April Updates Till 15 April 2009

1 April 2009
Today, I took two days MC till 3 April than report to work. Due to bad cough, I lost voice for third time. :X

Since 13 March, I never had a peaceful day. Been sick till now and hoping that I will fully recover. Sad to say, I had to cancel yesterday's Music Lesson for 2nd time. Felt so bad for the whole team.

Anyway, today is not a rest day for me though I am on MC. Why? Due to my first re-exam paper on 2 April. Very bad to myself right?

No choice, have to force myself to study for Performance Management. If not, I am sure for a remodule which will cost me losing $500 for that. :*(

Sad to say, in the end, no matter how I pumped in. NOTHING GETS IN. So demoralized. Luckily, I have Bro CQ to encourage me. He really was my cheer up medicines. :P

2 April 2009
Today is my first re-exam paper. Due to sick for whole month, I didn't have strength to study. Yesterday also no strength. Thanks to the stupid cough medicine. But it really works. :P

As you can predict the results. Yes, I went for the exam hall with EMPTY MIND. Thanks to the powerful cough syrup. :*(

3 April 2009
Today was not easy for me to walk to office. With sleepy mind and coughing away. But much better than previous days.

As it is friday, hence I left office on the dot as I could not carry on working. But sad to say, no rest for me as I need to prepare notes for 2nd re-exam which is my Audit paper. Tough for me. Study till 2am but still nothing gets in my brain. How sia??? :*(

4 April 2009
Today actually will be best time for study. Pulling my tired body, I went to school library as I need some notes for my Audit.

I study till 1pm plus as the library closed at 2pm. Having need more notes, I went to National Library. Photocopy till 3plus and end up, walking around Iluma(new shopping centre at Bugis). Planning to catch a movie but the queue was so long.

In the end, I came to Bukit Panjang Plaza Mac. It was a new hangout I found from my colleagues. Somewhere in Singapore there is this so wulu place. But I love wulu place as it means not many people and a great place for me to stay and study for exams.

Was trying my every best to write in notes. Hoping it will get in some. Studied till 9pm plus. Thinking, ok, shall continue tomorrow. Hence I set off home with tired body and mind. Thanks to Yes933 for nice songs played that company me throughout.

5 April 2009
Today went to cemetry for Qing Ming Festival to pay respect to my late grandfather(my mother's father). It was super long queue for bus 405 as usual during this season. We waited for long before the bus slowly crawled in.

When we reached, it was already a lot of people. When we left, we saw on poor dog lying motionlessly on the road. At first I thought he was resting. But sad to say, he was dead. Heard my mum say, maybe car knock him down. If that is the case, he was very poor thing. Came here to be security guard, end up losing his life. Hope he will be resting in peace to a place where no pain and no sadness.

After that, I went to Bukit Panjang Plaza again. This time, I will study more and hoping can get in.

Today left Bukit Panjang at 9pm plus. All the best for my exam tomorrow. :)

6 April 2009
Today is my Audit paper. But sad to say, my mind is blank. Hoping I can remember a bit but the paper was really tough. How wor. :*(

Another re-module pending. :*(

So sad.. :(

Actually planned to study for Business Information Strategy. End up I stuff myself with Ajisan and went home after that. So demoralized. Thanks to Bro CQ, I managed to pluck myself up. But not starting revision now as I was too tired. :X

8 April 2009
Today have to start study by hook or by crook. But as I knew nothing will be remembered as the notes seems so alien to me. :*(

No choice have to force myself to write and write. :X

End up sleeping at 2am plus with encouragement from Bro CQ and nice songs. Guess what, again, nothing got in. How? Later exam sure die. :X

9 April 2009
As predicted, I finished the paper at 3pm and left the exam hall. Haiz.

Haiz.. Prepare myself for re-exam. Think my shanghai trip when I went back to hotel will be STUDY STUDY STUDY. :X

11 April 2009
Today's plan is after OT will go somewhere to study for last paper which is on 14 April. End up I only study for a while and went home. Haiz... Managed only to finished 1 chapter and some of chapter 2 as I am having headaches. :*(

12 April 2009
Today I study at my own territory, Ang Mo Kio Mac which is few kilometres away from my house. I love here also as it was not crowded and nice embience.

Thinking I can finished at 4th chapter. End up I only managed to finished half of 3rd chapter. Thinking later go home will try again. End up with tired body and split headache. I went to bed early.

13 April 2009
Today work half day as got meeting. But thanks to someone, we wasted today's half day and will have another meeting on Friday.

Another day wasted as I was dead tired after that. Hence pinned hope for tomorrow before exam.

14 April 2009
Today die die also must finished up chapter 4. Hence, I woke up at 8am. End up only managed to study a bit and went to school.

On the way was poundering whether to shift the singing lesson to next week. End up I did not even if I know someone needed to have make up lesson. But the party agree to carry on. Hence I did not tell anyone.

When I reached school at 1pm plus, only Monica came up shortly. Minutes later, the rest came up one by one.

Haiz. I do not know if I can pass it.

Sad to say, I really failed. :*(

But finally all exams over. Sad to say, I cannot celebrate for this as I know I had failed all exams. Fret not, I will not be defeated. :P