19 October 2010

I always thinks, by counting down is something to look forward to for a new challenge. Counting down 8 more days to end this month's workweek. How far will that be?

8 days sounded near yet far. Everyday watching the fish swimming in the tank so freely, I stopped and think. If I were given a choice to transform to any mammals, what will be my choice? To be a fish swimming freely in tank, in ocean or in river? To be a bird, fly freely to anywhere you wished. No need air tickets, no need accomodation. No need tour fees. Food is available everywhere you roam. How nice!

But I am not bird, neither am I fish. So have to plan for my future carefully. Or rather, give my future more lights. Going back to study is what I always wish to do. Whether I can carry out the plan and move on to my long term plan, I need a lot of opportunities and chances. With the GPA 2.956 made me worried that I might not even stand to get into the course I desired.

I think I am too free hence I keep thinking a lot. Officially slacking at work, it can be very bored. I think I maybe will be a workaholic. Too free for me is really a torture. Too busy for me is also a torture. Sounds very difficult to please. But indeed, human is the most difficult to please living thing.