Wrapped Up January 2012 (1)

010112 (Sunday)Happy New Year~~~ It's a new beginning for 2012 and a year I will proceed from Year 1 to Year 2 in RP!!!

Just less than two months I can say goodbye to Year 1~~~ :D Today had hearty breakfast with mum where I had my favourite Nasi Lemak, 2 soft boiled eggs and a cup of COKE~~~ :X

PH is usually spent with my mum but today I am very sleepy~~~ By the time I reached home after the countdown, it was already 2am plus. Luckily there was still public transport for us to take ride home. :D
020112 (Monday)It's PH as New Year falls on Sunday. So we earned one more PH~~~ :D

But have to switch to study mode as tomorrow will be a school day. I have to be good as tomorrow will be Marketing lesson but not facilitate by our own facilitator. Heard will be a beauty who will be reliefing us. Wonder who she was. :P
030112 (Tuesday)A day starting with just a normal day. I reached school at the usual timing and sat at the previous grouping. Little did I know it will caused me losing my precious laptop in just a few hours after my lunch time.

I knew it very well that it was an accident. I also knew there will be no way I can ask for anyone for compensation. But why was it me? Just a cup of bubble tea can caused my lappy to fail on me and ruined my first day of school in 2012.

With no savings and with that kind of financial health in my family. It was nearly impossible for me to be able to continue my studies. I do not wish to say but I had a very bad feeling that it might spell that it was time I stop my perserverance and stop my studies right away.

I have to thank Steffi, Sook Har, Naqiah, Yee Hong, Heny, Haz, Yanti and the rest for showing concern for me when that happens. I also thank them for helping me clearing the mess on the table. I also thank Padric for helping me done my part for the slides where it is impossible for me to even concentrate on finishing the slides. I also have to apologise for nearly ruined the whole presentation.

After lesson was a briefing for the module selection for next semester. I have totally no concentration and already no smile on my face. Thanks for cheering me up, friends and Mr Lazzerine. But I really do not think there will be any way to salvage my lappy as the warranty of this lappy was already gone.

What a way to start my first day of school. Although I knew it was near impossible for able to repair the lappy without any cost, I will still make a trip down to Acer Service Centre as I need the letter to be able to borrow the school laptop. Meantime, I will use my iPhone for the quiz, peer evaluation and RJ submission. Luckily, I have iPhone to backup me but my RJ was done badly. Same goes to my quiz.

Special thanks to Steffi and Yee Hong for trying their best to help me think of a solution. When I told Steffi I might decided to quit school, she asked me to approach facilitator for help while she helped me find sources to help me tide through at least for me to complete my remaining UT2.
040112 (Wednesday)Not sure if it was due to I am over upset by the lost or I am really falling sick. I had a very bad running nose and almost running fever. Dragging my feet, I went down to Acer Service Centre at Jurong East hoping the person could tell me that I can repair it for free. I know it was near impossible.

I was told that if there was a need to set a quotation for the repair, if I rejected the quotation, I would have to pay them administration fee. Keeping my finger crossed that it could be repaired at a minimal amount.

Dragging my sick body, I made to school just before the lunch break begin. Managed to extend my borrowing of laptop from the school but not able to tide me till end of semester. It was like a hint for me that I left with no choice but to give up this pursuing and back to be my office lady life.

No where to go and time seems to pass fast if I were to spend in class, hence I headed to class after having my lunch. Not wanting to miss Business Statistics, I dragged myself to class. Classmates were all very concern for me and encouraged me to continue. They will help me keep a look out for any solutions.

Sky was grey for me and no hope of turning into a sunny day for me. With this kind of situation, I cannot even do the worksheet properly and in fact, it was my first time losing concentration in class. Am I really to give all my efforts up? I really do not know. I do not wish to burden anyone. Especially my classmates. They are already very nice to me. Helped me whenever I needed help. Acceptted me for who I am. They even almost wanted to chip in for me to get a 2nd hand laptop to tide me through end of semester, just to push me through.

I appreciated their kindness and help. I will be a burden if they really did that. How am I to tide through? I really do not know. But at least for now, I have a laptop to use. Just that I have to start building the notes from the scratched. I do not know how Business Stats today ended. I just knew Miss Meryl was very concerned and kept asking if I am okay.

Forgive me not wanting to tell you as I am not even certain the outcome of the check for my lappy. It was given to me free when I signed up internet. I cannot imagine a day without it. How am I to survive in this semester? I really do not wish to think. Falling sick~~~


050112 (Thursday)
Probably too saddened by this, I fell sick and running fever. No choice had to take MC and only able to go to school next Monday. Was given two days MC where I have to skip my HTM for today and FA for tomorrow.


I have yet spoken to any facilitator about it except Mr Lazzerine. I really do not know who am I suppose to turn to for help. I know I have to seek help but who?

Shall not think about it as I am too sick to think about it. Sneezing away and almost blew my nose away! :X


060112 (Friday)
TGIF? It was not a day for me. Been sick 3rd day. Today I even missed my favourite FA lesson. Not sure am I able to catch up with the class. Nursing my flu with no determination at all. How am I to tide through this semester? Sleeping my hours away with flu medication and fever comes and go. That's why I do not like January!


090112 (Monday)
I am really very sorry to my team-mates today. I knew I should not affect you all with my moody mood but no matter how I just could not be my usual self. Mr Lazzerine noticed it and tried his best to bring me back to the lesson.


What he does not know was, I might due to no laptop and had to give up. Today was the day where we can get to see the modules that was pre-selected for us for next semester. I totally not in the mood to see, cause no matter what, I do not see myself progressing now.


I so much wanted to tell someone but who can I approach? I really wish someone would be able to help me tide through this. :X


100112 (Tuesday)
I would say, the only facilitator who knows me well for this semester will be Miss Tan. She knew something was not right in me, called me out and forced me to tell her what's going on.


She initially thought I had quarrelled with my team-mates that's why I seemed not talking to them. They had been very tolerence to my moody and leave me alone when I needed to. I must say, I have a great classmates this semester. Even when I do not wish to say but she lured me to speak out. She said, if I kept quiet, nothing will be solved and I will never able to walk out of the situation. Not wanting to make her worry further and not wanting her to mistaken them, I told her the whole story but hiding the identity of who was the suspected culprit. She told me she heard it from Miss Li about the incident that very day and shared with me her experience when she had during her uni. She suggested that I approached my Mentor and also one of my SOH facilitator as they will be able to help me think of a solution to work my way through.


Just when I do not know how and who should I approached, the service centre consultant called me up and told me that the whole repaired was $739. It was too costly and everyone suggested that I abandon the repair but I do not have money to even paid for the admin fee.


Steffi and Yee Hong will help me source for available laptop while I approach Mentor, Mr Ross for help to extend my borrowing till I completed my UT2, hopefully with no or little cost for extension.

Is it consider a lit pathway for me? Miss Tan, I really wish to say thank you to you for the advices given, lending me a listening ear and helping me think of possible solution. I also wish to thank all who had been tolerating me for being moody these days. I cannot promise I will be back to my old self that soon but will try not to be moody.