ALFCians. Sorry

Lots of love
Elaine

弦歌寄意 8th Feb Mon 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Dear Ivy Jie

Firstly, I would like to thank Yes933 for celebrating my bday at City Square Mall last Saturday. I am very happy and suprised.

The bday song of Yes933 is so nice and I wish every year my birthday can hear that song.

Next, I would like to thank each and everyone for all the condolence and concern for me. To be frank, if I say I am ok, I am lying to you all. If I say I am not ok, I am worrying you all. So please do not ask me How Am I. This question is so difficult to answer. For the time being, just pretend I am fine.

Wai Po left us already 13 days. Very heartache but I know she no longer suffering. But the truth was, she can never meet Wai Gong as Wai Gong passed away 23 years ago. By now, he already in his next life.

The moment I saw Wai Po being put in the bed motionless, I cannot control my tears. Even after 13 days of her depart, I still very miss her.

Every Sunday routine was to visit her at medical care centre ever since she had stroke 10 years ago. She was fighting to keep alive for 10 years and finally decided to let go and leave us.

Uncle told us, not to mourn after the wake. How can I not mourn? How can I bear to let her go? I can never call Wai Po and can never kiss her. I can never touch her. Time will heal but when? When will be a day when I talk of Wai Po, I will not cry?

Jie, I know I can never bring her back. I also know I have to brace up. I really needed more time I guess.

Thanks everyone for the love, care and concern. Especially, Steven, Alice, Shujun, Mary Jie, Liyi Jie, Ivy Jie and CQ Kor and also ALFCians. Sorry

Lots of love
Elaine

弦歌寄意 3rd Feb Wed 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz Ivy Jie

Today my feeling is sad de. Last week Wednesday 27 January 2010 4am, I lost my grandmother, my mum lost her mum. She left us peacefully. I know I have to let go.

Today is her first 7th day. 7 days after she left us. The grieveness is there. I can never forget her smile, her soups, her handmade clothes to all her grandchildren.

Ever since she had stroke and lost almost all her senses, we were very heartbroken.

Time and again, I wish she will not suffer anymore. But whenever I thought of this day will be nearing, I cannot let go.

I ever asked myself, what will it be when she left us. Although we did not live under on roof. But ever Sunday was a day I am looking forward each day as I can get to see her. Even if she cannot hear us, see us. But I know she can feel us.

Now that she left us. 4days before my birthday. I guess she wish to end our suffering also. She knew we do not wish she left us.

I just wish to let her know if she get to hear it. Wai Po, we love you. Do not worry for us. We will take care of ourselves. You also take care and hope you found Wai Gong after 23 years of seperation.

Thanks Jie for reading this. She was cremented on 29 January 2010. I cried when I saw her being pushed in. Hearbreaking but I have to be strong. If I cry, my mum will cry also. Hence I shall not shed any tears. I shall be strong. With all of you all's support and well wishes. I am doing fine.

Thanks to all who send condolence to me. I am fine. I just need time to adapt this reality. But I will be strong and take care of myself.

Lots of love
Elaine

Liang Wen Ying-Ku Guo Jiu Hao Le

弦歌寄意 2nd Feb Tues 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz Ivy Jie

Today my feeling is down de. Last week Wednesday 27 January 2010 4pm, I lost my grandmother, my mum lost her mum. She left us peacefully. I know I have to let go.

Today is her first 7th day. 7 days after she left us. The grieveness is there. I can never forget her smile, her soups, her handmade clothes to all her grandchildren.

Ever since she had stroke and lost almost all her senses, we were very heartbroken.

Time and again, I wish she will not suffer anymore. But whenever I thought of this day will be nearing, I cannot let go.

I ever asked myself, what will it be when she left us. Although we did not live under on roof. But ever Sunday was a day I am looking forward each day as I can get to see her. Even if she cannot hear us, see us. But I know she can feel us.

Now that she left us. 4days before my birthday. I guess she wish to end our suffering also. She knew we do not wish she left us.

I just wish to let her know if she get to hear it. Wai Po, we love you. Do not worry for us. We will take care of ourselves. You also take care and hope you found Wai Gong after 23 years of seperation.

Thanks Jie for reading this. She was cremented on 29 January 2010. I cried when I saw her being pushed in. Hearbreaking but I have to be strong. If I cry, my mum will cry also. Hence I shall not shed any tears. I shall be strong. With all of you all's support and well wishes. I am doing fine.

Thanks to all who send condolence to me. I am fine. I just need time to adapt this reality. But I will be strong and take care of myself.

Lots of love
Elaine

Liang Wen Ying-Ku Guo Jiu Hao Le

弦歌寄意 1st Feb Mon 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz Ivy Jie
Wonder will this be read out. Wanna thanks all of them who send me condolence be it in facebook or sms.

I know you all care for me. I also know I should not grieve that long.

But I cannot believe I just seen her on Sunday and she was gone on Wednesday. It was really a very unhappy bday present for me. I had to send her off. I also know she was released from all the sufferings and I have to walk out of this sadness soon and get back to my life.

Ren si bu neng fu shen. I know this meaning. But she was so dear to me. It is not a word to say do not be sad can erase all the sadness.

Friday, 29 January 2010 to me was a really struggle day. Morning I have to see her cremented. Evening I have to keep all the sadness and watch SCO as promise. It wasn't easy.

Thanks to Mary Jie, Liyi Jie, Jianmei, Wei Jie Jie, Evonne Jie, Steven, Joseph and Yvonne mei for all the condolence and support. Also to those who send regards to me be it in sms or facebook.

I know you all care for me. I will try and get back my life. But I really needed time.

At my 26th years of life, she left me to find Wai Gong. 23years ago, he left her all alone to take care of the whole family. Not easy, I know. She had been staying alive for our sake.

Now she was gone to a place no feeding tube, no oxygen tube and no more needles, no more medicines. No more pain. I have to let her go.

My only regrets was I never took photo with her when I was in teenage life. My only photo with her alone was when she was carrying me during my bday when I was very young.

I wish that she is happy now and met Wai Gong on her way.

Thanks all who had wish me Happy Birthday and wanted to celebrate for me. But due to this matter, I had to reject all of you all's request. Hope you all understand and hope you all do not angry.

I will make up next year.

Wai Po, Rest in Peace. I love you.

Lots of Love
Elaine

*Thanks Ivy Jie for reading. I guess you only get to know of this today when you read it ba. Sorry that I did not tell you early.

Song: Liang Wen Ying-Ku Guo Jiu Hao Le

January 31, 2010 4:26 PM

弦歌寄意 1st Feb Mon 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz Ivy Jie
Wonder will this be read out. Wanna thanks all of them who send me condolence be it in facebook or sms.

I know you all care for me. I also know I should not grieve that long.

But I cannot believe I just seen her on Sunday and she was gone on Wednesday. It was really a very unhappy bday present for me. I had to send her off. I also know she was released from all the sufferings and I have to walk out of this sadness soon and get back to my life.

Ren si bu neng fu shen. I know this meaning. But she was so dear to me. It is not a word to say do not be sad can erase all the sadness.

Friday, 29 January 2010 to me was a really struggle day. Morning I have to see her cremented. Evening I have to keep all the sadness and watch SCO as promise. It wasn't easy.

Thanks to Mary Jie, Liyi Jie, Jianmei, Wei Jie Jie, Evonne Jie, Steven, Joseph and Yvonne mei for all the condolence and support. Also to those who send regards to me be it in sms or facebook.

I know you all care for me. I will try and get back my life. But I really needed time.

At my 26th years of life, she left me to find Wai Gong. 23years ago, he left her all alone to take care of the whole family. Not easy, I know. She had been staying alive for our sake.

Now she was gone to a place no feeding tube, no oxygen tube and no more needles, no more medicines. No more pain. I have to let her go.

My only regrets was I never took photo with her when I was in teenage life. My only photo with her alone was when she was carrying me during my bday when I was very young.

I wish that she is happy now and met Wai Gong on her way.

Thanks all who had wish me Happy Birthday and wanted to celebrate for me. But due to this matter, I had to reject all of you all's request. Hope you all understand and hope you all do not angry.

I will make up next year.

Wai Po, Rest in Peace. I love you.

Lots of Love
Elaine

*Thanks Ivy Jie for reading. I guess you only get to know of this today when you read it ba. Sorry that I did not tell you early.

Song: Liang Wen Ying-Ku Guo Jiu Hao Le

January 31, 2010 4:26 PM

弦歌寄意 1st Feb Mon 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Yoz Ivy Jie
Wonder will this be read out. Wanna thanks all of them who send me condolence be it in facebook or sms.

I know you all care for me. I also know I should not grieve that long.

But I cannot believe I just seen her on Sunday and she was gone on Wednesday. It was really a very unhappy bday present for me. I had to send her off. I also know she was released from all the sufferings and I have to walk out of this sadness soon and get back to my life.

Ren si bu neng fu shen. I know this meaning. But she was so dear to me. It is not a word to say do not be sad can erase all the sadness.

Friday, 29 January 2010 to me was a really struggle day. Morning I have to see her cremented. Evening I have to keep all the sadness and watch SCO as promise. It wasn't easy.

Thanks to Mary Jie, Liyi Jie, Jianmei, Wei Jie Jie, Evonne Jie, Steven, Joseph and Yvonne mei for all the condolence and support. Also to those who send regards to me be it in sms or facebook.

I know you all care for me. I will try and get back my life. But I really needed time.

At my 26th years of life, she left me to find Wai Gong. 23years ago, he left her all alone to take care of the whole family. Not easy, I know. She had been staying alive for our sake.

Now she was gone to a place no feeding tube, no oxygen tube and no more needles, no more medicines. No more pain. I have to let her go.

My only regrets was I never took photo with her when I was in teenage life. My only photo with her alone was when she was carrying me during my bday when I was very young.

I wish that she is happy now and met Wai Gong on her way.

Thanks all who had wish me Happy Birthday and wanted to celebrate for me. But due to this matter, I had to reject all of you all's request. Hope you all understand and hope you all do not angry.

I will make up next year.

Wai Po, Rest in Peace. I love you.

Lots of Love
Elaine

*Thanks Ivy Jie for reading. I guess you only get to know of this today when you read it ba. Sorry that I did not tell you early.

Song: Liang Wen Ying-Ku Guo Jiu Hao Le

January 31, 2010 4:26 PM

弦歌寄意 29th Jan Fri 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Dear DJ

2 more days to go and its my bday. I believe when you read this dedication, I am already enjoying at SCO with all the DJs. :D

To those who did not attend this event, hopefully you can come tomorrow.

Anyway, wish myself Happy Bday in advance. Yes933 rocks. Thanks to all who wish me and even prepare bday present for me. Thanks for remembering its my bday. I really appreciate that. :D

Bless you all with great health and stay happy. Thanks to Yes933 for giving me chance to know all of them.

Dedicate to ALFC members, CQ FC members, Yanzi Unlimited members and those who know Elaine. :D

Love
Elaine :D
January 12, 2010 2:19 AM

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