Blogs For June 2006

220606-Dentist Visit Day
Today I went to the dentist.. Why?? Cos one of my teeth spoil le... So have to extract lo.. Hence I took half day in the morning. When I went to the blk near my house, to my suprise, the dental clinic is closed. Hence I ask around. Then one auntie told me that BLK 416 got one dental clinic very cheap, one teeth extracted cost only $20. So I walked to there since it is so near.
Since it was only 8.30am, I decided to eat my breakfast at McDonald before going there. Very long never had breakfast at McDonald le.. haha.. I bought Big Breakfast and an Iced Milo.. Than I sit at one corner to enjoy...
By the time I finished, it was already 9am. Haha.. So I walked down to the blk. I saw two dental clinic, one is operate from 1030hours, one is from 0930hours. So I decided to wait for the 0930hours one.. Hence I sit at the cosy corner at the blk next to 416. While waiting, I read the newspaper. No long, the time was already 9.40am. So I walk to the clinic. There was already some queue. Hence I register and ask about the price. But the nurse could not tell exactly how much but she say seldom more than 50bucks. So I wait for my turn.
At around 10plus, it was my turn, the dentist ask me do I want to extract or want to pull the nerves. I chose to extract. Hence she inject medicine to numb my teeth...
My lower jaws were numbed. So terrible. When she pulled out the teeth, she put the cotton to stop the bleeding. Then I went to the counter to pay for the treatment. It was $35. I was given pain killer and some cotton for stopping the bleed.
Than Huihui say, BeeHoon ask me to be back at 1. By the time everything was done, it was already 11plus... Than I take MRT since it was already so late..
By the time I was around my workplace it was already 12.30pm. But due to my lower jaws were still numbed, I am unable to eat. I felt so sad and helpless. Hence I sms Huihui and take another half day.
That was a terrible moment, the numbness were gone only around 4pm plus... I was sooooo hungry by then... Hence I decided, next time do take one day leave if I wanna extract teeth.. But hope there wont be another time... :(

Heartbreaking... :(
Actually my mood was down since Sunday 11 June 2006. It was Father's Day as of the calendar. What happened was, I received an sms which is a bad news to me...
Remember I mentioned the windchime for my god-daddy(Bert Tay) in my previous blog, "A Day With Jie"? Well, Jie had called him and asked if he had dump it into the dustbin as I feared the answer was yes... True enough, his replied was YES...
You must have thought, he is just a god daddy, not biological daddy, why bother about the gift... Frankly speaking, those who had read or who was working with me long enough had knew that I treat him as my real daddy. Some had mistaken as I am in love with him.. But it was not. Basically is all cos I no longer feel any fatherly love at home.
It is true that my biological daddy raised us up with his hard earned money. But that daddy had vanished when he lost his job as a cabby... His character, thinking and behaviour changed. It had changed to a totally new person. I would always quarrel with him.. He would sometimes discourage me from studying. Well, it was that time, Daddy B came into the picture. The first time I called him Daddy, he did not reject and he treat me as his daughter. There was a reason behind this... Those who knew us may knew what I meant. It was cos I share the same birthdates but not same year as his first child, which coincidencely a girl. That probably the reason why he did not reject being my daddy. As times goes by, he was transfered to AMK central and then transfered to elsewhere. Our distance drawn further when I did something wrong. I became more like plaster, whenever he work, I will be at the outlet. This made him felt that I am a nuisance. He kept a distance. I felt it. I tried to change. Indeed, I managed to change.
But I thought he had re-accept me. But I was wrong. The moment I heard his answer of dumping the windchime, my heart breaks. It was not cos of the money spent on the gift. But it was my sincerity, my gift for a father I respect so much. His one word to me is a command. Whatever he dislike me to do, I will not do it. Jus like in the past, he don like to see me holding a ciggerate, I did not do it. Just like he do not like to see me hanging around doing nothing, just like he want me to study hard for all the exams, I did what he expected and graduated from ITE. I just cant understand what have I done wrong.
I wrote to Jie, I expected his answer. I understand that we are drifting apart. Though I understand now, I and Daddy are like same pole magnet, the moment we are brought together, we will repel. But I just cant accept. Will anyone tell me, what have I done wrong to deserve this? All I ask for is a god-daddy who will love and care for me. Is it too much? I did not ask for him to accompany me. I just want his care and appreciation. Is that too much to ask for? I dont know. Can anyone tell me??? :(

A Day With Jie....100606
Well, I was suppose to meet her at 1pm, but due to sooooo concentrate in using comp... I was late.. Hence I sms her to tell her that I meet her at 1.30pm instead..
When I left the house, it was almost 1300hours. Which means I had 30mins to reach Hougang MRT Station... Well, I had enough time as it only need 15-20mins to reach Hougang Interchange.. If not cos of me forgetting to bring my Ezlink card, I would had reached before 1.30.. Well, I still have to withdraw cash for movie treats for her..
When I am done with withdrawing $$$ and purchasing Ezlink card plus topping up, it was already 1333hours... Oh shit.. I am late... Hence I sms her to check if she had reached here le... Then she asked me where am I(WRU)... I told her at the ticket counter... She came and planned to scare me but I turned my head in time... Hehe.. Try harder ar next time... Opz...
Than we went into the station.. She ask me for a programme sheet.. But I told her there is no programme sheet, then she ask where we will be heading, I said once we reached Dhoby Ghaut, we will change the train and go to Sembawang's Sun Plaza...
Why Sembawang?? Cos I need to buy a gift for my god daddy(Bert Tay) as tomolo is Father's Day.... Hehe... But first we went to the QBread to buy for myself a hotdog and chicken floss bun for her... Then we headed to the cinema as it was already 1440... When we were at the lift, I saw someone very familiar... When she turn her head... It was Pauline.. Soooo suprise to see her.. Haha.. She lives in the neighbourhood and came here to cut hair at Level 2... So we chit chat for a while and enter the same lift as I am heading to Level 4...
When we were at the cinema(Eng Wah), I ask her which she wanted to watch, then she saw Omen was 1450hours... So we decided to watch that first... It was already 1450 when we purchased the tix... Then she rushed me in... When we went in, the commercial had started.. So we chose the seat near to the entrance as it was dark and she do not want to walk any further...
Omen was talking about the boy born at 06hours06mins06secs, he was a son of demon... He indirectly killed the nanny, then the priest, his mother(but not real one as his mom is already dead when she gave birth to him) and lastly the father(also not his father)... I would say, there isn't any scary clips... Only had some shots that would made you scream as it was a sudden one...
After watching Omen, I decided that it is time for lunch... So we went to the Kopitiam as she does not want to eat fast food... Deciding food for her is tough as she only take halal food... Finally, she decided to eat the 'zhu chang fen' and some 'kueh'... So I bought fishball noodles... After meals, we went shopping.. It was then we came to a gift shop and saw the wind chimes.. I think it would be special and will be for daddy's present... So I chose the one with the word luck, wrapped it and wrote a card for him.. Then we went to his house and dropped the present...
We ate ice-cream on our way back to Sun Plaza, and headed for the next movie... This time is an animation... Cars... It was as good as what was on the ads... Sooo funny, I think it was better than Over the Hedge, but I love both... The cars in this animation movies are cute... I strongly recommend this if you love cars and animation...
After cars... We went to kopitiam for some dessert and mee... By the time we finished.. It was already 2100... Time to go home... haha.. So I send her to her doorstep, then waited for bus and I am home sweet home... hehe... What a tired day I had... Well, it is worth it, as at least I made her day.. Thanks jie.. We made a deal that next month, we will have another one like today... This time will bring her to either Causeway Point or Plaza Singapura... Will plan next month... Cheers... :)

080606
Today is Income Blood Donation drive... Hehe.. Waited for soooo long... hehe.. no la... Only three months interval..
It was from 10am to 4pm at level 7... As usual, you need to fill the form and answer questions... Since I am a regular donor, I must go for this donation... Hence I ask permission to leave my workplace for a while from Bee Hoon. At first my friend thought she might no approved... But suprisingly, she did... So happy... Then I told her I will go at 10.30am...
10.30am came... I went up and get myself registered.. There were already a queue waiting for registration, doctor check your temperature and blood pressure then proceed for blood test... Once everything is ok, we will have to wait for any vacant seat. There were more left side donation than right. But I manage to have one at 11plus.. As usual, the nurse find it hard to find my tinie winnie vein.. But this time she spent a while and found it...
Once she spotted the vein, she apply some medication on the surface and jab the medicine to numb the vein. This is done so that when the needle use to draw your blood insert to the vein, you will not feel any pain.. I can say, it may seems scary to those who never done it before, but trust me, it is really painless... The only pain I would say is when they insert the medication and also the blood test... It was only short pain. Throughout the process of donating blood, it is painless... Those who were beside me, were amazed when I only took a few mins to fill the bagful of blood... So happy that I done a part...
But my friend was worried as if I will faint... But I tell her... Don worry... I never faint before.. It's true... From young till now, I never fainted before.. Hehe.. Can say I am very strong la.. But to me donating blood is nothing la.. It is a good deed isn't it.. So friends out there, if you aren't a donor, and you do not have any illness, please do try donating blood and you will feel fresh everytime you does that.... :)

050606
Today, my instructor gave me a shock.... He called me around 6.15pm and asked if I had reached liao... Then I say I had reached the meeting place. He told me he is letting me try driving auto car... I thought it won't be that fast.. But what to do.. Already there le.. Can't back out le..
Soon, he arrived... He parked at the carpark and asked me to get in and drive.. I was very scare... He told me to relax.. It will be like what we learnt in the past few lessons. After telling me to drive for a round, he ask me to drive out of the carpark, to the main road...
I was sooooo scare.. But soon I found that it was fun... My leg no longer feel tired after driving the manual car... The lesson took about one hour, then it ended. He charged me $12. He told me to reconsider my decision on should I continue with manual or change to auto car... But he said that the fees will be slightly expensive than manual. I also need to go to BBDC to change my account and the test date.. Hence it will be in Oct... When I am not sure... Will keep you update when time comes... :)

310506
Today as usual is my meeting with the instructor. Meeting place is none other than Bukit Gombak MRT station. Well, the lesson was brought early by half and hour instead of the usual 7pm, it was 6.30pm. Logically I will be able to reach there early if I took the train that is going to Boon Lay and alight at Jurong East where I will take the train that is heading towards Ang Mo Kio(or rather to Marina Bay). Actually wanted to take the usual route as it was one train to reach the venue, but afraid I might be late, hence no choice.
I was there at 6.15pm, 15mins early. So decided to sms my colleague who is last day today. She mentioned will be visiting us on 8 June.. Hehe.. Hope so la.. Than can have lunch in a big group.. Haha..
6.30pm, I called the instructor to tell him that I had reached. He say will be here soon. So I wait lo. He was actually 5mins late la.. But never mind la. Hehe... Than we go the the usual route lo, round and round the neighbourhood. But we went quite far as we came across Yew Tee...
Than when we are on the road back, he ask me to stop behind a row of parked lorry. He took a paper to revise the road condition with me. Then he tell me to be extra careful when turning from one point to another.
After revising, he ask me to drove straight and soon we came back to the place we meet. By the time we were at the carpark, it was 7.58pm. But he ask me once again to reconsider if I wanted to switch to auto car licence as he felt I am more suitable. Well, I really would like to drive a manual car. Then he say he will let me try driving auto car when there is a slot for me. So meanwhile I reconsider my plans. Next Monday 050606 is my next lesson.. Will update when I am free later...
What should I do? To switch to auto or stick to manual???? Haiz...... Headache ar... Stress ar....