25-30 June 2010

25th June 2010
Happening FRIDAY...

Today after work, I rushed down to Pasir Ris. I finally reached Pasir Ris at 7.30pm but due to the Shuttle Bus, I reached only around 8pm plus.

I was greeted by Xingyu and the rest. Took some photo with Minyi and had a suprise gift from Minyi. Its Richie Jen's album which I won upon answering the contest she posted. The CD was great. :D

After which CQ calls everyone to pair up in two teams as he have a game for us. Its call guessing game. Rules is, you are not allowed to talk. Only can do actions and your team-mates must be able to guess it correct. All the phrases are either those drama series CQ had acted, songs he sang before and also Yanzi's songs.

In the end, our team won by 1 points. The lose team will have to come out a small show for us to see. While waiting for them to get ready, we decided to talk about why we like CQ. But later decided to put it till everyone is gathered together in the chalet than we play this. We chatted around and waited very anxiously for them to be done with the discussion and show us the mini showcase. :D

Finally, they acted the scene where CQ won Top 10 Male Actor. Super funny. You missed it, well, no replay. After all the fun and jokes, we once again went into the chalet sitting in one big circle. We had our introduction by telling our name and age till the last person. Afterwhich, we have to one by one tell CQ why we like him. We are not allowed to say I Dont Know, Love is Blind, Love is love with no reasons, etc.

Basically, if you asked me since when I supported CQ. Frankly speaking, I do not remember the date and even year. I just knew, I was supporting Yes933 at a very young age. That was maybe the first touch of hearing CQ hosting. I do not remember since when. But I remembered the very first time I met him outdoor events was at Orchard Lido outside. He was hosting for movie events and giving out the items related to the movie. I answered the question and won a book. After the event, I went to look for Eve, who is the head of CQ Pte Ltd. Since then, I am part of CQ Pte Ltd. All his event, I will try to make it.

As time goes by, I getting more and more in depth to know CQ is a very thoughtful, caring, energetic, too many good points to name. We are getting more and more like friends than idol and fans. His care and concern really like a brother to me. I bet my own brother also never showed that much concern on me.

I still remember once, when he hosted with Weibin on air, I said I had fear in exams and he encouraged me to study hard. I also told him, if I passed, I will treat them for dinner. But that day never came as I did not passed.

I also remember another occasion, when I was very down. I very worried that my back will never get well, he was there to cheer me up and tell me, its ok. The pain will go off soon. I guessed, his trueness and his action did touched many of us. That is also why we all supported him till this far.

When he first acted as Aunty Lucy in Paris and Milan, lots of people was actually not able to accept his cross-dressing action. There was even once the news reported saying CQ and Cruz were enemies. That was so un-called for. When reading those untrue report of CQ, I was very angry and even feel very hurt for CQ. When he fell off the bicycle and injured, I was very sad and prayed that he will be fine. Thank god, he was now ok. He can feel our concern. He also say thanks to us for supporting him all the way.

I guess not many showbiz people will be that true to their fans and go all out to encourage people and know each of our names and characters. Even if he met you just once, he can actually remember your name. Amazing, isn't it. When he first called my name without me reminded him, I was so touched.

Thanks, Bro CQ. I thank you for all the things you have done. Thanks for being so understanding and forgiving. I know I am always making you worry, making you angry and making you sad. I also know you wish that one day I can be optimistic and not pessimistic person. Thanks for giving me time to change. Feel so happy to be your friend. Its is my greatest assests and no money can ever buy it over. Specially thanks for being there during the times I am getting over my lost Grandmother. Thanks is all I can say to you. Friends forever.

After the heart to heart talk and all the laughs, we are also about to leave to catch the last bus. We took many group photos and bid goodbye to all. Specially thanks to Eve and CQ Pte Ltd, Kaiting and all ALFCians for making today a success. Hopefully we can have another gathering soon.

26th June 2010
Today I went down to Bugis to support CQ for the Saving Gaia event. From 4-8pm. The weather is very hot.

Interval, there is exciting games to educate you how to save the earth. To be frank, was a bit bored. Furthermore, I forgotten to bring my extra battery out. My handphone like was all dead.

After the event, we went for dinner and CQ went for his own date. Tomorrow I will be seeing almost all DJs. So excited. I guessed it will be very fun.

27th June 2010
Today is the most important event for Yes933. All the fans of the Top 10 Star DJ were gathered at Jurong Point - JP1 stage area. There were also fans for By2 and Serene Koong as they are the special guest appearing for the event. It was also a day of nervousness for the Top 10. As there is only one winner who can win the contract with Yes933 and Alicafe advertisement model.

Frankly speaking, I support No 10 Chen Ning and also thing Faith is also not bad. We had lots of fun and was very comical when Peifen acting as Yao Yao, Ivy Jie acting as Jay and Weibin as Xiao S. :D

The winner is Brian who is also known as Wei Long. He is very handsome and really very charming. Hope to hear him on air often. Also congrats Chen Ning for being 2nd and Faith for being 3rd. I admire all your bravery and also the effort being put in for making it a success. Hopefully I can hear them all soon on Yes933.

28th June 2010
Today is a day where my mood changed and something happened unexpectedly.

At 5.30pm, everything changed and I was not even prepared for it. All along, I was doing fine. I though I am. I guessed he have planned last week. Just that I wasn't prepared to accept it.

He called back and tell my supervisor to break the news to me. She find it hard to tell me. So she asked the temp gal to convey.

It goes:"From tomorrow onwards, you no need to report for work. Boss finds that you had been making a lot of mistakes especially on the maintenance contract. We do not have time to actually check you work. Hope you understand. You no need to stay till 6.30pm today and can leave anytime now."

Isn't it cruel? I am newbie in the company. Can't they actually give me chance to actually get used to it. Furthermore, the mistakes on the contract was actually made on my first day of work. Its very unfair to actually fire me cause of the mistakes which was made. Well, I can only say, its my luck.

I also have to say, I am useless and stupid. I cannot even hold the job for more than a month. All my plans are now put on hold. I do not know when I will get my next job. Can I cry? I doubt I can.

No use of crying as it will never change the situation. The fact that I am fired can never be changed even if I cry.

How am I to tell my mum all that when she was actually happy that I found a job after I left another company in May?

How am I to tell all who concern for me and happy that I found the job after the last one? Can anyone tell me, holding on is really that simple? I just wanted to be a very diligent worker and willing to actually learn from mistakes. But why he just cannot give me chance and fired me just one month, to be precised, not even a month working in the company.

I just hope I can hide from my mum and hope I can get a new job soon. For the time being, please forgive me if I am worrying all of you. I will be fine. I believe I will. He fired me is his lost. I can prove to him that I can do better elsewhere. :D

29th June 2010
Today received called from agencies for job offering. One even wished to meet me first for the job he was going to offer me. We arranged to meet at 3pm. His office is at Peninsular Plaza #07-02.

He explained to me the job duties and all. But when I told him, I am actually looking for temp position, he stunned a little and say he will keep a lookout and keep me posted.

I always thought finding a temp job is faster than a perm. Given my qualification and experience, where will I landed in the end? Will I be able to carry out my study plan in 2011?

Please give me luck and pull me through. I really dread for interviews but have to. I need job now. :X