CryBaby's Ups and Downs

Here's my ups and downs. Hope I did not bored you guys... Do drop me any comments or suggestions. Take care all.. :P From JiNgDiWaCrYbAbY...

Monday, September 12, 2011

Wrapped Up September 2011(2)

11 September 2011 (Sunday)
Today is a happy Sunday! Get to see Princess again and Xiao Han lao shi. As I arrived quite early at JP1, hence I get to stand at the front row!

There are also chain of happy news. First will be Xiao Han lao shi nominated for "Best Local Lyrics Award" in Yes 93.3FM's Singapore Hits Awards. Not for one place but for three songs which she wrote the lyrics for. The songs being nominated are, Jam's Fu Zhi Ren, Princess Serene's Yan Lei Shi Jiao Nang (which is also the book title of Xiao Han's book) and ChaBanSheng's Cheng Qiang! I am very happy that Xiao Han lao shi got three songs being nominated. Which makes her chance of winning this award higher than the rest!

Next happy thing will be Yunren lao shi also got nomination, which is for the Best Local Music Composition Award. I hope he will get it! The song being nominated for this award is Fu Zhi Ren by Jam.

Next will be Kewei nominated for Best Local Artiste Award with her Come Closer With Kewei! I also hope she can get it. Not only that, Kewei also being nominated for Most Popular Newcomer Award! Once in a lifetime! Her code number will be N09! Please vote for her too! :D

ChaBanSheng is nominated for Best Group Award and Most Popular Group/Band Award (G01). I am super happy when I heard CBS name being read out! It is their very first nomination! I will sure vote for them! :D

I am very happy for Xiao Han lao shi, Yunren lao shi, Kewei and also CBS! Hope they will get their awards on 12 November 2011 at Singapore Indoor Stadium. Tickets are selling at $88 and $138. From 15 September 2011 till 21 October 2011, there will be sale of $21 as it is Yes933fm's 21st birthday year. Also tickets purchased during this period will get 21% discount. For more information, please visit www.sistic.com.sg. (Sounds like I am promoting the sale of Singapore Hits Awards tickets. But I am sure I will be going for this event! Lets all shout our hearts out for those we support and may they win the awards and feel our cheers!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINYI (12 September 2011)
Today is your birthday! I am happy to be your friend and thanks you for all your care, love and concern for me.

You always taught me how to take care of myself and reminded me everyone is really caring for me. With you around, there is always laughter. I feel very happy whenever we meet.

So I take this opportunity to say Happy Birthday to you. Bless you with forever beauty, forever happiness and forever healthy! May all your wishes comes true especially today! Lets all continue to work towards our goals and achieve them. See you real soon! :D

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Wrapped Up September 2011(1)

03 September 2011 (Saturday)
Today is event for Jiahui and Jie at AMK Hub. Posted the event details the fanzpage and hopefully can attract more people to come down and support.

It is the radio giveback event together with 4th Anniversary for AMK Hub! There will be a bidding session at 6pm where we can get items lower than the usual price. All the proceeds will be donated to charity to help 75 families under this charity scheme.

It is the first time Jie ever took part in the bidding session. She is very excited. I can feel she is jumping around. The bidding is a success and many products really sold at a very low price. Nearly half of the usual price. The most heated bidding will be the Ipad2 bidding. Although the final price is almost equavilant to the usual price but for sake of charity, the couple still go ahead and bid it. We had great time and also some photo taking session that will be adding to my album soon.

Great Saturday evening!

04 September 2011 (Sunday)
Today is charity event for Mission Possible where all the art piece done by the villagers will be selling at this exhibition venue, Orchard Central, from 2pm-6pm.

My main aim is to purchase the handphone cover done by the villagers which Chen Liping visited and also to support CQ's booth. I also supported Zhou Ying's booth where I bought 3 cards done by the villagers.

The items are all selling real fast! Within an hour, Fann's booth items are all sold out. CQ's booth also not bad. I felt happy after making all the donations. Hopefully, the proceeds will ease their financial burdens and may they live happier and healthier.

What a great Sunday! Great weekend by doing great things--- Charity!

07 September 2011 (Wednesday)
Do not know where I got the courage, I finally went for the followup where I was schedule for a scope test on 090911.

I am really very worried that it will be a bad news. I promise myself that day when I did my previous scope test that I will never have one anymore. Here I am to schedule myself for the scope test this friday.

Sad news was, I lost one of the ribbon which I bought during the Mission Possible event. Does that means I will not be bless with good luck today? I am really very scare. They took the blood sample, results will only be make known to me when I come for the followup in December.

Please bless me with great luck and bless me with great health!

09 September 2011 (Friday)
Do not understand I can really be that brave to go for this scope test all alone. I am sorry that I told a white lies to someone who cares for me so much. But I am not going to say what I lied.

The whole process was totally different from what I had in SGH. Here I am in NGH Ang Mo Kio Branch. The whole place is so quiet but the nurses are all professional. I remember I did asked for put me to sleep but I doubt they did that as I was awake the whole process.

It was so awful experience which I really dread to go for it again. Never would I agreed to come again.

My throat and my gastric keep giving me pain. But throat was not as pain as gastric! Maybe I should forgo this scope test. I am not that brave as I seem to be. I regretted for being that brave. The pain is killing me.

Thanks for Princess, Jim lao shi and Jie for cheering me up a little when Princess and Jim lao shi was doing the live showcase at Yes933 during Jie's programme. Although the pain did not subsided any bit but hearing Princess sings is really great.

I am also very sorry to Onered when I kept asking her to kill me. I know I must have making you very vexed. But I only can turn to you. Maybe I should have inform the nurse of my gastric pain during and after the scope test. But I scare I cannot be discharged hence I did not tell.

Now I am really not sure if it is really normal to feel pain. Just hope I can really receive good news that it is only infections and not something serious. Pray real hard!

10 September 2011 (Saturday)
It took me many months to decide to pen down what took place in July till now. What was difficult to pen down was fearing that those whom I wish to kept them in the dark will read the blog entries.

I know I shouldn't but I really afraid to add burdens to you guys. I wish one day if I were to die, I can first vanish in your memories. I am very paranoid. I really worried for the results. I am not brave. I just do it because I am scared.

Luckily today have Jie on air to cheer me up a little. I wish I can be stronger and braver. Tomorrow will be going down to JP1 to see Princess. Hopefully she will not ask me how have I been. As I do not know how should I say how have I been really?

Thanks everyone for being there when I needed you guys. I really wish I can be stronger than now. I really hope.

Wrapped Up August 2011

Happy 4th Anniversay for Jie!!! (010811)
Its 4th Anniversary for Jie (Ivy Tan) where she enters Yes933 for her DJ-ing career. I am very happy for her that she now had alot of fans and the IvyTan Yes933 Fanzpage is growing each day!

Jie, you may not know, no matter what, I will always be there to support you. Even if you forget me. I will never forget you. I am very happy that you now have Onered, Yuitleng and many others who supported you wholeheartedly. Way to go, Jie. I am sure you can be very popular as time goes by.

HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY DJ-ING IN YES933 for IVY TAN!!!! Woooohooooo~~~

010811 (Monday)
Today is Jie's Anniversary and also a day I extended my MC. To date, I had took 6 days and I do not really intend to take some more days but this time round was due to diarrhea!

I know it was kinda late to get MC today but I had no choice but to get it as I am still having diarrhea which is already out of control. Doctor given me 2 days MC. Which now added up to 8 days of MC. Hoping that it will not affect my GPA for the modules.

Hopefully I can really be healthy real soon. Bless me with lots of luck and get well soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO APPLE OH!!! (050911)
Today was a day for you, Apple! May all your wishes comes true and lots of happy returns. I specially picked the present for you and specially wrapped it. I seldom wrapped present that nicely. Because its you, that's why I will spent time and effort.

I din know that you will be that happy upon receiving it. I was glad that you love it. Thanks for being my friend when the rest turn me away. Thanks for being there when I needed you. Thanks for telling me that I am not alone. Love you lots, Apple!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CQ!!! (150811)
Today is your day, CQ! I never failed to prepare a present for you. This time was a thumbdrive which may come handy to you. Saw it one day when I window shopping at Tampines area and first in my mind was to buy it for you.

Did not really know if you love this present. What I knew is, no matter what I gave you, you will say Thanks. Recently had many ups and super many downs. Thanks so much that you were there to encourage me. Especially during my UTs. I know you doubt that I can pull through the whole semester. Not blaming you as it was my fault for failing to do so previously. You have every right to doubt me. But since it was something which I am working hard for. So there is no reason of giving it up. Furthermore, you had always been giving me encouragements and it is time for me to show you results of the encouragements.

No matter what, I will always support you. Take care and may you be forever famous and have lots of programmes. What I love to see is your happy smile and the way you help us. May your restaurant business blooms and live happily ever after! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIBIN JIE!!! (160811)
Today is your day. Although was upset as the bday bash was cancelled. But glad that you are doing very well. I specially picked this gift for you. Hopefully you would like it.

Thanks for encouraging me and thanks for cheering me up. I know you appreciate our efforts. I am glad to be one of your fans.

Hereby bless you with great health, happy forever and pretty forever! Forever Hot MAMA!!! :D

180811 (Thursday)
I guess maybe I would forget today but I will never forget Kaiting. I know you had been fighting back your tears and you will only be back to Singapore end of the year. That seems not very long and neither was it very short.

But I just want to let you know, I will miss you everyday. We had a great laugh today and took photos to remember today. I do not want to make you cry. I also do not wish to cry in front of you.

Take care, Kaiting, I know you will. I am gonna miss your laugh and do come back double size oh! Shall date you when you came back. I will also work hard on my studies. Thanks for telling me that I can do it. Thanks for being there when I needed. Thanks for all the care, love and concern. Lastly, thanks for helping me making the CQ's fanzpage so happening!

220811 (Monday)
Finally a day which we were looking forward to. First UT3 paper starts today. The first UT3 will be Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving! Sounds like easy paper but was not that easy.

I only got C+ for UT1 and B for UT2. Hopefully another B for UT3! I had prepared for it and ensure that I will not make any careless mistakes. My classroom allocation will be W35N. Everyday the classroom will be different and you will not be placed with your classmates unless you are that lucky!

Strive for B! Hopefully I really can get B again!

230811 (Tuesday)
Today is Organisational Behaviour, a module which I am quite confidence in. Classroom allocation is W14N, Block W1, Level 4 and Classroom N.

I got B for UT1 and C+ for UT2. So I hope for a B for UT3. Had been studied hard for this module with the tips from module chair during the OB Clinic 3. I was only not quite sure when comes to understand what is ZOPA and what is BATNA. But overall, it was not bad.

Strive for B and hopefully can really get B! :D

240811 (Wednesday)
Today is third paper for UT3, it is Science, classroom W35B. It is a subject where I have not much confidence but so far I got C for both UT1 and UT2. So hopefully I can also get C for UT3.

Not pinning much hope was basically due to me not able to catch some of the lessons. Luckily it will be open notes test where we can refer to the 6Ps for assistance.

Basically, the paper today is consider normal. Maybe will have chance for C.

Strive for C and hopefully can really get C! :D

250811 (Thursday)
Last two paper! Today is Communication Practices, classroom allocation is W16P. Really do not know why they change the classroom allocation everyday. But glad that I am place in W block.

I got D for UT1 and E for UT2, hopefully I can strive for C for UT3. I am really missing Mrs B who taught us for first few lessons after which she was disappearing due to pregnancy. Anyway, I prepared for today's paper so guess will not make the same stupid mistakes like I did in UT2.

Strive for C! I know I can do it! :D

260811 (Friday)
Finally last paper! Had blessing from Jie last night that I will do well today and also from Princess. I wish I can really do well as what they believe in me.

Today will be having Mathematics and classroom allocation will be W14C! My results for UT1 was E and UT2 was C+. Thanks Fatin and Brandon for coaching me Mathematics for my UT2.

Thanks Yuquan for coaching me for today's paper. But I guess I have let your effort gone down the drain. I also let those who thought I could do well down. Wasted all their efforts. Now I only can pray hard that I can get C for this UT3.

Although its last paper and I should be celebrating. But I totally no mood to celebrate! May I be really bless with great luck that I can get C+ for this paper!

290811 (Monday)
Today programme was rather packed but with happy notes. I am meeting Huihui, Sunita and Letchimi for lunch. Thanks Sunita for the treat at Thai Express. The food is marvelous!

We had great laugh and shared many things from the voting of the President to F1 upcoming things. It had been very long since we last had lunch together. I am happy that you guys did not forget me.

After lunch, I accompany Huihui to buy things for her kite before I walk her back to Income. Afterwhich, I went to be postwoman for delivering the gifts to Music Clinic for upcoming Teachers' Day gift and also delivering to FM Music for the three teachers.

Evening time, I meeting YH, WP and OL for dinner and we had a great laugh too. I am also happy that YH is getting married and I am so going to her wedding dinner to witness this happy moments.

Wonder when will be me? Probably not so soon. Maybe after my studies. What a great Monday I have! Thanks for all the happy moments and great laugh! We shall arrange for next meeting soon. Bear with me, forever busy lady... :D

310811 (Wednesday)
Its a day we meet out to celebrate YC's bday! We went to DIY the cake, bought him gift and head down to meet him afterwhich we went to POMO to meet the rest and head down for dinner. Funfilled day for us~ Hopefully YC likes our present. :D

Wrapped Up July 2011(2)

16 July 2011 (Saturday)
Finally its Saturday. Today I date my usual kakis to go IMM to look for someone whom I super miss as super long never see her already. She is none other than my God-sister, Ivy Tan!

Today she have event at IMM for Lala Xu Jia Ying. Although I am not Jia Ying's hardcore fan but I find her very talented and cute. She is so small size and when she stand beside Jie, she look super petite.

We had lots of fun at there and sing along with Lala when we knew the lyrics. Thanks Yuitleng and Onered for helping me to take picture with Jie. If not, I guess I will never take with her as I am still shy. (Not like me right? Hehehehehe...)



22 July 2011 (Friday)
I do not really know was it due to the Nasi Lemak which I bought from the malay store at AMK Hub Level 1 or was it the Longan Almond Ice that caused the whole turmor. But I am pretty sure it was not my homecooked food that caused the pain.

I woke up with a sharp pain on my gastric. Normally, after taking the medication prescribed by the family doctor, I can at least ease the pain bit by bit.

Today was not the case anymore. The pain was not even eased. It got even more severe but I decided to wait and see for tomorrow since it's Saturday and I can get to rest at home. Pray hard that I will get well soon as soon will be the last lessons for all the modules. I do not wish to miss any lessons.

25 July 2011 (Monday)
I wasn't expected to take any MC today but the pain still won't leave me alone. Plus I have run out of my savings to see the family doctor last friday. Left with no choice, I went to Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic as it was cheaper.

Seen the doctor, took 2 days MC from the doctor who repeatedly asked me was it due to stress. Why would one think it was due to stress and not that I really had gastric pain due to some other factors?

Anyway, I seldom took so many days MC. This round it had became 3 days MC since last Friday. Was not even expected to have more coming up as I really do not wish to miss any lessons. Pray super hard that I can really be cured real soon.

27 July 2011 (Wednesday)
I had already tried all I can and I had exhausted all the money for my 3 days MC, still the pain seems to love me super much that the medications given are of no help at all. Can you imagine that all the medications that you used to take were of no use for curing?

Left with no choice as I am still feeling very pain and unable to attend school, I went back to Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic again. This round, the doctor was reluctant to issue me 3 days MC as it was against the rules to give me 3 days. She suggested if the medication does not help a little by tomorrow, I have no choice but to go A & E for further examination. What! Did she mentioned A & E? Yes, she did as she see me in pain and she also stressed that if it wasn't due to stress at school, than I really have to go see specialist to cure it once and for all. But where on earth to find money for A & E when I am only a student with no income?

What I can only do is pray that her medicines can really of some help to ease my pain a little by little. Already exceeded my usual records of taking MC. It was already 5 days MC. Can you imagine how much money I had spent on this 5 days MC? It was almost $60 if were to estimate! Pray real hard I can really escape from this pain...

29 July 2011 (Friday)
I really had no choice, plus the pain is really killing me. I had used up all the methods which I used to use it for curing the pain. Till last night when I really could not get out of my bed for dinner, I begged my mother to give me money to go A & E today to cure it once and for all.

I was all alone to go A & E today. Plus, the pain is making me almost could not sleep. I tossed and turned till almost 4am than I can finally sleep. Went to A & E was not a very great experience. Never imagine I would ever went there but no choice I have to go there.

Tan Tock Seng Hopital, took cab down and walked myself to A & E. Went through the whole registration and consultation. I was given dripped as the doctor thinks I needed two packs. They also took blood samples to test for whatever thing they want to test. I was also given medication which taste like peppermint drink. Then I was pushed to a place where all the patients waiting to either for rest and then discharged or to admit to hospital if condition worsen. To be placed there all alone and I do not really know if I can really sleep, I keep waking up every 5 minutes till I finally decided to sit up and wait for the medication to take effects.

I can feel I am very sleepy and the pain finally ease a bit. As I was terrified that I had to stay in hospital, I asked for discharged. By then first pack of drip was already used up but took 2 hours to finish dripping. The nurse also puzzled how come it was dripping that slow. She helped me changed another pack while she called for the doctor to come to check if I can be discharged.

Luckily I can discharged but I wasted the 2nd packet of drip as it was only 1/10 used. I was scheduled for a followup on 7th September 2011 to decide if I needed any scope test as my latest scope test done was in 2006. God! That was really very long time ago! Alright, what's important now was I am able to be discharged! I quickly went down to collect my medication and left for quick brunch after which I went home for rest. The medication is really making me sleepy. Thank god, I am about to recover soon!

30 July 2011 (Saturday)
I was a bit stupid for not stressing that I had diarrhea ever since I had my gastric pain. Today diarrhea got worsen while my gastric condition was improving. I went in and out of the toilet almost every 10 minutes.

I am not making it big but it was really that serious. I diarrhea till nothing to come out already. Till my leg was feeling weak but still I am able to walk around and even went down to buy my dinner. How strange I am?

Summarized it, I took 6 days of MC due to this deadly gastric pain which the TTSH doctor diagnosed as GASTRITIS. Sounds very chimilogy word. I guessed it was some kind of virus. Hopefully I can really return back to school as I had already missed a lot of lessons. It will be last week for school next week. By hook or by crook I must get back to school. Hopefully I can get well soon.

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