CryBaby's Ups and Downs

Here's my ups and downs. Hope I did not bored you guys... Do drop me any comments or suggestions. Take care all.. :P From JiNgDiWaCrYbAbY...

Friday, March 09, 2012

Wrapped Up January 2012 (1)

010112 (Sunday)Happy New Year~~~ It's a new beginning for 2012 and a year I will proceed from Year 1 to Year 2 in RP!!!

Just less than two months I can say goodbye to Year 1~~~ :D Today had hearty breakfast with mum where I had my favourite Nasi Lemak, 2 soft boiled eggs and a cup of COKE~~~ :X

PH is usually spent with my mum but today I am very sleepy~~~ By the time I reached home after the countdown, it was already 2am plus. Luckily there was still public transport for us to take ride home. :D

020112 (Monday)It's PH as New Year falls on Sunday. So we earned one more PH~~~ :D

But have to switch to study mode as tomorrow will be a school day. I have to be good as tomorrow will be Marketing lesson but not facilitate by our own facilitator. Heard will be a beauty who will be reliefing us. Wonder who she was. :P

030112 (Tuesday)A day starting with just a normal day. I reached school at the usual timing and sat at the previous grouping. Little did I know it will caused me losing my precious laptop in just a few hours after my lunch time.

I knew it very well that it was an accident. I also knew there will be no way I can ask for anyone for compensation. But why was it me? Just a cup of bubble tea can caused my lappy to fail on me and ruined my first day of school in 2012.

With no savings and with that kind of financial health in my family. It was nearly impossible for me to be able to continue my studies. I do not wish to say but I had a very bad feeling that it might spell that it was time I stop my perserverance and stop my studies right away.

I have to thank Steffi, Sook Har, Naqiah, Yee Hong, Heny, Haz, Yanti and the rest for showing concern for me when that happens. I also thank them for helping me clearing the mess on the table. I also thank Padric for helping me done my part for the slides where it is impossible for me to even concentrate on finishing the slides. I also have to apologise for nearly ruined the whole presentation.

After lesson was a briefing for the module selection for next semester. I have totally no concentration and already no smile on my face. Thanks for cheering me up, friends and Mr Lazzerine. But I really do not think there will be any way to salvage my lappy as the warranty of this lappy was already gone.

What a way to start my first day of school. Although I knew it was near impossible for able to repair the lappy without any cost, I will still make a trip down to Acer Service Centre as I need the letter to be able to borrow the school laptop. Meantime, I will use my iPhone for the quiz, peer evaluation and RJ submission. Luckily, I have iPhone to backup me but my RJ was done badly. Same goes to my quiz.

Special thanks to Steffi and Yee Hong for trying their best to help me think of a solution. When I told Steffi I might decided to quit school, she asked me to approach facilitator for help while she helped me find sources to help me tide through at least for me to complete my remaining UT2.
040112 (Wednesday)Not sure if it was due to I am over upset by the lost or I am really falling sick. I had a very bad running nose and almost running fever. Dragging my feet, I went down to Acer Service Centre at Jurong East hoping the person could tell me that I can repair it for free. I know it was near impossible.

I was told that if there was a need to set a quotation for the repair, if I rejected the quotation, I would have to pay them administration fee. Keeping my finger crossed that it could be repaired at a minimal amount.

Dragging my sick body, I made to school just before the lunch break begin. Managed to extend my borrowing of laptop from the school but not able to tide me till end of semester. It was like a hint for me that I left with no choice but to give up this pursuing and back to be my office lady life.

No where to go and time seems to pass fast if I were to spend in class, hence I headed to class after having my lunch. Not wanting to miss Business Statistics, I dragged myself to class. Classmates were all very concern for me and encouraged me to continue. They will help me keep a look out for any solutions.

Sky was grey for me and no hope of turning into a sunny day for me. With this kind of situation, I cannot even do the worksheet properly and in fact, it was my first time losing concentration in class. Am I really to give all my efforts up? I really do not know. I do not wish to burden anyone. Especially my classmates. They are already very nice to me. Helped me whenever I needed help. Acceptted me for who I am. They even almost wanted to chip in for me to get a 2nd hand laptop to tide me through end of semester, just to push me through.

I appreciated their kindness and help. I will be a burden if they really did that. How am I to tide through? I really do not know. But at least for now, I have a laptop to use. Just that I have to start building the notes from the scratched. I do not know how Business Stats today ended. I just knew Miss Meryl was very concerned and kept asking if I am okay.

Forgive me not wanting to tell you as I am not even certain the outcome of the check for my lappy. It was given to me free when I signed up internet. I cannot imagine a day without it. How am I to survive in this semester? I really do not wish to think. Falling sick~~~



050112 (Thursday)
Probably too saddened by this, I fell sick and running fever. No choice had to take MC and only able to go to school next Monday. Was given two days MC where I have to skip my HTM for today and FA for tomorrow.


I have yet spoken to any facilitator about it except Mr Lazzerine. I really do not know who am I suppose to turn to for help. I know I have to seek help but who?

Shall not think about it as I am too sick to think about it. Sneezing away and almost blew my nose away! :X


060112 (Friday)
TGIF? It was not a day for me. Been sick 3rd day. Today I even missed my favourite FA lesson. Not sure am I able to catch up with the class. Nursing my flu with no determination at all. How am I to tide through this semester? Sleeping my hours away with flu medication and fever comes and go. That's why I do not like January!


090112 (Monday)
I am really very sorry to my team-mates today. I knew I should not affect you all with my moody mood but no matter how I just could not be my usual self. Mr Lazzerine noticed it and tried his best to bring me back to the lesson.


What he does not know was, I might due to no laptop and had to give up. Today was the day where we can get to see the modules that was pre-selected for us for next semester. I totally not in the mood to see, cause no matter what, I do not see myself progressing now.


I so much wanted to tell someone but who can I approach? I really wish someone would be able to help me tide through this. :X


100112 (Tuesday)
I would say, the only facilitator who knows me well for this semester will be Miss Tan. She knew something was not right in me, called me out and forced me to tell her what's going on.


She initially thought I had quarrelled with my team-mates that's why I seemed not talking to them. They had been very tolerence to my moody and leave me alone when I needed to. I must say, I have a great classmates this semester. Even when I do not wish to say but she lured me to speak out. She said, if I kept quiet, nothing will be solved and I will never able to walk out of the situation. Not wanting to make her worry further and not wanting her to mistaken them, I told her the whole story but hiding the identity of who was the suspected culprit. She told me she heard it from Miss Li about the incident that very day and shared with me her experience when she had during her uni. She suggested that I approached my Mentor and also one of my SOH facilitator as they will be able to help me think of a solution to work my way through.


Just when I do not know how and who should I approached, the service centre consultant called me up and told me that the whole repaired was $739. It was too costly and everyone suggested that I abandon the repair but I do not have money to even paid for the admin fee.


Steffi and Yee Hong will help me source for available laptop while I approach Mentor, Mr Ross for help to extend my borrowing till I completed my UT2, hopefully with no or little cost for extension.

Is it consider a lit pathway for me? Miss Tan, I really wish to say thank you to you for the advices given, lending me a listening ear and helping me think of possible solution. I also wish to thank all who had been tolerating me for being moody these days. I cannot promise I will be back to my old self that soon but will try not to be moody.

Wrapped Up December 2011(2)

161211 (Friday)
A long awaiting day we pinned hope for~~~ It's school holiday!!! At last we have a break though not very long as it will be ending in 2 January 2012.

Well, break is better than none, right? No plan as yet but we will have our very first class gathering in the chalet from 27-29 December. But I will only appear on 28 December for the BBQ session. Reason being, I am still shy to stay in the chalet with them though we will be classmate for this semester.

I shall do nothing and stay cool. :)

171211 (Saturday)
Today spent with Meiyi and thanks to her where I took the first picture with Jeffrey Xu~~~ :D

We met up at Somerset where we will be having our lunch before we proceed to meet Alena as she have things to pass us. I am very sorry for lying to you that I have recovered as I really really wanted to eat the curly fries. If I had told you the truth, you wouldn't allow me to eat them.

I know you all care for me and I know that I am making my cough worsen. I will not lie to you anymore. :X

I am very shy even to look at Jeffrey and Lee Teng. Oh my god~~~ Thanks for the help, Meiyi for asking Lee Teng to take a picture with me. I am so happy and I know I am super shy girl when I am in front of you two. Hopefully I will conquer it and be more brave next time when I met you two. :X

After stage we went down Bugis just to catch Serene and Jiejie. Though could not have chance to take picture with Serene but contented with just her acknowledge that I was there. :)

Thanks for taking photos with me Jiejie. It had been very long time since I drop by for events. Due to my studies, I gave up going events. I am so glad that you did not forget me and will concern for me. Jiejie, I will do my best and make you proud. :))

181211 (Sunday)
Garage Band Showcase again!

Today does not have many muffin-renes drop by. Lil Princess was contented with us going down. We also have another task today. That was to purchase the tickets for Serene's performance on Hua Yi.

Told a lie to her that I do not have money to purchase the tickets where she almost wanted to buy one for me. Well, thanks for concern me. I will be there to support you no matter what. :))

191211 (Monday)
Today is Lawrence kor's birthday~~~ Have a blast birthday. Sometimes we will met each other at the hawker centre. Thanks for still letting me be your friend even though we didn't really chat much. May all your wishes comes true and may you found your happiness soon. :D

Today was also a great experience day. It was SOH Service Learning Project at Agora Hall where we will house the kids from Care Corners and have fun with them. There will be games and prizes to be won for them.

In return, we will get CE points and free lunch for helping out. The kids are really very adorable, full of energy and fun-loving. They will run wild when they feel hyper. It will take a lot of energy to catch up with them. But they will quiet down whenever their teachers say so. So obedient and in order.

Be one day big sister was great experience. It was my first time managing 20 kids in a team, luckily I am not alone as there was 3 more students helping out. Initially I am very lost. As time goes by, I find it very fun. Time passes very fast and they left RP at 4pm plus back to their home. How I miss their laughters and running around. Hopefully will have another opportunity soon. :)

201211 (Tuesday)
Today, nothing to do. Shall have mini movie marathon where I will be catching movie after movie.

Starting with Already Famous followed by Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 :))

Worth spending as Already Famous brought out my memories of my Waipo. She also passed away without us seeing her last moment. She always care for us and concern for us. The morale of the movie was never give up our dreams. When you have a goal in life, work towards it. One day, you will surely be successful. :D

Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 was also great comedy. Having seen their previous which made me wanted to catch it long time ago. Finally had chance to catch them and I am so contented today. Great mini movie marathon I had and what a great Tuesday! :))

211211 (Wednesday)
Today was a day I went to meet Huihui mummy for lunch and Yuru darling for dinner and walk walk around Ang Mo Kio. :D

Since it was my school holiday I wish to spend with all my friends and have a fruitful one.

First I went for a haircut change my style before school start. Fringe covering eyes that makes me uncomfortable. :X

After meeting with Huihui mummy, I went down to meet Yuru at AMK Hub as she was tired of walking in Compass Point. I knew why she said so as she scare I again did not listen to her and missed the last bus home.

We had lunch at a Japanese cheap Restaurant where we can get to eat Bento at a very cheap price. After that we went walk walk from central to AMK Hub, chit chatting and have fun. Happy moments are always passing fast. Hopefully we will get to see each other soon. It might be very soon as she might be my junior in RP. :)) See ya in school when school reopens for new semester~~~ :D (Passing all good luck to you and hope you get a course in RP to join PQ and ME~~~ :D)

221211 (Thursday)
Today is Tang Yuan Festival! Have you had your tang yuan? I had mine and was specially done by my mum every year~~~

Thanks for her love and concern. I am loving it, the traditional Tang Yuan!!! :D

241211 (Saturday)
Happy Birthday to Xiaohan lao shi. Hopefully the gift I slotted at the door of FM wasn't lost. Also hope that you will like it. Anyway, great knowing you and you are like my mother. Thanks for all the guidance and words of wisdom. I will remember them. :D

Have a blast birthday and may you be happy, healthy and wealthy!!! :))

Today was Adelogy Xmas Gathering!!! Met up with Steven, Xingyu, Valerie and Alena to go down to the pit to prepare and get together before Adeline came down.


The sky keep disturbing us by having it rain and stop, rain and stop. Nevertheless, the BBQ gathering is very successful~~~ Took some pictures and we have gift exchanged. Thanks for the fun and finally saw Twinkle but was too afraid of dogs, especially when they are big in size. Sorry Adeline for afraid of Twinkle although you keep stressing that Twinkle do not bite. :X

I managed to surprise you with the CNY Album which I bought before coming down. I can see the glow of your eyes when you saw it. I am very happy that I did bring you joy anyway. Love you and hope that your career will soar and more and more drama to act. :))

251211 (Sunday)
Merry Xmas to all of my friends. Today was an eventful day as it was JSWM's Xmas Party at KBox~~~

It was also my first time joining the gathering. Excited and looking forward. Thanks ah, Jeffrey. My name is now HaiMianBaoBao and not Elaine. OMG~~~ :X

He did not gave me chance to intro and straight away call me HMBB! Win liao lo. :X

Thanks for the cute Xmas gift and thanks for the joy when you saw my Xmas present for you. I am glad that it is the gift that will come in handy for you. :)

Although I would say for me it was not that successful as I felt left out most of the time. But the effort of making it happened counts. Thanks Meiyi for all that you have done. May the next gatherings be even more successful. More and more Jeffrey fans. :D

281211 (Wednesday)
Our first class gathering for this fun filled class! It was supposed to be from 27-29 December but I will only come for the BBQ today.

Initially was not sure what time I should turn up as it was the very first time we can get to know each other more. I would like to thank each and every one of this class for accepting me for who I am and not minding that I am much older than you all.

With all your acceptance and encouragements, I am sure I will tide through this semester with a breeze. :)

The gathering was a success if only all able to turn up and if only those people do not last minute backout. Not blaming anyway as it was expected scenario. Great times we had and great fun we had. Ended up with countless drumlets, hotdogs where I took some of the drumlets home for my breakfast tomorrow. I bet I will never be tired of eating drumlets. :P

301211 (Friday)
Today was eve of New Year Eve. Went down to catch the idols at VivoCity while they preparing for the rehearsal for tomorrow's countdown.

Took pics with Kewei and Lee Teng. Still feeling shy when standing next to Lee Teng. Oh boy! He is so handsome and cute. :D

Kewei is also stunning. :D

All the best for you all and tomorrow will be a fun filling countdown!!! :P

311211 (Saturday)
Countdown day~~~ 2011 will come ti an end real soon. There are ups and downs in my life this year.

I sincerely wished that 2012 will be a better year for me. Soon I will end Year 1 in RP and walk towards Year 2. Challenges will come and I will be facing it bravely. :D

While queuing, I saw my er ge who was in the queue in front of us. He came with his friend to support Bai Wei Xiu. OMG~~~ :X

Anyway, had great time with Kewei FC members and GOODBYE 2011 HELLO 2012!!! :D

2011 came to an end. No looking behind and I shall look forward. Hope for a better future. Hope soon my father will be accepting my decision for further my studies without working part time. I know it is hard but I will try to make him accept one day! Farewell to 2011 and Welcome 2012. It will be a better year ahead and I will be stronger a day! Bless each and everyone happy, healthy, wealthy and fortunate!!! :))

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