弦歌寄意 8th Feb Mon 2010

XiaoElaineJingDiWaCryBaby said...

Dear Ivy Jie

Firstly, I would like to thank Yes933 for celebrating my bday at City Square Mall last Saturday. I am very happy and suprised.

The bday song of Yes933 is so nice and I wish every year my birthday can hear that song.

Next, I would like to thank each and everyone for all the condolence and concern for me. To be frank, if I say I am ok, I am lying to you all. If I say I am not ok, I am worrying you all. So please do not ask me How Am I. This question is so difficult to answer. For the time being, just pretend I am fine.

Wai Po left us already 13 days. Very heartache but I know she no longer suffering. But the truth was, she can never meet Wai Gong as Wai Gong passed away 23 years ago. By now, he already in his next life.

The moment I saw Wai Po being put in the bed motionless, I cannot control my tears. Even after 13 days of her depart, I still very miss her.

Every Sunday routine was to visit her at medical care centre ever since she had stroke 10 years ago. She was fighting to keep alive for 10 years and finally decided to let go and leave us.

Uncle told us, not to mourn after the wake. How can I not mourn? How can I bear to let her go? I can never call Wai Po and can never kiss her. I can never touch her. Time will heal but when? When will be a day when I talk of Wai Po, I will not cry?

Jie, I know I can never bring her back. I also know I have to brace up. I really needed more time I guess.

Thanks everyone for the love, care and concern. Especially, Steven, Alice, Shujun, Mary Jie, Liyi Jie, Ivy Jie and CQ Kor and also ALFCians. Sorry

Lots of love
Elaine

February 7, 2010 2:00 AM