Blogs For November 2006

Updates as at 301106
Hello everyone, today wrote two entries, one is a sudden thoughts and this will be all the updates for today.
Actually today is just like normal day la. But still got things to write lo... Well, email clearing is as usual. Just that next week I will be on leave for whole week. They thought I will be away from Singapore. But I told them I will still be in Singapore and will be contactable via my mobile phone... Haha.. Then when I sent out the emails to those related to my work and frequent email me one, Jessy replied and say she will email me everyday so that I wont forget her.. I replied to her saying that I wont forget her la... Haha.. I told Lili and she laugh and say email to Jessy ask her dot be 'hiao'(in hokkien). Haha...
Actually today dot feel like is me at work cos I super tired and dot know why. How I finally survived till after work, I also dot know...
Today waited for 162to loop to Yio Chu Kang but noticed that bus only start at 1900++ So sad... Than spotted one bus that loop and will reached Yishun Interchange(Bus 857). So I waited for that bus. Finally when it came, I boarded lo. By the time I reached Yishun it was already 7++pm... Then went to buy tibits to munch. After munching, went to buy Mango Milk Tea and Terriyanki Quil Egg to try... Not bad... Than wait for Bus 853 to come to AMK and then take my usual feeder bus 265 home... By the time reached home is already closed to 9pm le... Haha... Really wonder how time was wasted just like that... Anyway, that is me... Wont be home till late at night... Soon is Friday... I will be out with my Secondary School two best friends to Orchard. Think wont be back till late at night or even Midnight le... Haha...So long never meet them le... So looking forward for tomolo after work... Than will be Saturday OT and Sunday rest till next Saturday do OT and Back to WORK on 11 December... Then three more days, on 14 December is my Blood Donation Day... Looking forward for this day too.... :P
From JingDiWa cum Crybaby1984 :(

Have You Ever......(30 November 2006)
Have you ever feel no more energy to continue your life you are leading?
Have you ever feel depressed out of sudden and lost your way to meet your goals?
Have you ever thought of having a counsellor to assist and to help you when you feel very very depressed?
Have you ever felt that there isn't any goals in your life that you are leading now?
Have you ever felt that you should be doing this instead of that?

Sushi Freak Me(29 November 2006)
Hello to those reading this entries... These few days dot no what happened, i kept craving for sushi... These two days lunch with Jiayu and Gina at Raffles City, than we go Market Place. Suddenly got crave to buy sushi. Than went to look for pack of six sushi. Initially plan to eat in the office. But ended up taking it home.. Haha...
Then when I reached AMK Central, I went to the Fairprice as there is a sushi stall at there. Ended up purchasing sushis total up to almost $10 each visit. Than I eat all in one go.. Think soon I will either add extra kilos or became broke again or sick.... Haiz.. Dot no how to stop this crazy move.... Anyway, just put in the blog to let out my stream.. Think something is wrong somewhere with my brain function... Haha...

Lonely Me... :( 25 November 2006
Haiz.... Suddenly realised I am actually alone... Actually today, my god-brother Daniel called me to ask is there any place that he can surf net. Than I told him at AMK central there is. So precisely he is not actually looking for me or to ask me out. But then he ask me what I am doing at that moment. I told him, I am working OT, Then we agreed to meet up after my OT. But when I tried to call him around 2plus, he did not picked up.
No news, no message. In the end, we did not meet up. Ended up, I walk at Vivo City all alone. After finished window shopping at Vivo City. I decided to go to Hougang to buy extra battery for my phone. Pay my starhub bill and buy some of my necessity... Without much notice, almost half my salary gone...
It always happened when I am bad mood. Today really bad mood. Brother Daniel say he will meet me definately, but did not kept to his promise.... Haiz... Why ppl tends to make promise and then break it... In the end, out of lonliness, I disturb another friend of mine. I think I had angered him le... Cos he ignored my message. If he is reading this blog, I wanna say, I am so sorry. I didn't mean to pester you. I really afraid of loneliness. I tired of do things alone. Really tired... Who can save me?????????
By sad and lonely JingDiWaCryBaby1984

Dayz Without Head....(20 Novemeber 2006)
Day 1(20/11/06)
Today actually should be normal day. But not so after my lunch... Things getting out of hand... Got scolded for nothing.... :(
Today my manager, Eshal is on leave till wednesday as she is going for some work related cruise. My work buddy Lili, was on holiday till next Monday(27/11/06) then she'll be back. So with no one to defend, it is a great opportunity for people to aim me....
Firstly because of an agent who wanted update client name. Initially, I did not knew he was there. Coz he was looking for Lili not me. Then he went to ask Linda if she can assist him. Just then, BH came and ask the agent what can she assist him. Then he told her his problem. He said LI tell him to come up and look for Lili. But LI knew that name update is not done by us, is by CR Dept... What for they sent him up?? Haiz... No use of arguing as they are always right. So when BH asked me, I told them that according to CR's instruction, changing of name with related to DPS, need photocopy of NRIC/ deedpoll in order for the change to take place. So BH say, she will talk to CR ppl. Eventually, this was solved as name had been amended. Thought case closed here, but NO... When I went to Alice place, she started scolding me for not attending to that agent. But the truth is, I was not aware of that agent's presence. She expect I have eyes behind my head, man. Haiz... Some more unreasonable things to come.
When she ask IM to add the GENERIC SCANNING module to my eBao, they took away my LI module. Then when she asked me what actually was taken out, I told her as what is missing lo. Then she say she will check with IM. Then she came and ask me, do I have Lili's eBao password, I said no as initially, whatever module she had, I also have. So no need to get her password for play safe. Then she say me, why never get the password to playsafe. Who can predict future, man?? How am I suppose to know that non LI module can't add to LI module. If I am that smart to predict things, I wouldn't be working in Income. I would be sitting outside the temple and predict other ppls future and earn money le.... Haiz.. For nothing, I got scolded... So angry... Can't talk back.. So have to endure... Still got two more days to go man.... Wonder how I can endure then... Hope things will be better tomorrow till thurs when Eshal come back ba.... :(
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Day 2(21/11/06)
Today seems to be a peaceful day. The system is still not back to my usual LI module... BH found nothing to aim me today as I was very quiet. Well, in the morning did not feel like working. Reason being, I had diarhea twice. Stomach pain. So when reached office, just sit at my place work peacefully.
Then she came and ask if the IM had switch back to my normal module, then I told her I finally hack into Lili's account. But I told her, I am only using that function in the morning to check things. Then she ask in the morning did I use Lili's code. But ended up I anyhow reply her till she almost blurred.. Haha... Who tell her ask when I am not feeling well....
Luckily after lunch, my stomach is ok le.. Today workload not much lo. But email printing a lot. Then suddenly, Noor came to my desk and told me that Saturday the stack I scanned had one need to rescan and another one page not found. But she say no need to scare as it is minimal error. Then she ask me am I staying today, I say no, and ask if can rescan on Saturday, then she say need to ask BH. After that she say never mind. Think she rescan for me la... Haha.. Everything seems ok today. Hope tomolo will be peaceful than today.
One more day to endure. Hope Eshal will be back on Thursday and hope to lunch with her and feedback on BH and IM.. Haha... :)
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Day 3(22/11/06)
Today seems peaceful... Everything is fine... But coming towards lunch time, BH suddenly ask me how is my system??? Than I show her what it is lo.. Then she scold me again for not informing her... How was I suppose to know she needs my feedback... Anyway, think she these days super bad mood la... Than after that she commented on my pants and my shoes.... She said, "you very stubborn hor.... Tell you sooo many times le, your pants and your shoes is not suitable for office wear..." Haiz....
Really madding... To be frank, my shoes are not really out... But I agreed that my pants are not really acceptable... But who cares.... Think I will only wear that pants on Friday then...
Anyway, not gonna take her words too serious... hehe... :P Finally Thursday coming... Eshal is back soon.... :P

Updates as at 191106
Yoz everyone, how have you all been? These few days or rather weeks had been busy finding a part time job to earn fees for my study next year.
Seems that luck is not on me yet. Till now no news. Probably is due to now is time for those young students who is on vacation to work. Finally, there is a task for me to earn some earning for the time being.
Recently had learnt a new skill, that is scanning. Had been told that there will be an OT on for weekdays after work for an hour at least or Saturday for 5 hours maximun. Though not really clear how much is the OT rate, but since is extra earning, so will keep those earning for my study next year.
Was very stress recently cos of job finding. Let's hope everything will be fine soon. Just now, I made a decision. Which I feel I did it right. Someone ever told me, let go will make hurt reduce to minimal. Put things behind, life will be easier. Wounds would heal as time goes by. Finally realised what it really meant. Though is late, but better than nothing. Think that person is very happy to see my sms reply. Probably, hurt was never there. Wound was never created. Hence, letting go is easy.
Don worry. I will still be me. Will try to find that cheerful me. Will know when to pick myself up from downstream. It is time to look up, look straight. Not behind. No use crying over spilled milk. Take care guys and hope gathering is planned soon... Even if it is mini gathering also fine. Smilez... :P