CryBaby's Ups and Downs

Here's my ups and downs. Hope I did not bored you guys... Do drop me any comments or suggestions. Take care all.. :P From JiNgDiWaCrYbAbY...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

26 November 2010

ITS FRIDAY!!!

I cannot wait for Saturday to arrive. The main reason is due to Seoulful Living is official launched tomorrow. With autograph session at 3.30-5.30pm. Being her supporters, of course I need to go and support.

Today wore a long sleeve tee but scare cannot wear to office, so I added sleeveless sport jacket to cover. Anyway, 2 more work days and I am out of STE. Happy plus sad. But that does not mean I am totally out of contact with some of them.

Today lady boss not in, so meaning, no boss day again? Yeah!!!

As I mentioned yesterday, Saturday and Sunday will be eventful day. Shall update more once its all over. But I am already excited.

Besides, I also excited to receive Elson's debut album. Hopefully it will come soon. Hey friends out there, if you interested in joining Elson's fanclub, can pm me and I will introduce you the FC head to help in registering. Member fees is only $20. (",)

Just now received a call from Clarance that he and WF left to Serangoon. Meaning, no lady boss also no supervisors. So HAPPY!

Hopefully lady boss dot suddenly come and pop in. I want to go home at 5.55pm. Yesterday also left at 5.55pm also. But its heavy rain evening, luckily I got mini umbrella.

At night from my room window, the more I look at my umbrella, the more I love it. That is why I will bring it whenever I go out. :D

Alright, shall end now and update more soon. :D (",)

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Thoughts...

I had been in serious thought these days on which course should I enrol in March 2011. Had always been eyeing on Diploma in Tourism and Hotel Management but this choice alone could only filled up 3 choices. If I were given 5 choices, what are the other 2 than?

So I continue to read and choose. Finally I came into conclusion, I must give myself more chances to get into NYP (NanYang Polytechnic) than to NP (Ngee ann Polytechnic) followed by RP (Republic Polytechnic). The main reason is, NYP is nearer to my house while the rest is much further and need to change bus to get there.

So for the first 3 choices I must set in NYP and 4th choice will be NP than last choice will be RP. So which means, I can only choose NP for one course or should I choose 2 choices? Poundering...

Finally, debating whether should give NYP and NP a fair competition, so I decided, Yes! Since both NYP and NP is my first two choices when choosing which to go. Friends out there who is preparing to help me enrol, I hereby saying THANKS!

I also would like to Thank those who given me encouragement and also guidance. Moral support is also greater than others. I believe if I got into Polytechnic, you all will be happy than I do.

Making so many sacrifices in turn for the chance to go study once again. I am very looking forward for 2011. But seriously, I am also worried. But they always say, the bridge will be straightened when the boat reached the dock. So I should think of solution if problem do arise. So now I have to prepare my mind to get study going.

Give me power! Give me moral support! Thanks all who showered me love! (",)

Just 3 more working days...

Trying very hard to actually do the countdown. It is something to feel happy and also sad. Happy is due to I can finally be out of the control for that wicked woman who controlling us when the former Supervisor Boss left.

I feel very fortunate that I always have great luck in meeting great supervisors and colleagues. While others may feel being 'bullied' by colleagues. My supervisor is good in the sense that he is forgiving and patience. He will try his best to clear all doubts and solve all problems as far as he could. I never seen him blowing his top nor showing temper. Salute you, Mr Leong Waifu. I guess what I missed will be days working with you.

3 more weekdays to go before I can finally forgo the non-camera phone. It also marks the hunting for jobs day. I will be preparing to go for endless job interviews till I land myself in temp job. Hopefully can find 4 months temp job or if not, 2 months also not bad.

What I will be doing this weekend? I will be extremely busy this weekend. Saturday, 27 November, will be Liyi Jie's Seoulful Living autograph session. It is also her 2nd book launched. I did not buy her first book but I am not going to missed it again. From DJ to Lecturer in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. I guess she is getting hang of the life as a lecturer. I very miss her and her voice. Going to see her and short chat with her. Not sure if I have enough time for the bday party later but seeing Liyi Jie is more important than any other matters. (",)

What about Sunday? It is more busy than expected. From 1230hrs, I will be on my way to the Heeren to meet the Star Search 2010 Top 10 Finalists face to face. I can get to see my idol Sora Mah who is 9 days older than me. (Argh~~) But she is prettier than me. (",)

After the Heeren event, once again, I will step to MDC (MeDiaCorp) for the Sheng Song Show. The main reason is, there will be Cha Ban Sheng appearing. How could I let go this opportunity to hear them sing live even though only one song will be sang. Even so, I can not forgo the chance to hear them. Being their 'friend' as we aren't that close but not bad as we get to tweet each other at times. I am also their fans. (How great to be their fans) Anyway, my weekends will be burnt this way. Though expecting fratigue but its all worthwhile.

Come to think my age really does not fit into this idol chasing days. But I want to keep the young thinking going. Probably preparing myself to fit into the Polytechnic life. I believe if I believe it will come true, it will. To have faith, you already won half the battle, isn't it?

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Counting Down to December 2010

Time really flies. Soon November will come an end. Soon I might become jobless again. So I have to forsake some days and those days salaries in order to prepare for my job interview that were to come.

First interview hopefully will fixed on next Monday. Currently only one agency arranged a meeting with me on Monday. Wonder will he have any good news for me. If not I have to drag till mid December than can find job or worst is drag till January 2011 than can start my temp assignment.

I need some luck in order to find a longer temp job that I can hold before I enter polytechnic. As December draw near, it means many birthdays coming on. Or maybe I am only interested in Music Clinic's Xmas celebration.

42 days to 2011 and 73 days to my birthday. I had been thinking whether I have the chance to hold a party to celebrate my 27th birthday since I did not celebrate my 26th birthday this year.

Initially, I had promise Andrew to hold a combine birthday party with him, since his birthday is just 1 day later than mine. But now, I really very worried if I will let him down by rejecting the idea.

We have yet discuss but I am now facing jobless fate. I always thought temp jobs is much easier to find than perm job. But looks like chances are playing trick on me. When I decided to find temp jobs, perm jobs became easier to locate then temp. When I decided to find perm, then I will see a lot of the companies wanted to find temp staffs.

I was told that December is a very risky month to find job as many people waiting for bonus and might not leave the company. Hence the number of temp jobs will be affected. But I still having a positive thinking.

Right now, finding job is my main aim. Give me luck and give me chance! (",)

19 November 2010

ITS FLYDAY! Its also a day I can fully have the pc for my own use the whole day as the perm staff is having her course, although the place is just nearby.

Counting down 6 more days and I have to say BYE BYE to all Infor-Software colleagues and all the ST Electronics friends. Can say I am looking forward but at the same time worried. This morning I had a very strange dream. I dreamt that my current supervisor was helping me do a temporary pass so I no need to everyday change pass and the period was for a few months. That is strange when this month is my last month and I do not need to change pass anymore unless they decided to give me another temp position elsewhere.

Since yesterday I had been sending resumes and received some calls from agency. But I only meeting one next Monday. Awaiting for more calls, so I will continue to send resumes. Hopefully I can get as many interviews as possible on Monday. Fully prepared and hopefully I can successfully secured a job before December 2010 arrived.

Frankly speaking, I am always blessed. All my supervisors whom I worked with are very kind and patience to me. No matter how long it takes for me to adapt, they are always willing to be there to help me and to guide me along. From the first office job, my very first supervisor, Sis Jennifer till present, Waifu, they all treat me very good.

I think, I will miss the days we worked and also the words we spoke. Congrats to Waifu for his additional members who came last week during the long weekend. Its his 2nd child. Wonder was it because I knew he had newborn. I felt he is more fatherly feel now. Everyday he is smiling away.

I really do not know if I ever will have children or even whether I would get married. Anyway, what I need to focus now is to find a 4 months temp job and prepare myself for the enrollment for my Diploma course. Pray hard, all my sacrifices of endless bonuses will be worth. Many people said, the chances of getting in are very high. May their words really came true.

Wow! Again filled with nothing but words. But that is me. Forever filled with words and words and words. That is why nobody will visit here and comment. (".)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

17-18 November 2010

17 November 2010

Today is Hari Raya Haji, meaning its another PH. But strangely, today is Wednesday not Friday or not Monday. So we do not have long weekend. What we have is work 2 days rest 1 day then work 2 days rest 2 days. (",)

What a great week this week but it will not be great for the residents in my block. Weeks before, my 6th floor neighbour notice there is a big bee hive on the tree. He informed the autorities and they are going to remove it tomorrow 7-8pm.

The notice pasted on the lift wall stated that we must close all doors and windows. Sad to say, my house windows is not tightly closed as it was old fashion and very long time never use. I am very scare that the bees will come my house and stay forever. HOW???

Anyway, its PH so have to enjoy first than worry later. Kway Chap, soft boiled eggs and lemon tea, here I come!

18 November 2010

Today finally arrived. I have totally no mood to go work as I am very worried for the bee hive which is going to be removed later at 7-8pm. My house windows all could not closed tightly. Doors also have holes.

Think I watch too many movies and drama. In my mind keep appearing thousands of bees flying into my house and stays in the living room. I am so terrify. Hope that it will never come my house and stay.

Hopefully the experts can make all the bees sleep inside the hive and then remove them carefully.

I wonder how does a bee hive appears at the tree? How come it is so big in size? When did it came and stayed at the tree? Who can answer all my queries?

Finally at 7plus pm, the experts came with the electronic ladder and two sticks of poles with flamable head. They trying to test as in how to reach the bee hive. There were two men on the ladder and was holding each one pole. When they confirmed the position, one of them lit the pole and huge fire flame was seen reaching the hive. Seconds later, the whole hive was in flame and burnt.

I suddenly felt the bees were all very poor thing. They could not escape as the whole hive on fire in seconds. Only a few, I guessed, had escaped unharmed. Only one flew up to my corridor.

That is how they destroyed the hive without giving them chances to escape. May the bees rest in peace.

Updates November (1)

05 November 2010

Today was PH. So which means I can wake up late. Sad to say my body clock wakes me up at 9am. So sad :(

Anyway, PH means I can have my favourite breakfast with my Mummy at the market. Kway Chap! I also can have my 2 soft boiled eggs and a cup of lemon tea!

After breakfast, rest for few hours and its SHOPPING TIME! I would like to say Happy Deepavali and Happy Holiday!!!

13 November 2010

Today was Ivy's gathering. Finally took so long to actually finalised the date and venue. Initially she was reluctant to have the gathering at KTV lounge. But after her first public closed door singing, she was convinced that she can really sing.

Jie, I must say, you really can sing and even sing better than me. Even when we sing Ru Guo Wo Shi Ni, you really sing better than I did.

We had lots of fun. I love the way you sing Xi Tie Jie. So like the original singer. I guess you will never be reluctant to have your gathering at KTV anymore.

After this gathering, the next upcoming will be Mary Jie's. We also hoping Princess Serene will have a gathering too as she will soon be flying to Taiwan for better future. So before she fly, we must have a gathering for her.

Actually I was a little upset that day. Anyway, what was important was the gathering was a success. Thanks Evonne for all the preparation and the arrangements made. Without her, I guess nothing will be done and event will never be that success. (",)

14 November 2010

Today is the Semi-Final for Star Search 2010. Today will have less 10 participants once the results were out.

It will also be many people's sad day. We couldn't bear to part but have to. Life is cruel. So is reality.

Mika, Qiao qiao and the remaining 7 participants, we will always remember you. For those who got into, you all must jiayouz so that will not let those who could not get in down. I will be at the audience shouting for you all. (",)

15 November 2010

Today was NYP Campus concert for Cha Ban Sheng and Princess Serene. With the help of Cherine and Leslie, we got our fanclub member seats which is 3rd row after the stage.

Special thanks to Sheng Hong for rushing down from school to home to come down here in order to get the board for us. Also have to thank Evonne for the name collation. Without her, we won't be able to have so front seats.

Princess Serene is the first singer to perform. Although she have flu and was on medication which made her feel drowsy. Her performance was not affected. She sang was Lala, Lian Ai Nv Sheng Dou Shi Yang, Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni. She was last minute tested by Cruz to sing cantonese song when asked if she go Hong Kong, is her Cantonese okay or not. She started humming Zhong Sheng Mei Li. After which, she started to play chorus part of it to prove she was bilingual and have no difficulties if were to perform in Hong Kong.

I have full faith that even if put her at United States, she can also sing. Although the autograph session was not very well done as only a handful of the students wanted her autograph. But overall, we had great time. As per her blog, she was deeply touched when we sang the last sentence of Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni with her.

What I wish to say is, Princess Serene, you are really brilliant and hardworking. Looking forward for the gathering before you fly to Taiwan to further your singing career. Hopefully it will be real soon for us to hold a gathering for you.

Next performance was Cha Ban Sheng, Carrie and Diya. I knew them since Project Superstar. Through Peter lao shi, I became friends of them. Seeing them having the debut album, I felt happy for them.

They sang Ren Sheng Shi Yan Ke, Cheng Qiang, Xiao Dong Zuo and Tai Tou Ming. I have to say when they sang Tai Tou Ming, I almost cried. This song actually said my past also. But compared to them, I guess my sad past was nothing. Anyway, I am glad that I have chance to hear them live again.

I missed many of their performance. So today I cannot missed it. Thanks NYP for the special moments. I promise if I ever got into NYP, I also want to help out in the campus concert! (",)

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

03 November 2010

Today I have PC for only half a day as Eunice had gone for HR Induction Course and will be back after lunch hour.

So I shall make full use of this time and send resumes or do up a new resume. At the same time update blogs and checking emails.

For the past days, it was terrible without a PC to use. Plus I am sick for so many days. Just hang on one more day and will be PH. I will hang on.

Recently due to sickness, I did not online. But I knew many people had been concern for me especially my lao gong and sisters. Thanks for all the get well soon messages. I am very touched. Well, there is one person which I wish he will say Get Well Soon to me. We will get to see each other in the workplace but he never knew I have feelings on him.

I guess if he peeked on this post, he might knew that I have feelings in him. I do not know why he will be very concern for me in the past but now seems very cold at times. What have gone wrong? Or he is trying to avoid me? Shall let nature take its course.

Soon I will be enrolling to Polytechnic. Every morning when I taking bus to work, I will see NYP students. How I wish I can get in next year and proudly announcing that I am NYP student.

At age 27 to start studying again, it is very late. But if have the heart to study, it will never be too late. Government is encouraging us to study more. Reality is also asking us to pursue our education. The higher the better. But why the education fees is so expensive? If only they can help us by giving us paying lesser fees, I guess we all do not mind to study till old age. Well, wishful thinking.

Wish me good luck in my pursuing Diploma and also romance. I do hope I can find a job and hang on till I start my school term. If not, all the sacrifices will be gone to waste. :(

02 November 2010

Today again was not feeling well day for me. Although "running" nose have stopped. But I could not seems to shake away blocked nose. It like to come and go make me feel so irritated.

Last night's dinner was agony for me. I could not breathe properly and chest very pain when I could not get enough oxygen. Terrible.

It was Day 4 since I contacted flu virus. Fearing if this continues, I might lost my voice in the end. I do not want to lose my voice. Neither do I want to endure nose blocked.

This made me stop and think, toilet have pumps to clear the choked toilet bowls, but why there isn't any pump to clear block nose? Hopefully one day, they will invent a pump to actually clear blocked nose. Well, I know it sounded funny and impossible invention. Keep dreaming but my nose is still blocked. Left side ok become right side and vice versa. Sickening!!!

01 November 2010

I shouldn't have come to work today. It made my flu worsen. I was like keep having blocked nose and started to sneeze frequent.

With no medication on hand, I am feeling very terrible. The air con in office is like freezer. How am I to pull through till end of the day.

Afternoon was even worst especially when I was scolded by HR demon for listening to radio using ear piece. She threatened say she will terminate my contract although she promised to keep me till end November.

Come to think, can that be a reason for firing me? I guess maybe can. Anyway, shall stay very low profile and get paid for working minimal job. How relaxing it can be?

I am really not feeling well. Moreover was being scolded by demon. How bad Monday can be? Super BLUE Monday... :(

31 October 2010

Finally October will be ended. November is coming real soon. That also mean 2010 is about to end real soon. Time really flies.

Today as usual will be shopping with Mummy. As we have no plans so we decided to go Toa Payoh walk around.

Actually have nothing much to do and shop, just wanted to spend time and take a break. Did not bought much things. Just some neccessities and drinks.

After that we headed home around 5plus. It was then I felt my flu virus was not yet cured. Went to buy Clarinase again and learnt that they changed the formula. It cost few dollars more than previous and heard it is to be taken once a day. Shall give it a try and hopefully I can get cured real soon. I am very sickening by the "running" nose conditions.

GET WELL SOON, ELAINE!!!

30 October 2010

Today whole day stayed at home. I was feeling ok initially.

As I have no plans today, so I shall use Catch-up TV to chase the past episodes of Personal Taste since I had missed so many episodes.

But as evening came, I was feeling very sick. By then I had been sneezing away. Thinking its just some nose irritation which I used to have, hence I ignored it and continued to catch till 7th episode.

By then, I was fatigue and sneezing till my nose become clown nose. Then I decided to sleep early so I can get rid of flu. Before I sleep, I took 2 tablets of Clarinase and hope it can cured by day break.

GET WELL SOON ELAINE~~~

29 October 2010 - SHA Nite (2)

So sorry for taking so long to update this blog as I was sick these days. Finally can sit down and pen down all the winning list. But I am not gonna list down all as you can get to see it at http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/zh/radio/hit-awards/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4421897

I will only touch on my favourite Princess Serene. Congrats for her of winning 2 awards as shown on the above website.

Below are the list of awards she got:
1) 优秀新人奖:龚芝怡(55:38:7)
2) 最受欢迎新人:龚芝怡

Also have to congrats Xiao Han lao shi for winning:
最佳本地作词:抛物线(小寒),蔡健雅演唱

We all cheered and blow whistles till the security called us no blowing of whistles. (",)

Anyway, we had a very exciting night and all our voice nearly gone. Before the ending of SHA prizes presentation, I gave Princess Serene a flying kiss. She returned back also. I was so jubilant.

On my way out of Singapore Indoor Stadium, I met Princess Serene's parents and said Hi to them. I bet they are very happy that their daughter won the awards. 3 cheers to Princess Serene. Hip hip HURRAY, Hip hip HURRAY, Hip hip HURRAY!!!

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