Dream Of....

Long long time ago, a fat woman dream to have her love story like Cinderalla who will meet her Prince Charming and live happily ever after.

One day, she finally met the Prince Charming like Cinderalla. Initially, they were very happy each day when they were together. But soon this fat woman realised the truth.

She is not the Cinderalla that the Prince Charming is looking for. And he can never be the Prince Charming that she suits for. Hence, she made this painful decision.

She decided to set this Prince Charming free to find his real Cinderalla. Though it was very hurt but it was the cruel reality that she had to face and had to go through.

In real life, there will never be fairy tales. There won't be Prince Charming appearing in this fat woman's life. Never!!!

So she continue her dream in her sleep and wish that all was as beautiful as what she hopes in real life. :(

22 July 2008-Sad Sad Day

Today is a normal day to me actually. But I suddenly felt very stress. No matter how hard I tried, I just could not remember what was to be memorized. Am I exerting too much stress to myself?

Am I really a failure in study? Is this the furthest I can go? Time and again I promise myself not to give up. But I just can’t help feeling lost and do not know what should I do now.

Exam is nearing but I am still unable to remember what was to be inside my this stupid brain. Suddenly I really wonder, is my persistence under testing now?

Really envy those who are able to remember every single note into their head without difficulties. How can I become one of them?

I felt like crying and screaming but who can help me now? I know I have to be strong, I know I have to tell myself I can do it. Am I really able to make myself believe once again that I can create miracles?

To all my Sisters and Brothers out there, I am really sorry if you happened to read this and find me very pessimistic, I am sorry. I really lost all my confidence. What should I do?????

5 July 2008

After today, will be less frequent coming to here liao. Cos I will be studying for my coming exams in August.

Three exams to prepare. Very stressful. Thoughout the whole process of studying, I almost lost friends and god-sisters. Well, basically because I am unable to manage the time well and could not be able to meet them when they wished to meet me.

Hopefully I can graduate successfully and end this with flying colours. After which I will rethink whether to change my job scope to another department.

Wish me good luck ba. :P

SRC DnD 2008-280608

Tonite is the once in a year SRC Dinner and Dance day. All people will be in their best outfits and attend this dinner invitation.

For me, no exceptional. Well, instead of renting night gown or those fanciful gown, I chose to bought dress that will be outstanding. This year's theme was BLACK TIE AFFAIR, where all are encouraged to come in dark coloured gowns for ladies and dark colour suits for guys.

I chose bright yellow dress and went to the bridal shop for makeup. Thanks to Eileen for the wonderful makeup which changes my image totally.

Thought I am not the limelight tonight, but at least they all commented that I am very different.

Tonight I am running around with Kelly for all the photo shots and mingling around. Took a total of 75 shots altogether. Had fun and also felt very glamarous. :P

Hope that next year's theme will be more fun than this year. :P

YSIEU KTV Nite-270608

Today is a normal Friday but night will be not normal as i will be going for the KTV event.

At first thought I will be audience and already decided to sit back and relax and not sing. Who knows all wanted me to sing a few songs. Hence, I started lo... :P

When all present at the room, Sis Jerica paused the song and started the annoucement together with Bro Peter. Bro Peter will be the final speaker of tonight's event.

He started the speech by thanking our presence in the KTV event. Then he go on telling us the highlights of today's event. After which he passed to Sis Jerica to explain the first game we are going to play.

We have to take turns to self intro ourselves and everyone must state your name, where you work and one of your hobby. All must remember and when being called to answer, we must be able to tell at least the name and the hobby of that person. If all got it correct, Bro Luke will have to sing one song for us.

In the end, with the help of Sis Jerica, we passed the test and Bro Luke have to sing. Fun right?

Then the ktv session begins and the room became noisy as there are chit chatting among ourselves and singer sings to entertained us.

Of cos, I made some friends out of my work place as today's event consists of Young Union members or committee of different Insurance company.

In the midst of the ktv event, Sis Jerica paused the song again and announced another game will start where we will sing duet by arrangement from the draw. I thought I will not be involved. Thanks to Bro Jerry where he got me to sing with Bro Peter.

We sang "Ni Zui Zhen Gui". They commented that we are not looking at each other throughout the whole song. So funny wor...

Anyway, I enjoyed very much, not cause of the duet session la.. But cause I met many friends and teasing each other was really fun.

Fun with them and looking forward for next event. Cheers to YSIEU members and committee members. :P