Feelings

Many people ask me, why i am so determined to move out. I jus give them a plain smile and let it pass...

What have my life gone wrong? Many people do not know. My plan to study was not encouraged by my father. He scolded me when I decided to take up Diploma.

I did not want to say as I find it very hurting. Luckily I have my mum and my mum's side's relatives' support. Especially my Er Yi who lent me money to pay off the balance and allow me to return her one year later.

They were the one who morally supported me and encourage me to not to stop at Certificate in Accounting. They let me have the determination and courage to continue.

Also thanks to all my friends and classmates who helped me and encourage me so far. They are all my wings to fly high.

But till now, my father will still mind me studying and he will often say unreasonable remarks that made me feel that I should not study. I had a promise with my Er Yi that I will not give up half way and I will complete it till the end.

Hence I cannot and will not give up. Moving out is not the best solution and some see it as an escape from the problem. But to me, it is a new beginning and a growing up process for me. I have to do it independently and will let all know my determination.

Time will tell my decision is it correct or not. I reserve the rights to comment. :P

Anyway, for those who support my moving out plan, thanks. For those who not, I knew you are concern of me. But rest assured, you will see a better Elaine. I will be strong and independant. I always will.

Take care friends and keep in touch. :P