04 October 2010 (2)

Since nobody to care for me in office right now. I shall make full use of this rare opportunity. Just too bad that I cannot use Facebook or Twitter to enjoy the free time. So what I can do is to blog and blog.

Never had this chance to blog while at work. I notice some of the colleagues here also do blog during work. Maybe next time I shall prepare my small lappy and put in the bag so when Jenny not in office where she suppose to be, I can use lappy online and play FB and Twitter freely.

Well, shall tell what I did yesterday. I went to Woodland with my mum as we have no place in mind to go. We left home at 1plus coming to 2plus. Guess what time we reached Woodlands? We reached Woodlands at 3plus. My mum say why taking so long to reach from Ang Mo Kio? Then we wanted to go Woodlands Civic Centre's Mac to eat but could not find seats. So we went to Fairprice instead to buy some tibits and coffee powder. Than we went back to Causeway Point left only Mac to eat.

Before we decided to take bus back to AMK, we bought 2 tee-shirts at only $5 each. By the time I reached AMK is already 5.55pm. Trying to stall her time so that she will leave AMKHub at 6pm, we roam around aimlessly.

Finally she left for home alone while I waited patiently for the clock to strike 7pm. While resting at Level 2, I saw someone familiar looking at me. Suddenly realised, he is boss of Serene. Followed by Cherine and Serene busy chatting behind him. I guess they did not spotted me sitting there only Leslie saw me and wave hi to me.

Since I had nothing to do, I went down to Basement 1 walk around and happened to hear Love 97.2Fm's Yong Mei and Lilian Jie talking. They were asking questions to give out the landyard strips. I managed to get myself one and will be wearing it whenever I needed to hang my workpass.

After they left, came 98.7FM's DJs which I forgotten their names. When the started to speak, it marks the starting of the evening programmes. First we have 4 energetic teens dancing hip hop. Followed by Princess Serene singing. First song she sang was Lala and followed by Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni. If only she can sing Shou Zhong Xian that will be great.

After she finished singing, the two djs stopped her from going backstage and interviewed her. She said she was happy to be able to take part in helping for fund raising for Singapore Children's Society. She felt very honoured to be invited. She also mentioned how she started her debut album 55:38:7 which she came from a very difficult times.

When she went backstage, we went to find her and took some photos. Chatted with her till she was asked to rest behind stage before joining the rest to sing the song for Singapore Children's Society. So we went to look at the photos displayed at the corner before we spotted Princess Serene's parents who came and fetch her home after the event.

Once they finished singing and was mark of the end of fund raising for the Singapore Children's Society. The big windmill was being removed together with those small windmill which was sale for $5 each at 11pm. I felt proud as I am one of the donors for this fund raising. The windmill is very nice and the calander is also very nice.

Now back to what I did today. Actually, I did nothing today. Apart from reaching office very late and supervisor did not realised as he reached office only 11am. He is now not in office and had left for the President Forum from 2.30-5.30pm. I really do not know what I should do now. Hence I blog since morning. I am very bored. Hence have more time to think of what Evonne, Steven and Summer want me to realise.

It is true that I should never be blame as all along, this is not my fault. My intension was never to pick up a fight or a quarrel. Believe any sensible mind will do the same thing I did. The person should never be angry or worst, shouted at me in the public.

Disturbing people in their work is like a pests that we wished to kill. Imagine if everyday the same person is at your workplace trying to take to you when you should concentrating in your work. This not only create inconvenience for the staff. It also may in turn got those staffs in trouble and what's worst, may lose their rice bowl.

I really tried my very best to talk some sense to him. End up, I have to accept this phobia and dark shadow memory. I know I had been mentioning time and again. Previously, no matter how they trying to make me realised I am not in the wrong, but I just think I should be blame also. Thanks for the time taken to talk me round. Sense of guilt was removed. Thanks for all the supports given.

I came to realise, even if you so much wish to talk things out, it takes two hands to clap. If the other party does not wish to solve it, there is nothing you can do. So just forget it and put it behind.

I will try my best to put it over and overcome the phobia or stepping into that place. Please give me some time.