Wrapped Up May 2011(3)

230511 (Monday)
Nervous nervous~ Today is the very first Understanding Test after so many lessons. Though knowing it will be open book test, but we are not allowed to have any written notes on papers but we are allowed to refer to the 6P slides for each lessons. The test is from Lesson 1 till Lesson 5.

It will be a 45minutes test. But I am very nervous that I cannot finished on time and in turn failed the whole test. Some more, it will be on Mathematics lesson day when this first UT is. I am always worried in Mathematics lesson that I could not have any contributions to the team and bring down the whole team's marks. Luckily that the facilitator is kind, she gave us presentation which seems to be easy ways to do powerpoint slides.

When the time comes to the UT1 starting, the feeling of nervous is crawling inside my body. That is especially due to I did not study much before the UT1. When I look at the first question, it is not difficult. But as I scrolled down it gets harder each question. I am getting more and more nervous but forcing myself to calm down and managed to complete all before the time is up.

I did some check and ensure that I had answered all the questions and not leaving blanks. Hopefully, I did not score very badly. If I did badly, I will work hard in UT2 and UT3 which will be harder than UT1 as it is accumulative test. Also hope that the daily grade can help to pull me up. Wednesday will be another UT, so have to start a little revision before I regret.

250511 (Wednesday)
Its Wednesday but can be bad Wednesday to me. Though I am always looking forward for Wednesday's lesson, Introduction to Communication, where I will be facilitate by my favourite facilitator, Mrs B.

But sad to say, Mrs B did not come for lesson today. Probably is due to her pregnancy. This facilitator is so pretty. She is also very lively. The lesson became lively and many of us commented she is very pretty. Not saying Mrs B not pretty ok. :D

Since it is Science UT1, she will be releasing us from lesson early. She giving us more time to do revision. I guess it helps as it boost my confidence a little. Though I had made some small notes on the card, but I did not refer to it. What I did was, I open all the 6P slides and prepare for the UT to be starting.

Science first few lessons was simple for me to understand but as the facilitator left the school to relieve in Sports school, we were all facilitated by very bad facilitator who does not help us much and in turn, we unable to understand the lesson. More over, I had forgotten all about physics. Hence, I could not understand the whole lessons even though I have 6P after the lessons.

I just pray that the questions will be simple and enable us to pass at least. When I look at the first lesson, I find that I had to refer to 6P to confirm my answers. Luckily I am able to finish all questions on time and did some check to ensure no blanks in the answers and also to correct any wrongful answers that was being typed in.

I know I did very badly. Hoping I did not fail that badly. Have to get ready for the most fearing UT in my modules. That is Mathematics which will be on Friday. Hopefully I am able to get at least half of the 6Ps into my head and do well in the whole UT.

270511 (Friday)
Its finally FRIDAY. But we have to have 3 more lessons before we will be having our so called 2 weeks break. But today we have UT1 for Mathematics.

It is also celebration as our facilitator for Science is finally back. Just a pity that he came back late as our UT was already over. When he was going through the UT answers, I was very worried that I could not scored well. Worst was, I was unable to start my computer and had to restart the computer. Hence, I did not concentrate much on the answers for UT1.

Wanted to ask him if I failed all UTs, what other ways we can make ourselves pass the module? Does daily grades help in passing the modules?

Since it will be UT later, so he, like other facilitators, releasing us early for us to do revision. Suprisingly, he is able to provide guidance for Mathematics when some of them asked him questions. That made me suddenly remembered that he is giving tuition for Mathematics also. I did not approach any classmates for help this round as I do not know what I don't know. I guess that was also due to I did not prepared for this UT.

Time passes fast and soon it will be starting of the UT. Everyone are nervous, I am even more nervous. Basically is due to, I worried I did not do well now. When I skim through the questions, I panicked. When I started attempting them, I am panicking after each question. When facilitator announces left 15 minutes, I am not even at last questions. Luckily, I managed to finish all the questions and checks for any blanks.

Just pray hard that I did not do badly. Praying for at least a C grade for the UT. I must buck up and work hard to ensure that I did not panick during the UTs.

May is ending and soon will be break for us to rest and revise for the last 2 UTs. Upcoming will be also our first class chalet. Looking forward to better bonding with the class and hopefully I can clear all misunderstandings. Also will make use of one day to have lunch with my dearest mummy Huihui and do some catch up session. Also some catch up with Faith and gang since I was always busy with my school work and studies. May ended in busy and stressful way. Hopefully it will be better when as time goes by.

Amazed that I can endure till now. I will work harder and try to get good results. Thanks to all who supports me throughout and believe in me totally that I can do it. So I shall not make them disappointed in me.