Wrapped Up September 2011(1)

03 September 2011 (Saturday)
Today is event for Jiahui and Jie at AMK Hub. Posted the event details the fanzpage and hopefully can attract more people to come down and support.

It is the radio giveback event together with 4th Anniversary for AMK Hub! There will be a bidding session at 6pm where we can get items lower than the usual price. All the proceeds will be donated to charity to help 75 families under this charity scheme.

It is the first time Jie ever took part in the bidding session. She is very excited. I can feel she is jumping around. The bidding is a success and many products really sold at a very low price. Nearly half of the usual price. The most heated bidding will be the Ipad2 bidding. Although the final price is almost equavilant to the usual price but for sake of charity, the couple still go ahead and bid it. We had great time and also some photo taking session that will be adding to my album soon.

Great Saturday evening!

04 September 2011 (Sunday)
Today is charity event for Mission Possible where all the art piece done by the villagers will be selling at this exhibition venue, Orchard Central, from 2pm-6pm.

My main aim is to purchase the handphone cover done by the villagers which Chen Liping visited and also to support CQ's booth. I also supported Zhou Ying's booth where I bought 3 cards done by the villagers.

The items are all selling real fast! Within an hour, Fann's booth items are all sold out. CQ's booth also not bad. I felt happy after making all the donations. Hopefully, the proceeds will ease their financial burdens and may they live happier and healthier.

What a great Sunday! Great weekend by doing great things--- Charity!

07 September 2011 (Wednesday)
Do not know where I got the courage, I finally went for the followup where I was schedule for a scope test on 090911.

I am really very worried that it will be a bad news. I promise myself that day when I did my previous scope test that I will never have one anymore. Here I am to schedule myself for the scope test this friday.

Sad news was, I lost one of the ribbon which I bought during the Mission Possible event. Does that means I will not be bless with good luck today? I am really very scare. They took the blood sample, results will only be make known to me when I come for the followup in December.

Please bless me with great luck and bless me with great health!

09 September 2011 (Friday)
Do not understand I can really be that brave to go for this scope test all alone. I am sorry that I told a white lies to someone who cares for me so much. But I am not going to say what I lied.

The whole process was totally different from what I had in SGH. Here I am in NGH Ang Mo Kio Branch. The whole place is so quiet but the nurses are all professional. I remember I did asked for put me to sleep but I doubt they did that as I was awake the whole process.

It was so awful experience which I really dread to go for it again. Never would I agreed to come again.

My throat and my gastric keep giving me pain. But throat was not as pain as gastric! Maybe I should forgo this scope test. I am not that brave as I seem to be. I regretted for being that brave. The pain is killing me.

Thanks for Princess, Jim lao shi and Jie for cheering me up a little when Princess and Jim lao shi was doing the live showcase at Yes933 during Jie's programme. Although the pain did not subsided any bit but hearing Princess sings is really great.

I am also very sorry to Onered when I kept asking her to kill me. I know I must have making you very vexed. But I only can turn to you. Maybe I should have inform the nurse of my gastric pain during and after the scope test. But I scare I cannot be discharged hence I did not tell.

Now I am really not sure if it is really normal to feel pain. Just hope I can really receive good news that it is only infections and not something serious. Pray real hard!

10 September 2011 (Saturday)
It took me many months to decide to pen down what took place in July till now. What was difficult to pen down was fearing that those whom I wish to kept them in the dark will read the blog entries.

I know I shouldn't but I really afraid to add burdens to you guys. I wish one day if I were to die, I can first vanish in your memories. I am very paranoid. I really worried for the results. I am not brave. I just do it because I am scared.

Luckily today have Jie on air to cheer me up a little. I wish I can be stronger and braver. Tomorrow will be going down to JP1 to see Princess. Hopefully she will not ask me how have I been. As I do not know how should I say how have I been really?

Thanks everyone for being there when I needed you guys. I really wish I can be stronger than now. I really hope.