13 November 2007(Tuesday)
I'm so sleepy today.... Must be yesterday sleep too much le... haha... When reached office at 9am.... Haha.. Late liao.... I was so reluctant to start work. But today I am alone so.... Had to start work lo....
When I on my emails... Wow... 393 emails unread..... Siao liao... But soon before lunch at 12pm, I managed to clear till 189... Phew... That was fast... Haha... No la... Cos some was already settled by my colleagues so no need my attention lo... Hehe...
Anyway, today during lunch, I saw this cute little gal. She was so talkative but she was very intelligent. She can speak fluent English. But the Mother looks like typical working adults. This little gal was barely a year old... Really curious how she was trained. She can speak out like us on her feelings and what she saw. She loves cold drinks like any kids. She likes the Strawberry Milkshake which was meant for her granny's. In the end, she drank the most. She eats like adults holding the spoon and forks like us. When she tried to take the drinks from the table, the rice which was on her plate went all over her pink little dress... So cute... She is so lovable... My daughter in future life must be like her, so cute and clever.
This can make me happy for almost many hours. When think of her, can brightens my day. That is life... Kids always able to cheer you up in one way or another. :P
But my mood almost spoilt by that Idiot Instructor. He called me again at 5plus. Dot tell me till now he still thought he will ever see me again ba... Haha... Anyway, for those who had just read here. Yes, I had cancelled my TP test for today all thanks to that Idiot Instructor... His name is Mr Johnny Ong.... Haha... Feel like publishing his handphone no but shall not do that as it was bad... Haha....
Hope there wont be poor people like me being cheated by him. Haiz. Cos of my foolishness, he gets away with excess money for his China trip... Haha... Anyway, no more next time. I wont be fooled again. I am very sure. So right now, I should get a date for my advance theory retest as the previous one will be expiring soon....
Just keep my finger crossed, I will passed again once and for all.. No more next time. This time round, will get it over within one year.... Wish me good luck... :P
May the next instructor be my last and best one... Who have recommendation, do drop me a comment. I will be taking at BBDC for sure. No other place liao. :P
12 November 2007(Monday) I'm ON LEAVE
Today is my only off day after so long.... Was forced to take leave if not will be forfited.... Haha... Anyway, once in a while on leave is good... Well, today woke up a bit late. At 8plus la... Haha..
So I started surfing net and chatting with friends. I watch you tube, and msn friends.... Till around 11 plus then I went for shower and get ready for out of house day....
Firstly, I went to BBDC but before that I went to eat my brunch.... Breakfast plus lunch... Then I waited for the bus to fetch me to BBDC. Was a long wait but ok la... Went to do some stuff there then headed to Tiong Bahru.
Went to Mac and choose a place for my compiling of notes for my QS exams plus doing last minute homework. Haha.... Stayed there till 6:35pm and headed for my class... Last day for my ES class... Today we did the Evaluation form for my ES teacher after she went thru the MCQs for past year papers. Then she released us for home sweet home at 9pm... Super early sia... haha... Anyway, last lesson liao. Nothing to teach le... haha....
Then when reached home I headed to my bed... End of story... haha...
10 July 2007(Saturday)
Everything was done as planned. I slept till 9am wake up. Usually I will on my handphone when I woke up. But not for today. I shall leave it in sleeping mode till 11am.... Haha... Let him wait and wait and wait... Wait till cows come home ba... Wahaha...
I didnt want to do that but he forced me to. If not for his act, I wouldnt play this on him. He thinks without him, I will never get my licence. Then he is thinking nonsence. I bet till now he also do not know what I MIA... Haha...
I went to watch my favourite cartoon, Doremon and San Mou... Enjoying my two packets of Maggie mee with two eggs.... Doing my household chores. Then left home around 11 plus to go AMKHub for some errands to run. All this while, I did not on my handphone till around 11:30am, I decided to on it to see if there is anyone looking for me. Then I saw that idiot Instructor called me. Wat a fish..... He still called me for wat? So stupid. Of cos I wont answer la... Just as I thought he will give up. But when clock strike 1pm, he called again. Cant stand this stupid man. Call and call as if wat happened. Siao ar.... So clear cut that I will not be showing up still call... Well, never mind... Shall not let it affect my mood today...
After running errands, I decided to catch a movie. I went to watch Doreamon and Friends. So cute and nice. The dinasour was so cute..... I love it very much. But before that, I went to arcade to play racing cars. In the end, I managed to beat the female twice and the duet once. Then I beat the two boys once where i became first. I supposed the boys who is watching us was stunned... haha.... But all was accident la... I am not that pro... Play till I almost late for my movie....
Sounds like addicted to racing cars... haha.... Never mind. Once in a while relax a bit so tat I wont go insane. I was so happy today. Fooled a lousy Instructor, made him lost one business, watched a movie as planned and fulfilled my craving for racing cars.... Haha... Today is a happy day.... :P
9 July 2007(Friday)
Today actually I was hoping for a driving lesson so that I can be more confidence for my coming TP Driving Test. When I called my Instructor, he told me he was busy today and arranged to meet me tomorrow at 10am.
Throughout the conversation, he tried to persuade me to change the test date. What he did not know is that I already knew he did not planned for me to go for my TP test next Tuesday(13 November) as I saw which dates he booked for entering the circuit. None was booked for me. Very surprised right?
I knew he would tell me to change date. I knew by the time he came back from China, he is unable to book for entering circuit. He just wanted to bluff his way through. But sorry, I am not going to be taken in so easily now. I had a plan, which is to foul play him tomorrow and made him lost one income source. What I will do is to go missing in action and dot pick his calls.
I did not want to do that but I had to do that to teach him a lesson. To show that I am not that gulible. When he was talking to me, he kept saying he will see how I fare tomorrow to decide whether we should go ahead with the test next Tuesday or change test date with others.
Sounds like a very concern coach but the real truth is, he had never plan for me to enter the test next Tuesday. It all started few months back. I had been enduring his nonesence. Friends who knew about it told me to change instructor. Although I knew that is the only way to stop all that. But I just wish to know how it was like in the test. Hence I decided to see what he is playing now.
Ever since that day when I told him that I had booked my test date on 13 November, where I started my lessons since September with him after half a year break, he did not teach me personally. He asked one of his friend, old uncle, which I do not know whether is he a qualified instructor or not, to teach me throughout my two months lessons. At first I did not find anything amissed. Hence I continue to attend the lessons. Also since that uncle was ok and I managed to learn many things, hence I did not mentioned any unhappy to him.
As time goes by, he became too much. He promised to let me enter the real circuit for practice and arranged for another friend to teach me. But in the end, he took me to the illegal circuit and he was super lousy instructor I ever seen. He did not state when he mentioned turn once means turn half in reality. Hence, I kept making wrong turn. He was also a chee kor beh.... Trying to touch my hand from time to time. So noisy and irritating. Keep on telling me look behind time and again to confirm. Stupid fool. Confirm what when you are already in line with the pole.
Dot know whether he is qualified one or fake one... But never mind, see him very pitiful, no students under him, I pay him for today's noice. It was then I decided. It's enough. He kept vialating my trust on him. I had to put a stop. Tomorrow, he shall be disappointed and met with unexpected scene... Haha...
7 July 2007(Wednesday)
Today is my god daddy's birthday. But I will never be able to wish him Happy Birthday. Will he ever had a chance to read this blog? I do not know. Just wanted to pen down my feelings here.
My goals of achieving a licence seems so near yet so far. I tried all my ways. But till now, I could not get the driving licence. He ever said, if I ever want to see him, I must get the driving licence. Some say I am foolish as he never will remember what he had said. Some say, maybe one day he will know.
Ever since that day, Father's Day, he dumped my presents into the waste paper basket. I should have known we will never be Father-Daughter relationship. Many people had mistaken me. They all thought i had affection on him. I was very furious. Why can't I hope for a fatherly love from someone whom I treated as Father in the first place.
Due to this, he began to leave me a distance. I know it's my fault. I should had knew things would came to an end when two of the opposite sex gets quite close as people will say us. In chinese we called that ren yan ke wei.
I really hate that. Just because he is only a few years older than me, just because he is male, I we must kept a distance. We used to be very close. Really close like Father and Daughter. He was so concerned on me and I was so obedient to him. Everything came to an end when my wilfulness overcame me.
I tried to change but as time goes by, he loses his care on me. Soon, we became a distance. When I ever talked to him on the phone, I was so happy and cherished the moments till I was reluctant to hang up the phone. I so much wanted him to see my success. To see my hardwork. To see me completing my studies. To see me going through obsticles.
I knew all the hard work I put in was not for him but for my future. But as his god-daughter, I wanted him to feel proud as though I am his real daughter. But all this came to an imagination. I can never show him my results. Many said, even if you obtained a driving licence, so what? He will think of another ways to prevent meeting you again.
I really hope one day, when we met on the road, we can chat freely, chat like in the past. Chat like real Father and Daughter. But this dream is so near yet so far. God.... Please tell me what should I do to turn it back? What else can I do to salvage the situation? I am in a lost. But all I wanted is a fatherly love. Not BGF.
Daddy, no matter where you are staying now, working as what. I just hope you will be happy and healthy. May wind take all my wishes to you. May all angels surrounds you and prevent you from entering danger or unhappiness. May boy boy and girl girl grew up to be someone useful and filial to you. May you lead a peaceful life.
Daddy, Happy Birthday.
