CryBaby's Ups and Downs

Wrapped Up November 2011(2)

2012-01-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

27 November 2011 (Sun)
Today is ComChest Truehearts Charity show at Marina Bay Sands Event Plaza. It is my first time going there although I know this place's presence.

Why am I here? It is to support our dearest Adeline! She will be performing with others to raise fund for the ComChest receivers.

While waiting for Adeline, I took some photos with Romeo, Alaric, Kimberly, Patricia Jie, Yahui Jie, etc~~~

I had fun though I am dead tired at the end. Thanks Evonne for giving me this opportunity to support Adeline!

Hope she take care and jiayous for whatever she do. Cheers for Adelogy~~~ :D

28 November 2011 (Mon)
Today is Resort World Sentosa 'excusion' day! Sad to say I woke up feeling feverish.

Not wanting to miss this day, I went to school as usual. Good news will be I do not need to bring lappy to school. But with a feverish body, this is not very great.

I know I should not go to school but I also do not wish to take MC. Thanks to all the loving classmates who took care of me during the visit for Resort World Sentosa. Also thanks Sock Har for the panadol supply. :D

29 November 2011 (Tues)
I declare I lost my voice today! Sad to say there is no sympathy as my daily grades will be affected due to the lost voice.

All thanks to my stubborness although the fever is consider left me. Yet, I am still reluctant to visit doctor as I do not think I should see for just lost of voice. Ate a little today as no appetite. What a Tuesday! Sad to say, fever have revisited me when I reached home hence my RJ was in a mess which also affecting my daily grades. :*(

30 November 2011 (Wed)
Still no voice, what is worst will be I also have cough! What a Wednesday!

Its Business Statistics. Luckily Faci did not mark me down. Its free sitting day wonder if its good or bad. Soon will be holiday! Looking forward for that!!!

This marks the end of November and December is coming!!! I will be real busy in December as having many events lined up. Hopefully I can also set aside some days for revision~~~ :D

Wrapped Up November 2011(1)

2011-11-26T00:15:00.000-08:00

02 November 2011 (Wed)
Happy Birthday to Bro Nicholas!!! It's been so long since we last met. Wondering how have you been lately.

Even though I knew you may not be reading this, but just want to post my wishes for you in here.

Thanks for being my brother since the day we met in KFC. I remembered the days we had though not many. I hereby wish you have a great birthday. Forever healthy, happy and handsome. May all your wishes comes true, especially today. God bless you~~ :D

04 November 2011 (Fri)
What a bad Friday to kick start a weekend. We have our UT1 for Marketing today in classroom E44P. Though I had prepared for it three days in advance. But still I am very afraid of failing it.

Though I am always attentive in class and getting straight B's for my daily grades. But I am still not very confident that I will get an A for UT1 though the paper seems quite straight forward and not that difficult.

Meanwhile, I shall keep my finger crossed and pray that I will get an A if not a B for this UT. God please bless me though I am not a Christian. :D

05 November 2011 (Sat)
Today was the MeRadio concert. My 4 motivators will be performing tonight! They are none other than Lil Princess - Serene Koong, Kewei, Cutey and Vibrant - Cha Ban Sheng which is made up of Carrie and Diya!

It had been so long since we last met and I do hope that they know my presence. I told a white lies to Lil Princess that I am not coming. But I guess she knew I will as she knew I am always there to support her whenever I have time to do so. She will never blame me if I am unable to make it. So sweet of her. She even will tweet and give me encouragements. How can I not love her wholeheartedly? :D She mentioned that she is in the midst of preparing her new English album! I cannot wait for it to be launching and more events to come! :)

It is wonderful to hear Kewei singing 'So In Love' and her new album song, 'Fallin'! I am very very very jubilant when I heard that she will be singing 'Fallin' where she seldom will. But cause it's MeRadio concert, she sang for us! We dance and sing along with her when she sings 'So In Love' and dance with her when she sings 'Fallin'! The most exciting great news will be, her new album hopefully will be launching in December 2011 if not January 2012!!! I am really awaiting!!! :D

Ever since I knew Carrie and Diya from the Project Super Star and seeing them frequent at Music Clinic when I am learning in there, I had been supporting them. Though I am not their officially fanclub member. But deep in my heart, after hearing their debut album, I cannot wait to see their new upcoming album to be launch. Sad to say, the preparation for the new album is still coming on the way. Hopefully they will be launching real soon. Best will be launching in Jan 2012 so that I can have it as my Bday present. (Wishful thinking!) Anyway, they really talented. Can sing, can dance and can compose songs! So vibrant and so hyper! Great to see them on stage and they sing for the first time, Yanzi's new album song, Kong Kou Yan!! First time ever! It was really well done and different style of singing it! May they soar in their career and may their new album coming soon for launching! CBS forever my favourites! :D

After all the cheering, the singing and the dancing, I am totally shagged. Luckily it's a Saturday and I have Sunday for me to rest and prepare for my upcoming UT on Thursday! Good nite folks! :D

06 November 2011(Sun)
Today is my Primary School friend, Yipo's birthday!

Happy Birthday Yipo! May all your wishes comes true and stay happy and stay healthy! Thanks for being my friend for all these years. Hopefully we will have a gathering soon. Meanwhile, keep in touch! :D

07 November 2011 (Mon)
Today is Daddy, Bert's Bday. Though I am not his real daughter but since the first day I call him Daddy, I have regard him as my daddy.

Anyway, had smsed to wish him Happy Birthday. Hope he received it. Wish that he will be always happy, always healthy and his business will soar everyday. Though we have not seen each other for a very long time. In my heart, I do miss him. Daddy, no matter what happened, I will always support you.

Today is your day and hope that you enjoyed to the fullest with all the love, care and concern from your family and friends. Take care and have a great week ahead! :D

10 November 2011 (Thurs)
Today is Hospitality and Tourism Management UT1! Classroom will be W65N. I was not fully prepared but had done the notes on Tuesday.

Praying that I will be getting either a B or a C for the UT grades. If possible, I do hope for an A. As the weightage of UT will be 70% against daily grades which are 30%. Hence, daily grades will be of little help. I really have to depend on the UT to pull me to the passing grades. Well, I guess, no one have ever failed H modules right? Just hopefully I am not the unique one to fail it.

All the best for the rest of my classmates and hopefully we all scored A's!!! :D

12 November 2011 (Sat)
Today have two event crashed but I have to give up one of them though it eventually leads me to a cold war. Anyway, just hope soon she can forgive me. I know I am very bad for not going for my best sister's wedding dinner today. I also know that she will be very disappointed with me. But I have to say I am most of the time blurred and only came to realised that Singapore Hits Awards fall on the same day as her wedding day where I even promised to attend in the first place.

Anyway, wish that you and Ben will have a blissful day even though I am not there physically to wish you both. Hopefully we are still friends and hopefully you will not be angry with me for not attending.

Today will be a busy day for me. I am meeting ekmy27 and Socky 7early 8early at City Hall Mrt station. We meeting at 9am for breakfast at Marina Square, meeting Papa Andrew at 9.30am to go together to Singapore Flyer. Why were we there? To catch Lil Princess planting love tree, I mean tree filled with caring love. Together with Hu Xia, Yoga and Magic Power!!!

Host for this tree planting event will be Jiafa and Peifen. At first, not knowing there wasn't performance involved, I keep thinking what will they be singing, especiall Lil Princess. Than realised that the event is solely for tree planting. That is where we did not read in between lines for this event.

After this, I went lunch with ekmy27 where we went to Just Acia located at the CityLink of Dhoby Ghaut. After this, we went down to meet Evonne while ekmy27 went to meet Onered and Yuitleng as they bought tickets together.

I stayed with Evonne where we waited for Lil Princess to appear before SHA as we wanted to pass her special gifts. On the way to meet Evonne, I bought Domo earpiece and cute speaker for Lil Princess. Hope she like it. I do not know why I wanted to buy her gift but I just have that rush to buy her these gifts. :D

We almost missed Lil Princess as her style today was so not Serene. I was stunned for a moment when this gorgeous lady waved and say hi to me. I was like, do I know her? After which I quickly called Evonne and said,:"Aren't we waiting to see her?"

Evonne was equally stunned and I quickly stopped Lil Princess so that Evonne can hand her the gift. It was just minutes before SHA starting. Phew!!!

Lil Princess was very happy upon received the special gift that she scream and keep smiling. She almost jumped if she wasn't on heels. I guess she will only do that when she was with us. Anyway, great to see that she like the earpiece and speaker. Hope she will jiayous and quickly launch her new English album! :D

Though in the end, CBS and Kewei did not won any awards. But I believe that their hardwork will one day paid off with walking away many awards. I will continue to support them and not forgetting pretty Lil Princess, Serene. Hopefully 2012 SHA will have their performance on stage. I cannot wait for SHA 2012 to come.

Oh yes, I have to comment that Aunty Lucy was the most gorgeous among all the ladies who were on stage or on the seats in front of the stage. For the first time, Aunty Lucy was on heels. I bet that heels is almost 4 inchs. It must be a hard time practicing wearing that before SHA.

Of cos the DJs all were very stunning and gorgeous~~~ I like all their dressing and really dreaming of one day I can be on stage too. Anyway, that is really a dream that will never come true.

I had a great Saturday with eventful day lined up. Really shagged after this where I did not stayed back to take photos with CBS but before SHA, I took with Lil Princess!

By the way, I saw Peter lao shi appearing on the screen. He dropped jaws when he saw Aunty Lucy in gown and heels. Too bad, I did not take that scene. Anyway, great to see him on screen. :D

16 November 2011 (Wed)
Today is UT1 for Financial Accounting! Classroom will be E46C. Though I had prepared much for this UT but still, I am lacking of confidence that I will scored an A for this UT. My daily grades were straight B's and the weightage is half half.

I really wish that I can get A. But wish alone does not really help. Maybe I also need many lucks! Pray hard that my wishes will come true and may I be able to pass with flying colours! :D

(By the way, today is Mosquitoe aka Yiwen's Birthday! Happy Birthday Yiwen! Sorry for not wishing you on fb or on smses. But I hereby wish you HAPPY FOREVER! May you and Freddie happily ever after! Forever pretty, healthy and HAPPY! :D)

17 November 2011 (Thurs)
Today is Kor, Cavin Soh's Birthday!!! Happy Birthday Kor!

Though we super long never see each other. But everytime when we met, you always will take photo with me. I do hope that you soar in your career, be a happy father and have many children! :D

May all your wishes comes true, happy forever, healthy forever and WEALTHY forever! Bless you with great health, great life and GREAT WEALTH!!!! See you soon!!!

18 November 2011 (Fri)
Happy Birthday to Lawrence Lee Chye Wei!!! We are friend since Primary School. Thanks for being my friend all these years.

We have not met for very long. May all your wishes comes true. Take care and have a blessing birthday! Forever happy, healthy and WEALTHY!!! :D

Today is also Evon Kok's birthday!!! Happy Birthday ekmy27!! :D Thanks for being my friend!!!

No matter what happened, please remember you have us. Wish that all your wishes comes true and wish that you forever happy, forever healthy and forever blissful! :D Friends forever!! :D

Today, I attended Channel U's party. Thanks for the help from Evonne who gave me one ticket to attend this Funamania Party at Zirca! I saw MJ, Sora, Kate and Yahui! Not forgetting Pornsak, Lee Teng and many more! Had great fun and had my first Volka Raspberry after I switch to become full time student! Anyway, I am not a party kid. But we really had lots of fun and was really worn off after the whole event! Hopefully I can come again next year and future years to come! :D

19 November 2011 (Sat)
Today will be a very packed Saturday. Why do I say so? From 2 pm till 6.30pm, I will be at Nex for the Channel 8 Dramatasy. Than later, I will be rushing down to Expo Hall 4 for the Food Expo as my favourite SS Idol, Adeline will be hosting for the first time! Of cos she is not doing it alone.

I love the way she host the event. Although at one point of time, she can be very blur. Anyway, great to see her today and we will be seeing her real soon. All the best in her career and may she soar as high as possible. Gambate Adeline! :D

Almost forgotten to say why I was at Nex the whole afternoon. Well, I am there to catch a glimpse of Yahui and Kate Pang. They were there to promote the upcoming new drama. Pardon me for not saying the title as I had forgotten about it. Anyway, I chance upon seeing Zoe Tay. She is a real beauty even though she is not young anymore. I really wish to know how she can be that pretty and her figure is really very great even after giving birth! That's really amazing, isn't it?

Anyway, thanks for all the fun we had together. By seeing them from far will really cheer me up! I love them all and will surely support the drama series whenever I can. If not will catch them from xinmsn's catchup teevee. :D

21 November 2011 (Mon)
Its UT1 for Rooms Division Management! Classroom is W65C! Little did I know that my class was opposite Apple's :D

Anyway, was not fully prepared for today's paper but did a foolish thing for missing the question on RevPAR! There goes my 2 marks for sure!

Just keep my finger crossed that I am able to at least get a B for this UT. I will work harder for upcoming UT2 which will be in Jan 2012. Sounds far but actually not really far! Oh boy! :*(

24 November 2011 (Thurs)
Today was the last paper for UT1 which was Business Statistics. Classroom will be E46Q. I know I should have joined my friend for the study group or I should stayed back yesterday for the revision class conducted by my faci. But I have to admit that I am very tired after lesson 7 and had no strength to concentrate for the revision class.

Maybe if I stayed back, the results will never be a straight F. I really disappointing for those who have faith that I am really working hard this semester. But somehow, my mind was drifting away. I panicked whenever I scroll down for next questions. How am I to be sure that I will pass this paper with just a D?

I will work doubly hard in UT2 which will be coming in Jan 2012. Meantime, I shall get help in brushing up my Business Statistics. Calling all experts in BS, please come knock on my door and save me from agony!!!

25 November 2011 (Fri)
Happy Birthday Peter lao shi~~ May you forever healthy and forever happy. Wish you all the best in your career and hope to see you soon.

Knowing you and understudy with you is really my fortune. You are a very caring and also knowledgable teacher and a friend to count on. During my downtime, you encouraged me and tell me to be brave. I will never forget all your teaching.

Looking forward for our next meeting. Not able to be there to wish you personally, I hereby wish you that all your wishes will comes true. Stay vibrant and stay healthy! Forever my Peter lao shi! :D

Thanks for the help of Evonne, I get to catch Singapore Radio Awards live at Mediacorp. When was the last time I step into Mediacorp for events? That seems to be months ago. Really wonder why those days I can come here that often like as though I am working part time in here. Able to come for recording of variety show and able to come here to catch a glimpse of the stars who were exiting from the reception.

Not going to checked in today as the ticket is very difficult to grab one. You are lucky if you have one ticket even if it needs you to be at B3 to catch it far far away from the stage. We were super lucky where last minute upon starting the show, we were able to move down to a place that is very near all the DJs. We get to see them real close.

We were shouting when we heard all the Yes933 DJs name being called. I bet the person standing near us was wondering why we are that crazy. The cheer went high when the winner for Most Popular DJs of Yes933 goes to Dennis Chew. Before Guo Liang could say the name out, he warned Chen Lizhen that not very sure if you can hug and kiss this winner as this person can be either male or female. Straightaway we knew the winner is none other than Dennis Chew! He got his fame where he acted as Aunty Lucy which got him a lot more fans than the usual CQ Fanclub. I am happy that he won this title and indeed, he is very hardworking. Well, it wasn't saying that the rest who did not won this title were not popular. But I sincerely hope that CQ will win this year where he did not got last year. Next year, I hope it can be Jie, Ivy, who won this title.

Had a great time with Evonne and Peiyi. Looking forward for more fun soon! To all DJs in Yes933, you guys really rocks. I love you guys and will continue to support you guys no matter what. :D

26 November 2011 (Sat)
Today staying home to do up all the updates in the blog. Again long winded blog with no pictures. Who cares? It's my blog not yours. :D

Thanks all who had brighten up my days and had given me power to tide on. I am very sorry for not performing well in the exams where I should do better. I am very thankful to all the facilitators of RP who given me encouragements even though they knew I may not meet their expectations. They had been very kind on me and given me great grades daily. I will strive hard and I am sure I will be able to meet the expectations soon.

Go Elaine Go! You sure can do it! Furthermore, you have to make all the promises you made to come true. All the sacrificies must be made worthwhile and not wasted! Have faith in yourself and perform well in upcoming UTs!

Wrapped Up October 2011(2)

2011-11-26T00:01:00.000-08:00

30 October 2011 (Sunday)
Today was my first time attending to Adelogy gathering. The main lead of this gathering was none other than our lovely Adeline~~~

Our meeting was secret as we do not wish those not in Adelogy Fan Club to know where was the venue, this was to protect the safety of Adeline. Hence, we were all briefed not to check in for the location and not to even tweet of the event on twitter, facebook or even tumblr (if they have).

The venue for today will be at Clarke Quay's Mind;s Cafe where we played board games together and we laugh together. As it is a public place, we try not to make too much noise as not to disturb the rest of the customers who were also present at there.

We took many photos with Adeline, be it group or individual photos. As she needed to rush to her work later, we had little time to play board games together. It's okay as we will have another gathering upcoming in December. Again, this must be kept secret and only those who are invited will know the venue, date and time. Hence I will only blog about what we did in the gathering after it took place. Meanwhile, stay tune in my facebook or twitter for after event photos!

Adeline is really a very friendly and kawaii lady. She is very gentle and at times blur. I am getting more and more fond of her. Don't be mistaken as I am in love with her oh~ I just idol her that's all. :D

Soon, October came to an end and November is coming. Time really passes very quickly before you know it, it will be gone forever! Cherish what you have now and make good use of all the time you have now. Stay happy and healthy as that is really what you need to survive in this world. :)

Special thanks to those who made my days so wonderful. Apart from stressing on how to keep my grades smooth and steady, I had lots of fun and enjoyed during each and every moment we had together. I am sure you all did and will never forget the happy times we had. Well, more to come soon and we shall all let out hairs down and enjoy!!! Love you guys TTM!!! :D

Wrapped Up October 2011(1)

2011-10-29T01:53:00.000-07:00

1 October 2011(Saturday)
It's DAS Flag day today! It's Childrens' Day today also. But I am over age to be called CHILDREN!

Anyway, I am doing good deeds today by volunteering myself for DAS Flag day. As most would have known, it's broadcasted by Yes933, that is why I am here! All ready and set off to Bishan MRT station for my flag day from 2pm till 6pm.

I am glad that there are many kind donations from all walks of life. I am really very thankful for those who donated and did not mind the amount.

There are some without me approaching, walked towards me and wanting to drop their donation. Be it just 10cents or 20cents, it's the thoughts that counts. Although it can be tiring to hold the bag and hoping to fill it till the bag is too heavy to hold.

I managed to fill up two bags filled with donations and raised $171.90. Although it is not huge amount but it can help them a little, I am very contented. It's a great Saturday afternoon apart from the hot weather and the crowds who were rushing to everywhere. Thanks each and everyone who had donated to DAS, greatly appreciated!

5 October 2011(Wednesday)
Do you find it funny to start school on Wednesday and not usual Monday? I guess it is to prevent MONDAY BLUES! Just kidding.

Today is first day of school. I got up at 6.40am so as to make sure I am not late for the very first lesson of this week.

What a week to start! Its Business Statistics today and the classroom is E45P. Basically I do not like this semester's classroom arrangements. Everyday the classroom is different. We do not have a class to name ourselves like what we had last semester.

What was great news will be, I will not see those people whom I hate. Or rather whom they hate me and prevent me from striving for better daily grades. New classmates, new semester and new chapter for me.

All the bad experiences and memories will now be put behind my mind. What is awaiting me will be a great new beginning and a new me! I promise myself to be a new person starting from today. I will participate more in class and learn and progress with the class. Not very sure whether they will accept me for who I am. I hope they will.

Enough said, the facilitator for BS is a lady. I guess she is Cantonese speaking lady as I keep hearing her saying "Hai mai a". In Cantonese it means is it? Anyway, she is very patience, just like my Mathematics facilitator last semester.

Today is Wednesday, which means it is Day 8 and which means every Wednesday without fail, will be Business Statistics! We were told our first UT will be coming soon in November 10! UT2 will be on 17 January 2012!

That is really fast! But that is how RP works. So, just do it! First lesson is rather simple and dead. We learnt what is called Data Measurements Level. Basically it is MEAN, MODE, MEDIAN and STANDARD DEVIATION! Oh dear, these old friends have come and find me again. Anyway, I have no problem in mean, mode and median. Just that the Standard Deviation is very difficult to calculate. Luckily there is invention of excel spreadsheets where I can use it to calculate my SD! :D

That marks the first lesson of this week. The quiz is not difficult and the RJ is also not that difficult. Done all before heading home! Preparing for exciting tomorrow as it is MARKETING!

6 October 2011(Thursday)
Its Marketing day! Classroom will be at E45J. Today is also Liyi Jie's birthday! Wish her happy birthday, stay happy always and bless with great health and wealth! May she and her husband happily ever after!

Our facilitator for Marketing is Miss Stephaine Tan. She do not like people to call her faci and insisted us to call her Miss Tan. Well, I bet there will be alot more who do not wish to be called FACI!

She is very friendly and patience. Although we supposed to do our pre-reading before we come to class, but being the first lesson of the week, she allow us to read it in class. We were given only 15minutes to digest all the information that will help in the powerpoint slides later.

We were asked to do worksheet as a team and then we will go through it as a class. We struggled to finish the worksheet but was not in time to complete them all. Hence she told us that if we read the pre-readings beforehand, it will not be a hassle for us to do the worksheet. We also could not produce the ppt on time and asked for 10minutes of grace period.

Since it was not well prepared, almost all read from the slides with little eye contact. I also became nervous when it's my turn to present. Hopefully I can improve as time goes by.

ITS THURSDAY! Which means tomorrow is FRIDAY! Yipee!!!

7 October 2011(Friday)
Its FRIDAY! Finally a day all looking forward. But not for our class as today is formal wear day due to it is Hospitality Module - Hospitality and Tourism Management. The classroom will be W65N.

It's Miss Lim who is teaching us. She do not like us to address her as faci and she rather us call her Miss Lim! She also set rules like we must knock on the door before coming in. We must all be well groomed and according to the corporate wear grooming. Although there is not a must to tie a bun but it will be great if we can. Else, a ponytail is all she asked for. Guys must be on their tie the minute they stepped into the class or the minute the lesson started. She will be marking for grooming as part of the Daily Grade grading. She also very strict on punctuality and it will be good if we can reached 15 minutes before the lesson.

It really takes a lot to be a profession hotel staffs. Based on her dressing, I can see she had a lot of experience. She is very soft spoken but very strict when comes to rules. She is friendly also. She would share with us her experiences and guide us along when we doing the worksheet or the ppt. It is really a pleasure to be understudy with her. I bet we will excel and pass this module very easily.

8 October 2011(Saturday)
Today is special day for Huihui. It's her customary wedding day! I am assigned to be one of her sisters for the gate crashing! My very first time and the dress was paid by her. All I need to do is to be present and help in the gate crashing.

All the sisters are first timers, so we really do not know how much is consider okay. So we just accept whatever amount they gave us. Anyway, it's for the fun not for the money afterall.

The games were all created by Huihui. I must say, she really talented. All the games are so difficult to accomplished but the brothers and groom managed to clear them all. The moment Wilson enters the house, he knocked on the door to ask for permission to enter the bride's room.

After that will be heading to groom's house for tea serving ceremony. All the sisters and brothers will be following. The place is not very far, just a few bus stops away. How nice it is. Not from Ang Mo Kio to Jurong that far. It's only Ang Mo Kio and Serangoon North that distance.

I thought kicking the door after the groom alighted from the car can be only seen in the drama series. I witness it myself today. Everyone is equally excited and happy. We went to the groom's house and are welcome by alot of reletives of the groom. The tea ceremony is like never ending. But the gift received or the ang pow received is also never ending.

After that we proceed back to bride's home for another round of tea ceremony and ends with buffets! Then we went back home to rest and prepare for the wedding dinner in the evening. I will be meeting Yiwen and her beau, Freddie to go there together.

It's very tiring and fun and of course extra pocket money for me! Great experience I had and tummy filled with great food! Congrats to Huihui and Wilson. Hopefully soon can hear your good news! :D

10 October 2011(Monday)
First day for Financial Accounting. Looking forward for it as I wanted to see if those are all I learnt before. It is really great to have POA foundation.

The facilitator is Miss Linda Liew and she do not mind us calling her faci. She is very friendly and fun. I bet she is trying to make learning easy for us. We are told that there will be filming in our class next week. So we have to do our pre-reading beforehand so that we can participate in class.

It is our first time being filmed. I really have no idea why film us. Anyway, just get over and done with. Just hope I will not hinder any learning process.

11 October 2011(Tuesday)
First lesson for Rooms Division Management. Our facilitator is Mr Thomas Lazzerine. He is another faci who do not wish us call him faci. He is also very strict with grooming and rules. But he made learning fun by sharing his experiences and also cracking jokes with us.

Joke of the day is TUMBLER. First day of lesson with him is really fun. But sad to say he will be going reservist for two weeks and will only be back in November to join us for the field trip.

We were not sure who will come and relief our class but hopefully is someone who is not that fierce and stern.

It's a fun-filled TUESDAY!

12 October 2011(Wednesday)
Today got Programme Chair Talk where we were introduced to all the H-modules' facilitators and the rules that we all must follow.

The school is very strict on it when comes to LOA with MCs. As there had be a case of one of the senior who forged 10 MCs and could result in losing her place in school. But the school forgiven her and re-accepted her.

We have to also follow the grooming rules not for the sake of the module but is to prepare ourselves for the future and to outshine the other students from other polytechnics.

It's a theory tiring day but I will take note of all the do's and don'ts to ensure my smooth grades for this semester.

13 October 2011(Thursday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHIWEN LAO SHI!!!

It's your birthday today and I am sorry for not giving you any present as I had no time to buy. But here I am to give you my blessing for you. May all your wishes comes true and I will not forget what you have taught me.

Bless you be forever handsome, forever happy and forever healthy! HAPPY FOREVER~~~

14 October 2011(Friday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINCENT~~~

May all your wishes comes true and happy forever. May you be bless with good health and wealth!

May our friendship stays forever!

17 October 2011(Monday)
Today is a day for filming our class in FA module. It is really freaking out and I am very nervous. I am the scribe of the day for my group and also in charge of doing ppt slides. No need for presentations but we have activities to better facilitate learning.

It is fun and we eventually worked through the end of filming. It is also great experience for us as it is our very first time filming.

What a stressful Monday!

18 October 2011(Tuesday)
Happy Birthday Winnie! Hope you will be happy forever, healthy forever and all your wishes will comes true.

Today is first day where Mr Lazzerine is not teaching us. Mr Fu is our relief facilitator today. He is the PC also for us. He is equally fun than Mr Lazzerine. But when he did not smile, he look very stern.

Afterall, we had fun today as well although not with Mr Lazzerine. Anyway, I am kinda looking forward in working at front desk and hopefully I can work there one day.

22 October 2011(Saturday)
Happy Birthday to Carol Ho! May all your wishes comes true, forever pretty, happy and HEALTHY!

It's very long since we last met and chat although we are just few storeys away. Great knowing you and you are always the sunshine gal to me. Hope you will be forever sunshine gal in everyone's heart. Take care and see you soon!

25 October 2011(Tuesday)
Today's relief faci is Mr David Yuan. I almost could not catch his accent but he told us great news which is only two members each from the group to present and also no RJ today! Basically is due to, tomorrow is PH - Deepavali!

The worksheet was not a problem for us and we managed to complete it on time. We had fun and also we learnt something.

What a fun-filled Tuesday! After class we discuss for the Marketing project but could not come into conclusion of a product. Hopefully by tonight, we can come out with conclusion and complete before Thursday as it is the dateline for the project.

27 October 2011(Thursday)
I do not know why, my lappy decided to fail me today with numerous shut downs. I am really panicking as UT1 is round the corner. I need it to be well till end of semester. Please do not fail me at this time.

Not sure what is the caused but hope the IT Helpdesk is able to help me later.

Due to that, I have to disappoint my team-mates tomorrow as I may not be able to bring my lappy tomorrow if the problem is not fixed by today.

Lappy, please be good and stay good till end of this semester, okay? Do not fail me as I currently do not have the money to repair you.

28 October 2011(Friday)
Today is field trip day! The reason why we need one lappy per team is to complete one of the worksheet questions.

After which we are given some time to grab a bite before we head off to Vivocity for the excursion. It had been super long time for me since my last excursion as a class.

Today our aim is to find out different style of restaurants, what are the difficulties they faced and how they come out with strategies to overcome them.

It is also another class bonding for us where we had our lunch together and chit chatting. After that we gathered as a class with another class for the sharing of the worksheet answers. Lastly the excursion ended after the faci completed the 6P. We also had a class photo at the end.

Fun filled FRIDAY! I will never forget what was taught today and the bonding we had today!

Wrapped Up September 2011(3)

2011-10-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

14 September 2011(Wednesday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIFEN JIE!!!

Today is your birthday. Although I did not send any gift to you but I did not forget its your birthday today!

May all your wishes and dreams comes true especially today. Bless you with great health, great beauty and also great HAPPINESS!!!

18 September 2011(Sunday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEVEN and CRUZ TENG!!!

Its your birthday today! I wish you all the best and all wishes you wish for will come true! Bless with great health, forever handsome and forever HAPPY!!! Specially called in to dedicate songs for you at 1am but doubt you guys heard me. But its okay! As long as I did call in, blessing will be sent! :D

21 September 2011(Wednesday)
Today is dearest Princess, Serene Koong's birthday!

We gave her birthday surprises the day before! As usual, we meet up and do a cake for her, small gifts for her and a BIG Birthday card for her with all the fans wishes written on it! This year the card had grown in size and creating a WOW effect on Princess.

The cake was designed by me and comment from Princess was, its such a cute cake and she was shocked to see "Little Princess" wrote in chinese at the top of the cake. Plus her name on the surrounding of the cake. She insisted on sharing the cake with us and keeping half of the cake for later when she got home.

Dear Princess, HAPPY BIRTHDAY and may all your wishes comes true especially TODAY! Forever pretty, healthy and HAPPY! Love you lots lots lots!!!

23 September 2011(Friday)
Finally a day I have been waiting for! My first day of reporting to be part of the staff for F1 racing. I am being assigned under Swishotel and was told to report work at 11am.

I reached there at 10.30am. Exchanged pass and was told to go up to level 4 to sign on the papers and also to collect the tee shirt, apron and pass. But to my surprise, my name was not on the list for the on site event. Plus my shoe was not suitable for the event and was being held back to fold napkins for tomorrow's event.

Good news is we will end work at 5pm. Bad news will be, the pay will not be same as those who worked till 1am. But there will be transport to send them directly to their block. Will be good and wear office footwear tomorrow.

24 September 2011(Saturday)
Today I wear heels as instructed. But due to very long never wear this heels, it eventually gave me up by making me suffer at the end of the night.

I had no choice but to go barefooted as my back is in severe pain. A passer-by was so kind to tell me that I should walk barefooted so as to ease the pain. She told me that time she was like me feeling very painful on heels, eventually she took off the heels and walked barefooted home.

What an experience I had. Today whole day cleaning gobblers, wine glasses and utensils. Luckily a very kind hearted supervisor, Jakes, kept passing us drinks and tell us to rest. We managed to clean all the gobblers, wine glasses and utensils on time and ready for tomorrow's final work day.

Walking home barefooted is not very great experience. But it taught me some lesson. Never to wear shoes that was left aside for very long time as they may eventually spoilt easily. Always prepared a slipper in case your shoes spoilt.

So which means tomorrow, I will not have heels to wear but luckily, I still have that black shoes to be able to wear to work. When I finally reached home, I was so tired and hungry that I grabbed two packets of biscuits and a glass of milk before I went to sleep and prepare myself for later's last day event. It's already 2am when I finally able to lie down on my bed and rest my poor legs. Bless me able to reach home in one piece and not dead due to pain on my back!

25 September 2011(Sunday)
Finally it's last day of F1! End of the 'sufferings' and torture. Everyone is so looking forward for today as it will be mark of our last day of involvement with F1 racing in Singapore!

We set off on time and reached there also on time. After the briefing, we quickly went to the backend as we promise to help Jakes during the event. We rather stay in backend than to be in front to serve as we know it will be never ending serving although we heard there will be chances for tips. Anyway, my shoes was also not suitable to be server. But I am so near the racing track. You can hear the cars zooming away.

I was lucky as I was not called out to go and be server as today a lot of them did not turned up as promised. I bet they already throw white towels and gave up. I also heard two of them caught eating bananas and their three days of hard work will not be paid due to this small mistake. Due to bananas, they lost over $200 of the extra money. Not worth though.

But what was great about being staff for F1 will be endless of drinks provided. I keep drinking coke, diet coke and also sprite. I also drank mineral water. What a great experience.

I also get to see fire works which mark the end of F1 racing! I am not sure if I will be participating next year for F1 again. Probably I will due to the extra pocket money!

End of F1 and end of my experience in this race. Anyway, I was puzzled why do people put ear stud when they paid so much money just to come and smell the fuel of the racing cars. It is really an unforgettable experience as I get to see F1 without paying for the tickets!

25 September 2011(Sunday)
Today is Yuhui's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

I am really very sorry for unable to send my birthday wishes on time and I will make up soon. I am also very sorry that I could not attend your wedding due to some events on and I must attend. But I will send gift and ang pow to you as my blessing to you and Ben.

May all your wishes comes true especially today. I am really fortunate to be your sister for so many years. Thanks for forgiving me when I did things wrong and thanks for being there when I needed you. I promise I will always be there whenever you need me. I also promise to be your forever sister! Thanks god that have sent you to me!

30 September 2011(Friday)
Its last day of the month and also mark last week of freedom as I am having semester break. A new semester starting and I am glad that I had a fun filled month with the involvement in F1 racing. Although my contribution wasn't much but its experience and I came to know a lot of friends who are either same course as me or of different courses as me.

Time to pack all my mood and be ready for new chapter of my life. I will be starting to these few modules for the whole semester 2 and hopefully I can master them so that I can pass all my UTs. Firstly is my long lost module which I have not been touching since I left ITE Bishan 7 years ago, which is Financial Accounting. I bet it will be sort of a breeze for me as I have foundation in POA and in additional some other basic accounting knowledge.

Next will be Rooms Division Management which is totally new to me. But based on the name you can roughly guessed what we will be touching on. Followed by Business Statistics. From the name you should know it is something to do with MATHEMATICS! Oh boy! When can I shake off MATHEMATICS? Hopefully I do not failed this module.

Next will be Marketing. Sounds interesting isn't it? We have to learnt the basic of Marketing in aid for our career after graduation. Lastly will be the Hospitality and Tourism Management.

Of all the modules, I am only confidence in Financial Accounting. How to survive through the semester? Keep my fingers crossed and hope it will be simple for me soon.

Wrapped Up September 2011(2)

2011-09-12T00:42:00.000-07:00

11 September 2011 (Sunday)
Today is a happy Sunday! Get to see Princess again and Xiao Han lao shi. As I arrived quite early at JP1, hence I get to stand at the front row!

There are also chain of happy news. First will be Xiao Han lao shi nominated for "Best Local Lyrics Award" in Yes 93.3FM's Singapore Hits Awards. Not for one place but for three songs which she wrote the lyrics for. The songs being nominated are, Jam's Fu Zhi Ren, Princess Serene's Yan Lei Shi Jiao Nang (which is also the book title of Xiao Han's book) and ChaBanSheng's Cheng Qiang! I am very happy that Xiao Han lao shi got three songs being nominated. Which makes her chance of winning this award higher than the rest!

Next happy thing will be Yunren lao shi also got nomination, which is for the Best Local Music Composition Award. I hope he will get it! The song being nominated for this award is Fu Zhi Ren by Jam.

Next will be Kewei nominated for Best Local Artiste Award with her Come Closer With Kewei! I also hope she can get it. Not only that, Kewei also being nominated for Most Popular Newcomer Award! Once in a lifetime! Her code number will be N09! Please vote for her too! :D

ChaBanSheng is nominated for Best Group Award and Most Popular Group/Band Award (G01). I am super happy when I heard CBS name being read out! It is their very first nomination! I will sure vote for them! :D

I am very happy for Xiao Han lao shi, Yunren lao shi, Kewei and also CBS! Hope they will get their awards on 12 November 2011 at Singapore Indoor Stadium. Tickets are selling at $88 and $138. From 15 September 2011 till 21 October 2011, there will be sale of $21 as it is Yes933fm's 21st birthday year. Also tickets purchased during this period will get 21% discount. For more information, please visit www.sistic.com.sg. (Sounds like I am promoting the sale of Singapore Hits Awards tickets. But I am sure I will be going for this event! Lets all shout our hearts out for those we support and may they win the awards and feel our cheers!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINYI (12 September 2011)
Today is your birthday! I am happy to be your friend and thanks you for all your care, love and concern for me.

You always taught me how to take care of myself and reminded me everyone is really caring for me. With you around, there is always laughter. I feel very happy whenever we meet.

So I take this opportunity to say Happy Birthday to you. Bless you with forever beauty, forever happiness and forever healthy! May all your wishes comes true especially today! Lets all continue to work towards our goals and achieve them. See you real soon! :D

Wrapped Up September 2011(1)

2011-09-10T03:10:00.000-07:00

03 September 2011 (Saturday)
Today is event for Jiahui and Jie at AMK Hub. Posted the event details the fanzpage and hopefully can attract more people to come down and support.

It is the radio giveback event together with 4th Anniversary for AMK Hub! There will be a bidding session at 6pm where we can get items lower than the usual price. All the proceeds will be donated to charity to help 75 families under this charity scheme.

It is the first time Jie ever took part in the bidding session. She is very excited. I can feel she is jumping around. The bidding is a success and many products really sold at a very low price. Nearly half of the usual price. The most heated bidding will be the Ipad2 bidding. Although the final price is almost equavilant to the usual price but for sake of charity, the couple still go ahead and bid it. We had great time and also some photo taking session that will be adding to my album soon.

Great Saturday evening!

04 September 2011 (Sunday)
Today is charity event for Mission Possible where all the art piece done by the villagers will be selling at this exhibition venue, Orchard Central, from 2pm-6pm.

My main aim is to purchase the handphone cover done by the villagers which Chen Liping visited and also to support CQ's booth. I also supported Zhou Ying's booth where I bought 3 cards done by the villagers.

The items are all selling real fast! Within an hour, Fann's booth items are all sold out. CQ's booth also not bad. I felt happy after making all the donations. Hopefully, the proceeds will ease their financial burdens and may they live happier and healthier.

What a great Sunday! Great weekend by doing great things--- Charity!

07 September 2011 (Wednesday)
Do not know where I got the courage, I finally went for the followup where I was schedule for a scope test on 090911.

I am really very worried that it will be a bad news. I promise myself that day when I did my previous scope test that I will never have one anymore. Here I am to schedule myself for the scope test this friday.

Sad news was, I lost one of the ribbon which I bought during the Mission Possible event. Does that means I will not be bless with good luck today? I am really very scare. They took the blood sample, results will only be make known to me when I come for the followup in December.

Please bless me with great luck and bless me with great health!

09 September 2011 (Friday)
Do not understand I can really be that brave to go for this scope test all alone. I am sorry that I told a white lies to someone who cares for me so much. But I am not going to say what I lied.

The whole process was totally different from what I had in SGH. Here I am in NGH Ang Mo Kio Branch. The whole place is so quiet but the nurses are all professional. I remember I did asked for put me to sleep but I doubt they did that as I was awake the whole process.

It was so awful experience which I really dread to go for it again. Never would I agreed to come again.

My throat and my gastric keep giving me pain. But throat was not as pain as gastric! Maybe I should forgo this scope test. I am not that brave as I seem to be. I regretted for being that brave. The pain is killing me.

Thanks for Princess, Jim lao shi and Jie for cheering me up a little when Princess and Jim lao shi was doing the live showcase at Yes933 during Jie's programme. Although the pain did not subsided any bit but hearing Princess sings is really great.

I am also very sorry to Onered when I kept asking her to kill me. I know I must have making you very vexed. But I only can turn to you. Maybe I should have inform the nurse of my gastric pain during and after the scope test. But I scare I cannot be discharged hence I did not tell.

Now I am really not sure if it is really normal to feel pain. Just hope I can really receive good news that it is only infections and not something serious. Pray real hard!

10 September 2011 (Saturday)
It took me many months to decide to pen down what took place in July till now. What was difficult to pen down was fearing that those whom I wish to kept them in the dark will read the blog entries.

I know I shouldn't but I really afraid to add burdens to you guys. I wish one day if I were to die, I can first vanish in your memories. I am very paranoid. I really worried for the results. I am not brave. I just do it because I am scared.

Luckily today have Jie on air to cheer me up a little. I wish I can be stronger and braver. Tomorrow will be going down to JP1 to see Princess. Hopefully she will not ask me how have I been. As I do not know how should I say how have I been really?

Thanks everyone for being there when I needed you guys. I really wish I can be stronger than now. I really hope.

Wrapped Up August 2011

2011-09-10T02:03:00.000-07:00

Happy 4th Anniversay for Jie!!! (010811)
Its 4th Anniversary for Jie (Ivy Tan) where she enters Yes933 for her DJ-ing career. I am very happy for her that she now had alot of fans and the IvyTan Yes933 Fanzpage is growing each day!

Jie, you may not know, no matter what, I will always be there to support you. Even if you forget me. I will never forget you. I am very happy that you now have Onered, Yuitleng and many others who supported you wholeheartedly. Way to go, Jie. I am sure you can be very popular as time goes by.

HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY DJ-ING IN YES933 for IVY TAN!!!! Woooohooooo~~~

010811 (Monday)
Today is Jie's Anniversary and also a day I extended my MC. To date, I had took 6 days and I do not really intend to take some more days but this time round was due to diarrhea!

I know it was kinda late to get MC today but I had no choice but to get it as I am still having diarrhea which is already out of control. Doctor given me 2 days MC. Which now added up to 8 days of MC. Hoping that it will not affect my GPA for the modules.

Hopefully I can really be healthy real soon. Bless me with lots of luck and get well soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO APPLE OH!!! (050911)
Today was a day for you, Apple! May all your wishes comes true and lots of happy returns. I specially picked the present for you and specially wrapped it. I seldom wrapped present that nicely. Because its you, that's why I will spent time and effort.

I din know that you will be that happy upon receiving it. I was glad that you love it. Thanks for being my friend when the rest turn me away. Thanks for being there when I needed you. Thanks for telling me that I am not alone. Love you lots, Apple!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CQ!!! (150811)
Today is your day, CQ! I never failed to prepare a present for you. This time was a thumbdrive which may come handy to you. Saw it one day when I window shopping at Tampines area and first in my mind was to buy it for you.

Did not really know if you love this present. What I knew is, no matter what I gave you, you will say Thanks. Recently had many ups and super many downs. Thanks so much that you were there to encourage me. Especially during my UTs. I know you doubt that I can pull through the whole semester. Not blaming you as it was my fault for failing to do so previously. You have every right to doubt me. But since it was something which I am working hard for. So there is no reason of giving it up. Furthermore, you had always been giving me encouragements and it is time for me to show you results of the encouragements.

No matter what, I will always support you. Take care and may you be forever famous and have lots of programmes. What I love to see is your happy smile and the way you help us. May your restaurant business blooms and live happily ever after! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIBIN JIE!!! (160811)
Today is your day. Although was upset as the bday bash was cancelled. But glad that you are doing very well. I specially picked this gift for you. Hopefully you would like it.

Thanks for encouraging me and thanks for cheering me up. I know you appreciate our efforts. I am glad to be one of your fans.

Hereby bless you with great health, happy forever and pretty forever! Forever Hot MAMA!!! :D

180811 (Thursday)
I guess maybe I would forget today but I will never forget Kaiting. I know you had been fighting back your tears and you will only be back to Singapore end of the year. That seems not very long and neither was it very short.

But I just want to let you know, I will miss you everyday. We had a great laugh today and took photos to remember today. I do not want to make you cry. I also do not wish to cry in front of you.

Take care, Kaiting, I know you will. I am gonna miss your laugh and do come back double size oh! Shall date you when you came back. I will also work hard on my studies. Thanks for telling me that I can do it. Thanks for being there when I needed. Thanks for all the care, love and concern. Lastly, thanks for helping me making the CQ's fanzpage so happening!

220811 (Monday)
Finally a day which we were looking forward to. First UT3 paper starts today. The first UT3 will be Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving! Sounds like easy paper but was not that easy.

I only got C+ for UT1 and B for UT2. Hopefully another B for UT3! I had prepared for it and ensure that I will not make any careless mistakes. My classroom allocation will be W35N. Everyday the classroom will be different and you will not be placed with your classmates unless you are that lucky!

Strive for B! Hopefully I really can get B again!

230811 (Tuesday)
Today is Organisational Behaviour, a module which I am quite confidence in. Classroom allocation is W14N, Block W1, Level 4 and Classroom N.

I got B for UT1 and C+ for UT2. So I hope for a B for UT3. Had been studied hard for this module with the tips from module chair during the OB Clinic 3. I was only not quite sure when comes to understand what is ZOPA and what is BATNA. But overall, it was not bad.

Strive for B and hopefully can really get B! :D

240811 (Wednesday)
Today is third paper for UT3, it is Science, classroom W35B. It is a subject where I have not much confidence but so far I got C for both UT1 and UT2. So hopefully I can also get C for UT3.

Not pinning much hope was basically due to me not able to catch some of the lessons. Luckily it will be open notes test where we can refer to the 6Ps for assistance.

Basically, the paper today is consider normal. Maybe will have chance for C.

Strive for C and hopefully can really get C! :D

250811 (Thursday)
Last two paper! Today is Communication Practices, classroom allocation is W16P. Really do not know why they change the classroom allocation everyday. But glad that I am place in W block.

I got D for UT1 and E for UT2, hopefully I can strive for C for UT3. I am really missing Mrs B who taught us for first few lessons after which she was disappearing due to pregnancy. Anyway, I prepared for today's paper so guess will not make the same stupid mistakes like I did in UT2.

Strive for C! I know I can do it! :D

260811 (Friday)
Finally last paper! Had blessing from Jie last night that I will do well today and also from Princess. I wish I can really do well as what they believe in me.

Today will be having Mathematics and classroom allocation will be W14C! My results for UT1 was E and UT2 was C+. Thanks Fatin and Brandon for coaching me Mathematics for my UT2.

Thanks Yuquan for coaching me for today's paper. But I guess I have let your effort gone down the drain. I also let those who thought I could do well down. Wasted all their efforts. Now I only can pray hard that I can get C for this UT3.

Although its last paper and I should be celebrating. But I totally no mood to celebrate! May I be really bless with great luck that I can get C+ for this paper!

290811 (Monday)
Today programme was rather packed but with happy notes. I am meeting Huihui, Sunita and Letchimi for lunch. Thanks Sunita for the treat at Thai Express. The food is marvelous!

We had great laugh and shared many things from the voting of the President to F1 upcoming things. It had been very long since we last had lunch together. I am happy that you guys did not forget me.

After lunch, I accompany Huihui to buy things for her kite before I walk her back to Income. Afterwhich, I went to be postwoman for delivering the gifts to Music Clinic for upcoming Teachers' Day gift and also delivering to FM Music for the three teachers.

Evening time, I meeting YH, WP and OL for dinner and we had a great laugh too. I am also happy that YH is getting married and I am so going to her wedding dinner to witness this happy moments.

Wonder when will be me? Probably not so soon. Maybe after my studies. What a great Monday I have! Thanks for all the happy moments and great laugh! We shall arrange for next meeting soon. Bear with me, forever busy lady... :D

310811 (Wednesday)
Its a day we meet out to celebrate YC's bday! We went to DIY the cake, bought him gift and head down to meet him afterwhich we went to POMO to meet the rest and head down for dinner. Funfilled day for us~ Hopefully YC likes our present. :D

Wrapped Up July 2011(2)

2011-09-10T01:13:00.000-07:00

16 July 2011 (Saturday)
Finally its Saturday. Today I date my usual kakis to go IMM to look for someone whom I super miss as super long never see her already. She is none other than my God-sister, Ivy Tan!

Today she have event at IMM for Lala Xu Jia Ying. Although I am not Jia Ying's hardcore fan but I find her very talented and cute. She is so small size and when she stand beside Jie, she look super petite.

We had lots of fun at there and sing along with Lala when we knew the lyrics. Thanks Yuitleng and Onered for helping me to take picture with Jie. If not, I guess I will never take with her as I am still shy. (Not like me right? Hehehehehe...)

22 July 2011 (Friday)
I do not really know was it due to the Nasi Lemak which I bought from the malay store at AMK Hub Level 1 or was it the Longan Almond Ice that caused the whole turmor. But I am pretty sure it was not my homecooked food that caused the pain.

I woke up with a sharp pain on my gastric. Normally, after taking the medication prescribed by the family doctor, I can at least ease the pain bit by bit.

Today was not the case anymore. The pain was not even eased. It got even more severe but I decided to wait and see for tomorrow since it's Saturday and I can get to rest at home. Pray hard that I will get well soon as soon will be the last lessons for all the modules. I do not wish to miss any lessons.

25 July 2011 (Monday)
I wasn't expected to take any MC today but the pain still won't leave me alone. Plus I have run out of my savings to see the family doctor last friday. Left with no choice, I went to Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic as it was cheaper.

Seen the doctor, took 2 days MC from the doctor who repeatedly asked me was it due to stress. Why would one think it was due to stress and not that I really had gastric pain due to some other factors?

Anyway, I seldom took so many days MC. This round it had became 3 days MC since last Friday. Was not even expected to have more coming up as I really do not wish to miss any lessons. Pray super hard that I can really be cured real soon.

27 July 2011 (Wednesday)
I had already tried all I can and I had exhausted all the money for my 3 days MC, still the pain seems to love me super much that the medications given are of no help at all. Can you imagine that all the medications that you used to take were of no use for curing?

Left with no choice as I am still feeling very pain and unable to attend school, I went back to Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic again. This round, the doctor was reluctant to issue me 3 days MC as it was against the rules to give me 3 days. She suggested if the medication does not help a little by tomorrow, I have no choice but to go A & E for further examination. What! Did she mentioned A & E? Yes, she did as she see me in pain and she also stressed that if it wasn't due to stress at school, than I really have to go see specialist to cure it once and for all. But where on earth to find money for A & E when I am only a student with no income?

What I can only do is pray that her medicines can really of some help to ease my pain a little by little. Already exceeded my usual records of taking MC. It was already 5 days MC. Can you imagine how much money I had spent on this 5 days MC? It was almost $60 if were to estimate! Pray real hard I can really escape from this pain...

29 July 2011 (Friday)
I really had no choice, plus the pain is really killing me. I had used up all the methods which I used to use it for curing the pain. Till last night when I really could not get out of my bed for dinner, I begged my mother to give me money to go A & E today to cure it once and for all.

I was all alone to go A & E today. Plus, the pain is making me almost could not sleep. I tossed and turned till almost 4am than I can finally sleep. Went to A & E was not a very great experience. Never imagine I would ever went there but no choice I have to go there.

Tan Tock Seng Hopital, took cab down and walked myself to A & E. Went through the whole registration and consultation. I was given dripped as the doctor thinks I needed two packs. They also took blood samples to test for whatever thing they want to test. I was also given medication which taste like peppermint drink. Then I was pushed to a place where all the patients waiting to either for rest and then discharged or to admit to hospital if condition worsen. To be placed there all alone and I do not really know if I can really sleep, I keep waking up every 5 minutes till I finally decided to sit up and wait for the medication to take effects.

I can feel I am very sleepy and the pain finally ease a bit. As I was terrified that I had to stay in hospital, I asked for discharged. By then first pack of drip was already used up but took 2 hours to finish dripping. The nurse also puzzled how come it was dripping that slow. She helped me changed another pack while she called for the doctor to come to check if I can be discharged.

Luckily I can discharged but I wasted the 2nd packet of drip as it was only 1/10 used. I was scheduled for a followup on 7th September 2011 to decide if I needed any scope test as my latest scope test done was in 2006. God! That was really very long time ago! Alright, what's important now was I am able to be discharged! I quickly went down to collect my medication and left for quick brunch after which I went home for rest. The medication is really making me sleepy. Thank god, I am about to recover soon!

30 July 2011 (Saturday)
I was a bit stupid for not stressing that I had diarrhea ever since I had my gastric pain. Today diarrhea got worsen while my gastric condition was improving. I went in and out of the toilet almost every 10 minutes.

I am not making it big but it was really that serious. I diarrhea till nothing to come out already. Till my leg was feeling weak but still I am able to walk around and even went down to buy my dinner. How strange I am?

Summarized it, I took 6 days of MC due to this deadly gastric pain which the TTSH doctor diagnosed as GASTRITIS. Sounds very chimilogy word. I guessed it was some kind of virus. Hopefully I can really return back to school as I had already missed a lot of lessons. It will be last week for school next week. By hook or by crook I must get back to school. Hopefully I can get well soon.

Wrapped Up July 2011(1)

2011-07-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

010711 (Friday)
Today is a new day of July. It is also a day more to weekend. Next week start will be UT2. As usual, the first UT2 will be Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving, followed by Science and then Mathematics, than will be Communication Practice and lastly Organisational Behaviour.

Today's Cognitive was not bad and we have to decide if we are going for the revision class tomorrow that was set up by the Science facilitator.

I had replied to say I am going but since I am about to lost my voice, I doubt I can make it tomorrow. Hence I do not know if I should tell him. I remembered I did asked him if there is only 1 of us who will be attending, will the revision be still on, his replied was, it will still be on as it is actually a combination of classes.

I really could not figure what I do not really understand. Hence I stayed back and hoping someone can just guide me along for my Mathematics than my Science.

Thanks to my lovely classmates who helped me in my Mathematics. I guess I might be doing a bit better than my UT1. I hope I will not get E again though UT results stands 50% of the total grades but still it means a lot to me. I do not want to fail and repeat.

God, please give me super power to tide over this UT2 battle!

020711 (Saturday)
Today is just a typical Saturday. Rejected all the events that I was supposed to be at, concentrating on what to focus for the upcoming UT2 for Science first. I totally gave up in studying Cognitive. I guess Monday I will be dead when handling Cognitive.

After having my tasty maggie mee brunch, I start on writing notes into the note book from Lesson 1 and hoping I can finished till lesson 8.

Sad to say, I am too slow and I could only finished till lesson 5. That is so unproductive of me. Anyway, Saturday is meant for me to relax but I am making myself so tense. Who tell my results for Science UT1 was a C. I wish to get better grades so that I can pass my Science module.

Still quite upset that I cannot go for events and missed seeing Mary jie and all. So no life for me this week.

040711 (Monday)
Today is Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving UT2! No preparation means failed. Though I have all the 6Ps to help me, but still think not really enough. The concepts I have not really understood.

Just pray hard the questions came out will not be that difficult for me to answer. How sia? I really do not know if I can really pass my Cognitive this round. Anyway, just do my best and hope that Lady Luck will be with me this round.

Finally, its over and no use of brooding when I did not work for it. Shall concentrate on my Science and Mathematics first. Revision for Science started today. Sad to say I already lost my voice. How should I asked when I do not have voice. Whole day was so quiet me.

Thanks to lovely classmates who came and taught me Science. I am now more confidence.

050711 (Tuesday)
Today we are supposed to have grooming talk. A talk to remind us that no more shorts, no more casual wear when it comes to 2nd year of study.

It is also changing group day. I shall learn how to blend into the new group now. As for now, just remain silence.

After today, we learnt that we can use BB cream to replace foundation. Make up is to protect us against UV ray. So I should learn how to do simple makeup soon.

Maybe I should prepare myself for 2nd year and be professional hotel worker.

060711 (Wednesday)
Its UT2 for Science! Consider prepared for it. But still could not really say I am fully confidence in getting a good grade. Just hoping a passed.

But the questions given was not what I had seen before. All the notes that I had been trying to draft was of little help. End up, I sort of anyhow did the questions.

Felt like crying but I did not. Pray hard that Lady Luck will bless me for passing grade.

080711 (Friday)
TGIF! But there is nothing to be happy about. In fact, we were so tensed up that we did not really interested in having Cognitive lesson today. Furthermore, the facilitator was not in good mood as she was sick. Hence she told us to do our own PDT and than she will discuss with us directly.

We sense her foul mood but was not really hoping for any better. I was especially tensed up as I do not know if I did enough examples to lead me to understand how to do the questions just at one glance.

Luckily one of the question appeared in UT1 before. Hence, I sort of knowing how to solve it.

Just hope I can get a pass in Mathematics UT2. Pray real hard!

090711 (Saturday)
Its gathering day! Though I have not really did the notes for Communication and was brooding over my Science UT2. I was doing transferring and pasting all the way to make out the so-called notes for Communication.

Ivy reached around 4plus as she was stucked in the traffic jammed. We had lots of fun chatting that we were asked to lower down volume at once.

In the end, we did planking outside Marina Square which attracts a lot of people watching. I really had great laugh and fun. Thanks to all of them, new friends and usual clicks and also belove Jie~

120711 (Tuesday)
Its Communication UT2! It is also Mathematics class. Facilitator was so kind and gave only one team to present and rest do practice questions and practice exercises.

Can say our team was lucky this round as we are doing practice questions. I managed to do it correctly though at first it seems like I did wrong.

Here comes the Communication UT2 and I was already stunned when I looked at the first questions. Then came 2nd and following questions. I missed out the pathos thingy and hence there goes my 1mark. Super down and sad. Last paper will be Organisational Behaviour. I did not know what is my grade for UT1, hope it will be out soon.

140711 (Thursday)
Today is last UT2 exam, it is OB. I got B for UT1, I was so happy but at the same time felt that I should work harder so that I will achieve the marks not due to moderation.

I did all the notes by myself and hope it will be of help. The facilitator knew we will be having hard time to do revision, hence he do off the PPT which means we also do not need to do PDT. So we can have more time for revision. What he asked us to do will be each team will come out with 3 questions and hopefully we are able to spot some questions.

When it was time for UT2, I was very worried. I do not know if what I had studied will help me in answering the questions. Just hope it will be and I can get B again.

Thanks to CQ for the encouragements and knew I can do it again. I really wonder where he can find the faith in me. Just appreciated his faith in me.

Wrapped Up June 2011(3)

2011-06-30T21:01:00.000-07:00

27 June 2011 (Monday)
Typical school day with unusual long hours of spending in school. Reason being, I am too quick to select to attend this CE talk in HR Strategies which will start from 4.15pm-5.30pm.

Sad to say the speaker was caught up in traffic jams and came only at 4.40pm. Fearing that it will dragged the whole thing till 6pm, hence some already left after signing in.

During the whole presentations, I saw a guy next to me was sleeping. I was actually sleepy but cannot sleep as I fear later I am unable to write RJ. Hence I pay more attention during the talk. Ironicly, I do not choose HR as my module. But I chose Hotel as my core. Am I a hotel person? I am really not sure. But I am definitely not a HR person.

Thanks god that the whole thing ended just slightly later than 5.30pm. But by the time I reached home with that slow coach bus, it was already 7plus pm. Time to catch my favourite drama at Channel 8 and rest for the day. Still thinking when will I need to do that RJ, hope it will not be difficult. :D

28 June 2011 (Tuesday)
Was telling myself, no matter what today have to attend this workshop as I will be able to get the hang of knowing chemistry at least the basic.

Together with two other classmates, we went to queue for the attendance taking. Thanks god that seat was reserved for us by one of my classmate's friend.

I was so tired that I could not concentrate well in the whole workshop and keep yawning. Plus, the facilitator or was it the module chair did not really teach in depth. He is just merely repeating what was being taught in class during the 6P presentations.

Interval, they gave out the worksheets and asked us to spend 30 minutes to complete it, but did not go through the answers with us.

We were told that attendance stands 1 ND CE points and we need to get 50% correct for the quiz at the end of the workshop in order for us to get another 1 points. If I knew it will be that way, I guess I rather not attend. :X

In the end, I learnt nothing and fearing I will fail this time round. I should get help from friends now. Hopefully I can be in time to get help and somehow brush up my scores for the upcoming UT. Not hoping for A's, if get C's I will be contented.

29 June 2011 (Wednesday)
It is unusual for me to attend gathering on weekdays. CBS gathering made it special as it falls on Wednesday evening. The venue is Crazy World Cafe, a place I never been to and located in Chinatown.

But got chance to meet Diya and Carrie, that cheers me up a lot. It had been a long time since we last met. Keep wondering when was the last time I met them, was it at Music Clinic or was it at some events? The memory was so far. They are really nice bunch of ladies.

Recalling how I came to know them, it was through Music Clinic or was it through Xiaohan lao shi and Jim lao shi? I really mixed up. Anyway, knowing them really cheers me up. Dee always forget my name and Cee always the one remembering my name. Their smiles always brightens my days without fail.

It is my first time attending the gathering but will never be the last, I promise. They talked about their feelings to us, how they cope with their struggles and how our little words can motivates them to continue working.

We reached at 7pm plus and ate our dinner there. Than was asked to leave the cafe first while they re-arranged the space so that it will be spacious for us to sit and stand to watch it. They started singing Xiao Dong Zhuo. That really bring up the atmosphere to high point.

I like the ambience there and I like the fact that we are close even though we seldom chat and seldom meet. The most humour part was when Dee said till so emotional but the song that they going to sing turns out to be happy songs. I can feel how they feel when they met dead ends. But glad that they never give up and glad that I can be part of the fanclub though I am not really fan member.

They made me so embarassed when Dee started saying out my twitter name as HaiMianBaoBao. Than Cee added that I always will ask them do they remember me and my name. But today I remain very quiet and enjoying the whole gathering. Interval, we were asked to write a letter to 1 year later us to tell the feelings we had today and what we wish to achieve in 1 year time. We were each given a letter paper and envelope. I did not write a lot but imagine you are writing for the time capsule? 1 year later when you received this letter, how will you feel for 1 year ago you?

I envy Cee and Dee's courage and their energy level. They are always so high and so energetic. How I wish I can be like them. Though I know I can never be like them for now. But I will be working my way to be like them.

Thanks Dee and Cee for making my Wednesday night so happening. It's a pity that I have to leave early today as I have lesson tomorrow. But I really enjoyed myself and really happy that they never forget me and they will remember me as who I am. Never will they look down on me. Thanks CBS for giving me power to smile.

30 June 2011 (Thursday)
Today I cried. Why I cried> I also do not really know why. Maybe because I can no longer take it. I know they do not like me for whatever reasons they have. For whatever stereotyping mindset they have.

But no matter how hard I tried I can never break this wall. Imagine you will never fall for someone in the class and they kept making fun of you?

I really do not know how long I can endure. Why I am so weak? Why I am so easy target to be bullied? Some facts that is not even facts but I have to let it be and ignore.

Can you imagine how hurt it can be when you are trying so hard to please them and yet they never appreciate you and never take into the account that you do have feelings?

Anyway, fortunately is, we will not be classmates for long. We will change every 6 months. Just hope for the better. :D

I was telling one of my friend, if one day I cannot take it, I might do something silly. She told me if that day were to come, find her. She will do it with me. I guess that is friendship which keeps me alive.

I cherish friendship and I wish they also do. But why they treat me this way? I really do not know. What went wrong? I guess I will never found the answers.

Its end of June. Time passes so fast without you realising it is passing. Imagine the first time I step into RP as a vistor and now as a student.

Still remember the very first day, I kept asking myself, is it really real that I am a student in RP? Am I really a student now? Full time student?

Since April till now, 1st semester of Year 1 will end soon. What have I achieved? Looks like nothing in real. I yearn for friendship but it always failed me. I yearn for someone who really knows me well, it turns out to be only the friends I made outside knows me well and trust me fully. Never breaks my heart and never will they fails to make me smile.

I do not know why I become so sentimental, so emotional. I just realised, I no longer is me. Where is the old me? Where have I lost to? Where can I find me?

Typical Saturday 180611

2011-06-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

What does typical Saturday means to you?

Well, to me, it will be sleep sleep sleep the whole day without doing anything. Basically is just lazing away at home. My ways to kill typical Saturday will be, first have a very yummy brunch, watch DVD for few hours, waiting for Mum to bring home goodies for snacks, sleep again till evening time to catch the drama series on Channel 8, dinner cum supper and sleep!

For today there will be changes as I discovered that I haven't blog for such a long time. Almost a month plus ago was my last blog dates. So unproductive it can be.

Since CQ is now in Changmai filming for his charity variety show, Ivy Jie in Phillipines for her enjoyable diving holiday, no events informations on hand. So it will mean it is a stay home Saturday.

So I decided to start blogging on days with happening events. Well, my happenings to you may not be happenings. But it is my way to record and read in future to put smiles on my face.

Ever since I started my life as purely a student. Life this way is only school home school home. How no life is me? Luckily, at some breaks, I have gatherings to attend and also mini get together.

I know I have not been very active in some planning of gathering. I will soon adjust and will be arranging for some mini gatherings soon. The upcoming gathering which needs to plan will be Jie's gathering for her fans. It is rather tedious and hence, I created an email account to better facilitate us to carry out this gathering. But first, we need Jie to give us the date and she will only give us after she came back from Phillipines. Hopefully it will not clashed with any of my plans. Anyway, felt very happy for her as she is now more and more popular.

Not to bored you further with words, as some of my friends said my blogs is filled with words and only words. That is also due to, I am not a very creative people and neither am I IT savvy. Hence, do not blame me for bores you guys as this blog that was created is meant for myself to read and smile and laugh.

Time to sleep again and replenish energy. So I shall end here and will try to blog as often as possible. Hopefully the next blog will not take 1 month plus to post. Preparing for next upcoming UT. I need to really pull up my socks and wake up my IDEA! Pray hard for next week where the UT1 results will be out. I already saw my Science UT1 where I got C. Seems not bad with good as grade. If I can pass my Mathematics, that is really MIRACLE~~~

Alright, zhou gong is calling me. Bye bye readers, if any, I will try try try to blog often. Wish you guys great health, happy and good looking forever. Bless all with great lucks too. :D

HaPpY bIrThDaY iVy JiE~~~ 160611

2011-06-18T09:43:00.000-07:00

Its my sweetest and coolest Jie's bday today. She is going to Phillipines for her enjoyable diving holiday while me stressing on the last UT1 paper of this semester.

Without her to say jiayous on air this morning, really feeling that something was missing somehow.

But glad that she will be enjoying later, puts a smile on my face.

Talking about how long I knew her, I did not know for how long. I just knew that time when I first started her very first fanspage on facebook, she was very shocked and thankful. Though initially the response wasn't that great and at times, it was not that active.

It was only recently when she hosted the night programme where she becoming more and more popular with many of the powerful fans who supported her throughout her hosting slots.

When I started school, I felt very sad as I could not support her programme for most of the days. I only get to hear her programme every Friday night as Saturday have no lesson and I could catch till 2am without worrying I will have sleepy heads the next day.

She did not blame me and we also did not drift further due to this. When we did a mini celebration on 14th June 2011 (Tuesday), she was very happy and suprised for the celebrations though she knew we will be meeting her at RG.

When I saw her smiles and happiness, all the tiredness and stress somehow disappeared. I love to see her smile and say thanks to us for brightened her nights.

Jie, want to tell you, no matter what, I will always be your meimei. No matter if I can support your programme on night slot, you will always be the best in my heart. Looking forward for this gathering. Hopefully, you will be happy.

Happy Birthday to you, Jie(Ivy). May you be forever happy, forever healthy and forever cool! Also forever famous and pretty. Happy sweet 18th Bday!

Wrapped Up June 2011(2)

2011-06-18T09:02:00.000-07:00

140611 (Tuesday)
Its 2nd day of lesson after the 11 days break. How fast time passes without you notice. There goes the break and there comes endless problems to be solve every study day.

Today is also the 2nd last UT1 of this semester. It is Communication. This round, I had some preparations with notes done for this module. Basically was just transferring the slides into Microsoft Word documents kind of action. This was being taught by the OB module chair during the workshop which I attended during the break.

Today's lesson is Mathematics on area under curve in the graph. It is supposed to be easier problem to be solve. I think it is, hope the facilitator won't give us hard questions to solve. Our team were given 2 questions to presents to the class. The end results to us was not bad but not sure what will it be to the facilitator.

I took the compiled slides done by Fatin and started to revise on the Communication. Hopefully something will get into my head at least. Maybe was due to nervous, I did not open the slides that she had prepared. Instead, I opened the MW documents which I did.

When the time comes to UT1, I was feeling very nervous again. I wonder when will I not feel nervous. I still remembered that previous UT which were invigilated by this Mathematics facilitator, she mentioned that we were angels during this 45minutes of total silence. I do not know why she do not like us being noisy. But I thought discussions were meant to be noisy with 25 students in the class or at least 20 students in the class.

Anyway, the UT questions for me was not bad but maybe due to nervous, I find it difficult to answered them all. I almost not able to finish the whole UT questions when the facilitator reminded us for last 5 minutes. Hence, I did not really double check my answers but was sure that I did not leave any blanks.

Pray hard that I will score a pass for this UT. If not, I really have to buck up and strive for UT2 and UT3 so as to pass this module with breeze. Will I be able to do it? I have to and I will work towards. Many people have faith in me and I have to prove that their faith did not failed.

Jiayouz Elaine, you can definately do it!

150611 (Wednesday)
Its Wednesday and a day I am looking forward to as it is once again COMMUNICATION lesson. I do not know why I am so looking forward to. Maybe I am hoping to see Mrs B again after such a long time for not having her to facilitate us.

Sad to say, she again did not come to school. I bet this pregnancy had made her suffers which made her unable to come to work. Hope she will be fine soon and come back to facilitate us.

Today's topic was on editing a newsletter article to make it publisable in school magazine. It covers on basic manners in Singapore teenagers. There was this STOMP article on two students in their uniform sitting at the entrance of the MRT trains causing an obstruction and inconveniences for passengers to board and to alight the train.

We need to change some of the contents and also need to mention STOMP or any resources which we used for this newsletter article. It sounds so difficult but we somehow managed to get it through and work things out.

The facilitator who came to relief our class, to us, she is super hyper for some reasons. But we do not know why she will be so hyper to relief us. Anyway, she is trying to make the lesson more interactive and lively. I bet she can be a director then. Or maybe a pre-school teacher.

Time passes fast and looks like our lesson will end fast too. Which is great! As we will have more time to do our quiz, evaluations of peers and self and also completing RJ.

How I miss Mrs B. Hopefully she will be back next Wednesday with baby growing inside her womb. :D

160611 (Thursday)
Finally, last paper for UT1, Organizational Behaviour. Did not really remember if I did this module before when I was in PSB Academy. But somehow, I remember I saw before Maslow thingy. Anyway, today is also OB lesson.

How stressful it can be when you have the UT just on the lesson itself. It can be also not stressful where you can get to clear your doubts before the UT. The facilitator promise to release us early so as to allow us to do revision. He also knew we were all very tired for some reasons.

Today's presentation was not as what he thought that successful as he did not gave us any directions as to what to be presented. Hence he said he will not penalized us badly on the presentations. I guess he will look at the RJ and allocate our daily grades.

Once again, I did the MW documents notes and also, I bought the text book and was wondering will I be using the text book for reference later during the UT. Anyway, since they say open book, so I better bring the book to safe guard myself.

When the time comes for UT, everyone look relaxed. I was a bit tensed and nervous. Thanks to CQ who gave me jiayouz on air just now, that really boost my confidence a little and made me a bit relaxed. I would also like to thank him for his trust in me that I can definately do it.

When browsing the first questions, I was a bit relieved. The questions seems to be easy. I looked at the notes I prepared just to confirmed if I am wrong or not. But when comes to inserting the choices in terms of priority, I became nervous and kept changing the answers.

Then I began to attempt the next questions and the next. As it came till further questions, it became harder each time. The notes does not seems to be of any help as it also needs some prior knowledge. I was very disappointed in myself for not able to do well in the UT.

Luckily, I managed to finish all the questions without leaving blanks and had some time to check if I had missed out any questions. Just praying hard that the results will not be very bad.

To celebrate ending of UT1, I treat myself a cup of Sweet Talk Champange Grape Milk Tea. Though I wasn't happy with the UT end products of mine. But I will buck up and work hard for the upcoming UT2 in July. Time really flies and the UT2 is so near yet so far!

All the best for all of my classmates and me. Hope for the best in UT1 and better in UT2 and UT3!!!

Wrapped Up June 2011(1)

2011-06-18T05:55:00.000-07:00

1st June 2011 (Wednesday)
Its last day before the so call 2 weeks break. I already have plan on how to spend my break wisely.

Today is Problem Solving lesson instead of the usual Communication lesson. It is due to all have to end by Problem 6. Hence the lessons will be jumping up. I met a little problems but was soon resolved before the presentation. I have to apologise to my team mates as I did not contributed anything for today's problem as I really do not understand it.

Thanks for not blaming me much as I did not help much. Also thanks for being forgiving and allow me to do the presentations well.

Its starting of June and also starting of planning for 2 of my friends birthday gift. I online asking for friends' contribution for one of my friend's present. She hoping to get a video camera to aid in the events shooting as the camera which we bought for her in previous birthday gift failed to capture it well.

The response initially not good. But hopefully the outcome will be good. Happy June holiday to those in Primary School, Secondary School and maybe JCs. But happy 11 days holiday for RP students.

2nd June 2011 (Thursday)
Though it is first day of the 11 days break, here I am in school for workshop on Acquiring Essential Skills in Organisation. Not due to there is CE points for this workshop but is due to there will be tips in preparing for the upcoming UT.

I thought since it is break, so might not have much people attended. But when I reached the place, there was a queue for attendance taking. I went to ladies first before joining the queue. Though I brought my laptop along but since I worried that my laptop will be down due to my battery will be dead after few hours. Hence I took notes in my small notebook. I taken down the notes according to the module chair's mentioned. Intervals of each lesson slides, there is mini quiz which enable us to understand better.

I find it more confidence to tackle the upcoming UT1. Wonder will there be the same workshop when comes to UT2 and UT3. Hopefully there is. I learnt a lot after this workshop and will use the notes to prepare my UT notes for the upcoming UT.

5th June 2011 (Sunday)
Its Evonne's birthday. I did not remembered for how long we had known each other. But I am happy to be her friend. We are same age and have some kind of similar characteristics and mentality.

Sad to say, I wasn't able to be there to celebrate her birthday. Even so, I wish she will read this and I can express my greetings for her.

Knowing her is my pleasure. Through her, I learnt a lot. With her help, I am able to make the fan club a success. Also through her, we had made gathering a success too. Just want to wish her Happy Birthday. Sorry that I could not really fulfilled her birthday wish for a video camera. But I just hope she is happy when she received the sum of money.

Wish her happy, health and pretty forever. Wish her with great health and happy forever. May our friendship soar and friends forever.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVONNE!!!

7th June 2011 (Tuesday)
Its our first class gathering! A day I am looking forward for to build bonds in between all classmates and clear all misunderstanding if there is.

I meeting Apple at 1pm at Yishun as we live quite near each other. After which we took bus to Tampines to meet Germaine, Cherlyn, Yiping, Leona, Brandon, Pei Xian and Derrick for purchasing stuffs needed for the chalet.

After which, we took bus to Changi where we bought drinks, ice and some other stuffs which we did not buy at Tampiness. We took some photos before we headed down to the chalet located opposite the Old Changi Hospital, Yatch Club Chalet B (not knowing if it is correct in my memory).

Since we do not know where is the chalet as we did not book it. Hence, we called up Ivan to direct us to the chalet. Upon reaching chalet, I realised, it wasn't what I imagined. Anyway, it is the very first chalet.

I did not tell most of them, but I had bad feelings upon reaching the chalet. Maybe partly was due to it is old chalet, partly is also I am worried I will be party spoiler. Luckily, we broke the ice and started chatting inside the room. We also played Murderer using poker cards. It is fun and we also chatted in between.

I felt that our friendship is closer each time when we chatted. Just hope that we can be friends forever and I really enjoyed being with them. After that, I left with Apple as her sister came and fetch her home. I took the ride was due to its on the way. They dropped me at Khatib where I took a bus home with smiles as I felt that I had some bonding with some of them. Hopefully, there will not be anymore misunderstanding as I wish to make friends not enemies in school. Thanks W47C. We certainly will have our next gathering and next and next.

10th June 2011 (Friday)
Its Friday and a happy Friday. Long time never had fun and laughter. Meeting Evonne first after that meeting Steven, Xingyu, Faith and Yiting. It is my first time seeing Yiting. She is so pretty.

We were initially stucked in where should we go as Marina Square seems to be not very good choice as it was crowded with people going for the IT Show and also events in MS. In the end, we set the venue to be the Hong Kong Cafe under MS.

Since the seats inside the cafe was full. The manager suggested that we take the seats outside. We agreed and they went to prepare the seats for us. We ordered the food and then we chatted on many things under the moon. (why not sun as it is already evening time)

We chatted on many incidents happened between us. Experiences we had and cracking many jokes. It was really long time since I had a great laugh. Thanks to all who made my Friday so happening.

Our ending conclusion is Red is friendly colour and blue is unfriendly colour. HAPPY FRIDAY!

Wrapped Up May 2011(3)

2011-06-18T04:50:00.000-07:00

230511 (Monday)
Nervous nervous~ Today is the very first Understanding Test after so many lessons. Though knowing it will be open book test, but we are not allowed to have any written notes on papers but we are allowed to refer to the 6P slides for each lessons. The test is from Lesson 1 till Lesson 5.

It will be a 45minutes test. But I am very nervous that I cannot finished on time and in turn failed the whole test. Some more, it will be on Mathematics lesson day when this first UT is. I am always worried in Mathematics lesson that I could not have any contributions to the team and bring down the whole team's marks. Luckily that the facilitator is kind, she gave us presentation which seems to be easy ways to do powerpoint slides.

When the time comes to the UT1 starting, the feeling of nervous is crawling inside my body. That is especially due to I did not study much before the UT1. When I look at the first question, it is not difficult. But as I scrolled down it gets harder each question. I am getting more and more nervous but forcing myself to calm down and managed to complete all before the time is up.

I did some check and ensure that I had answered all the questions and not leaving blanks. Hopefully, I did not score very badly. If I did badly, I will work hard in UT2 and UT3 which will be harder than UT1 as it is accumulative test. Also hope that the daily grade can help to pull me up. Wednesday will be another UT, so have to start a little revision before I regret.

250511 (Wednesday)
Its Wednesday but can be bad Wednesday to me. Though I am always looking forward for Wednesday's lesson, Introduction to Communication, where I will be facilitate by my favourite facilitator, Mrs B.

But sad to say, Mrs B did not come for lesson today. Probably is due to her pregnancy. This facilitator is so pretty. She is also very lively. The lesson became lively and many of us commented she is very pretty. Not saying Mrs B not pretty ok. :D

Since it is Science UT1, she will be releasing us from lesson early. She giving us more time to do revision. I guess it helps as it boost my confidence a little. Though I had made some small notes on the card, but I did not refer to it. What I did was, I open all the 6P slides and prepare for the UT to be starting.

Science first few lessons was simple for me to understand but as the facilitator left the school to relieve in Sports school, we were all facilitated by very bad facilitator who does not help us much and in turn, we unable to understand the lesson. More over, I had forgotten all about physics. Hence, I could not understand the whole lessons even though I have 6P after the lessons.

I just pray that the questions will be simple and enable us to pass at least. When I look at the first lesson, I find that I had to refer to 6P to confirm my answers. Luckily I am able to finish all questions on time and did some check to ensure no blanks in the answers and also to correct any wrongful answers that was being typed in.

I know I did very badly. Hoping I did not fail that badly. Have to get ready for the most fearing UT in my modules. That is Mathematics which will be on Friday. Hopefully I am able to get at least half of the 6Ps into my head and do well in the whole UT.

270511 (Friday)
Its finally FRIDAY. But we have to have 3 more lessons before we will be having our so called 2 weeks break. But today we have UT1 for Mathematics.

It is also celebration as our facilitator for Science is finally back. Just a pity that he came back late as our UT was already over. When he was going through the UT answers, I was very worried that I could not scored well. Worst was, I was unable to start my computer and had to restart the computer. Hence, I did not concentrate much on the answers for UT1.

Wanted to ask him if I failed all UTs, what other ways we can make ourselves pass the module? Does daily grades help in passing the modules?

Since it will be UT later, so he, like other facilitators, releasing us early for us to do revision. Suprisingly, he is able to provide guidance for Mathematics when some of them asked him questions. That made me suddenly remembered that he is giving tuition for Mathematics also. I did not approach any classmates for help this round as I do not know what I don't know. I guess that was also due to I did not prepared for this UT.

Time passes fast and soon it will be starting of the UT. Everyone are nervous, I am even more nervous. Basically is due to, I worried I did not do well now. When I skim through the questions, I panicked. When I started attempting them, I am panicking after each question. When facilitator announces left 15 minutes, I am not even at last questions. Luckily, I managed to finish all the questions and checks for any blanks.

Just pray hard that I did not do badly. Praying for at least a C grade for the UT. I must buck up and work hard to ensure that I did not panick during the UTs.

May is ending and soon will be break for us to rest and revise for the last 2 UTs. Upcoming will be also our first class chalet. Looking forward to better bonding with the class and hopefully I can clear all misunderstandings. Also will make use of one day to have lunch with my dearest mummy Huihui and do some catch up session. Also some catch up with Faith and gang since I was always busy with my school work and studies. May ended in busy and stressful way. Hopefully it will be better when as time goes by.

Amazed that I can endure till now. I will work harder and try to get good results. Thanks to all who supports me throughout and believe in me totally that I can do it. So I shall not make them disappointed in me.

HaPpY bIrThDaY mUfFiNs~~~ 140511

2011-06-18T04:37:00.000-07:00

Its our 1 year old birthday... Time passes that fast.

Still remember the first time when we came into contact with Princess Serene. Steven was the one who said, we will open a fan club for her.

I still remember the first time I heard Princess singing was in one of the drama series on Channel 8. When I first heard, Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni, I was truly touched by the lyrics.

Then when, Evonne asked me if I want to accompany her to the first press conference. I was like, who is she? When I first saw her on stage, it was, WOW feeling. How could someone so look alike as Princess in this world and sings so touching songs. That was when I came to be upclose to her. It was also the starting of our friendship since then.

Through her, I knew Jim lao shi, Xiao Han lao shi and Huang Yun Ren lao shi. Now that Muffin-renes is 1 year old. I would like to say, thanks to those who came and started this fan club. Also thanks to those who made this fan club possible, from only five members to now more than ten members. I am so happy.

Once again, Happy Birthday to Muffin-renes!

14 May 2011

2011-05-14T12:44:00.000-07:00

Special thanks to Alice for inviting me to this Yahui Bday Bash Gathering. It was my first time having so close contact with her.

Before today, I guess she seldom see me, let alone to talk to me. Well, I am not very sure since when I started to support her and likes her. But I can say for sure, I find her very friendly, humour and pretty.

She did the ice breaking where she wanted us to tell her our name. When it was my turn, I said I am HMBB. Her expression became very cute when she said my twitter friends came alive. I guess she finally realised that I am HMBB in twitter but the funny thing was, she already knew I am Elaine.

After that she was trying to get us sing her a song which we never did. Than she started asking us to start eating before we starting to play games. The food which they catered was not bad but there were a lot of leftovers which were nicely packed for us to bring home. So great services they had!

Well, the only game we played before we sang her birthday song was name dragon game. Meaning, you have to remember the name sequences and it gets tougher when you have to remember the sequence of more than 7 names. In scientific proven research shown that, normal human brian can remember up to 7 names. Anything before that will be even harder to achieve.

I was lucky to be spared as when they reached the last person, it was time to sing bday song and cake cutting session.

Than came photo taking session followed by some get together thing. I was being the entertain-ner who entertain by singing. Hopefully they do not find me singing awfully.

Overall, it was fun and I took more photos than usual. There are way too many professional cameras to look at. Meaning, you took more than just 1 photo in just one pose. Howdy!

To some of us, today was a significant day. 1 year ago, muffin-renes was born. We brave through all the obsticles and now we are 1 year old.

Special thanks to Funkie Monkies Production for promoting us. Not forgetting our soul person, Serene Koong, where we name her Little Princess. Now she started to call us children and she is our mummy.

She will at times call us little muffins and even mini muffins. She is so adorable and kind. I guess without her, there won't be muffin-renes.

I also would like to thank all the committee, which includes myself for making it strive through all the breeze and storms. We are getting stronger and the team is getting bigger. Soon we will be very strong team. I can foresee us shouting at every concerts Princess will be in. Singing along with her with all our hearts.

Without Princess, there will never be muffin-renes. We love Serene as much as she love us! Thanks is what we all could say to her. Support her by buying only the original tracks. Saying no to piracy!

Happy 1st Anniversay Muffin-renes! You rockz my world!

Wrapped Up May 2011(2)

2011-05-14T12:00:00.000-07:00

090511
Its OB again! He was back again! But this time round, he was not that strict. Wonder why but feel not bad when he wasn't that strict.

But what made me very worried was he said next lesson he wanted us to form our own comfortable group. I am worried that I will not be able to find a group for myself. I really very scared.

He wanted us to write 400+ words for the RJ. It was at the same time to enter the contest if we wish to submit our passion and aspiration RJ. Of course, I won't, hence I did not really write a very good RJ.

How to write it when the question was: Tell me about your Aspiration (300 words) and your passion in life (100 words)? Obviously, I will flunked my RJ this round. No hope for at least a B's.

100511
Problem Solving module. Flunking again. This round we were all stumped when being questioned.

Basically, I am kinda hate this module as we got little help from the faci and she penalised us when we actually unable to came out with the presentation slides on time.

Why have it got so complicated? Can't they make our life easier and set a not so difficult problems for us to counter?

110511
Today was the relief faci. It was in a mess but we eventually able to complete the presentation on time.

What actually was a disappointment was, since she was the relief, can't she actually paying attention when we presenting and not asking questions which we could never understand?

We actually got mixed up what is Chronological and what is Catagerial. I think basically it was the way she explained.

The reason why there was relief faci was due to Mrs B was sick. The funny thing was, the one who marked our attendance wasn't the relief faci.

Anyway, no hope of getting B's I guessed. Hopefully Mrs B will be back next week to guide us though the presentation like what she did for the past problems.

120511
Its Science and last day of having relief idiot faci. But sad to say, we ended today with a bad note where whole class was never spared from her scolding.

How on earth to actually understand her when she did not even clearly told us? The time given to us not even enough to actually tried the whole Practice Questions. Let alone to do a very great presentation. Our team was her first target as we were so near her and she can really see what we did.

But the problem was, why she wanted us to do that question and never did tell us to prepare? How was we suppose to understand when we did not even have the basic knowledge of the whole topic?

Guessed we might all not get B's. I can predict my daily grade for today will be D! God please spare us from this type of faci and hope she will never teach Science anymore!

130511
Never felt so relax before. I can actually get it for today's questions. Or at least till almost half of the worksheets which was given to us to practice on.

I can see myself a bit confidence when presenting. But wonder have the faci really see our improvement today?

Shall see it for oyr daily grade that will come 3 days after she grade us. Anyway, to know only today's topic was never enough to tide through the UT which will be coming soon.

I need a tuitor but its already too late to find one now! Sob sob :******(

Wrapped Up May 2011(1)

2011-05-14T10:53:00.000-07:00

010511
ITS MAYDAY! ITS LABOUR DAY! ITS HOLIDAY TOMORROW AS ITS SUNDAY TODAY!

So basically, nothing special happened today. Just wanted to post for the sake of posting.

Well, before I end this post of the day, I would like to wish Kelly Siew, my ex colleague HAPPY BDAY!!!

Great to know you and happy for you that you will be tying the knot soon. Though I wasn't invited. But I am very happy that you found your life-partner and going from Miss to Mrs. Enjoy your life as Mrs. May you bring more babies to this earth and play a part to increase the population in Singapore~~

020511
Actually today also nothing happened. Basically it was public holiday as Sunday was labour day.

As usual, went out with Mummy and had breakfast with her before we went for haircut and set off to shop till we dropped in Toa Payoh where she bought me the executive jacket which I will be using for the formal wear in near future for school purpose.

We also bought many shirts and ate alot of goodies. Thanks Mummy for doting me so much and gave me so much. I promise I will doubly filial you when I graduated and go out to work. :D

030511
Its Problem Solving again! Why does the day passed so fast. Its now the third week ever since I started my poly life.

I still having hiccups here and there. Did not managed to cope well with the school life and doing presentation everyday, submitting quiz, reflection journal and doing evaluation for self and also for team.

Come to think, reflection journal was like journal which I wrote everyday during my secondary 4 and 5 days where my English teacher actually wanted us to improve on our English hence came out with this idea.

But now the journal doesn't really record what was taking place everyday in our lives but was based on what we had covered today. Sometimes it was what we had encountered in the past and how can we related to today's lesson.

I really wonder who invented this idea of writing reflection journal everyday after every lesson. Isn't it very tedious and more work for the facilitator where they actually wasn't labeled as teacher?

Anyway, I again, flunked in group presentation and slides preparation, let alone the group discussion. That explains why I was graded C for last problems.

040511
Its Introduction to Communication day!

We were taught that we cannot trust the information which we saw from the website or from any resources until we made sufficient cross checking and comparing the results.

What was the critical information will be the author behind the whole information being posted. Basically, if the sources were from other people and posted on the website, we have to actually checked thoroughly by using the search engine on the website to give us both sides pictures.

We have to deduce based on the amount of trusted informations that was being shown in there. But we can trust what was being published on the book 80% as there will always be a proof-reading before they can actually print the book and published it.

Learnt a lot today and I am getting the hang of it a bit.

050511
Thursday lesson was Science. Initially when we saw the relief faci was an Indian lady, we never thought it will be our worst nightmare.

When she started to conduct the problem statement lesson and get one of my team member to go to the board and write the PDT, we were like, why she did that way?

The worst were to come in later part where none actually get what she meant initially. Then till some of the groups actually eventually met her expectation then we came to know that, she wanted us to have interactions with the rest of the class.

But why don't she first check if most of us have any basic knowledge of Physics? Can't she at least guide us a bit or recap abit on the introduction for this topic of current flow thingy?

Our group seriously became an eye sore of hers as we were too near her and she can actually saw what we did while in lesson time. I can never imagine if she was our original faci, what will our daily grades be for Science?

I am kinda getting to like Science, thanks to her, I now have phobia to learn this subject. Is it counted luckily that she will only be with us for 2 lessons? I do not wish to imagine what will happened next week. God please come and save us from this agony!

060511
Friday friday friday~~~ I do not really knew there is actually a song for FRIDAY till I heard it from Yes933 when Cruz played it.

What's in store for today? It's Mathematics once again! No choice have to endure it through and get over it with the presentation and trying very hard to actually understand what was being covered today.

Finally, I abit sort of understand how to get the answers but not quite confidence that I actually got it.

How am I to tide over all the UTs and pass it maybe not flying colours but at least passed it?

Really no mood to actually think I can tide over. Moreover, I received the comments that badly from the faci on the evaluation from my team. Add to the sorrow, I felt I am really stupid when comes to understand Physics.

All this added to my sorrow that I actually wanted to give up all and quit studying. But, can I really just quit like this? Sad to say, I cannot. That was why, I so much wanted to cry today when I actually able to enjoy today as it was FRIDAY!

Wrapped Up April 2011(3)

2011-05-14T09:45:00.000-07:00

17/240411
Its Star Awards again. As per last year's edition, I was once again fortunate to got the tickets from LTFC. I was very happy to be able to attend both days for the SA 2011. It was just like being fortunate to attend F1 show.

For the first show, all the winners almost like able to predict. I like the part where CQ, Guoliang, Yifeng and Lee Teng performed one of the scene in Po Tian Wang. Its way too comical and super humour. Hats off those who actually plan this part of the show to bring up the atmosphere and lessen the tension.

As for the 2nd show of SA, apart from being happy that CQ won the Top 10 Male Artistes once again after he won it last year. I was very disappointed that PF did not won it when I think she should.

I heard many comments of the results but what can I say when it was depending on the number of calls received for the voting. I guessed if they had online voting also, that will maybe able to add up and give PF a trophy.

But I felt very guilty as I did not managed to call at least once for CQ though he was sort of confirm might get it. I just wish to say sorry to CQ and I knew he won't blame me for that as he knew I had difficulties.

I will never forget how he encourages me and talk senses to me, care and concern for me. Even if he eventually did not got the title, in my heart, he already won the title. CQ, my forever idol in Yes933fm and also in TV variety shows!!! Love you with all my hearts and souls. :D

250411
After a long day yesterday and being home around mid-night plus the super high feelings which kept me awaking till 2am plus than fell asleep, today was like a zombie day for me.

What's worst was, today happened to be Problem Solving module. I have to apologised to all my team mates who actually grades sort of pulled down by me today due to me not getting enough rest.

I think I had actually flunked on my part to contribute to the presentation. As a results, I got C for daily grades.

Oh yes! Daily grades means a lot to us. It determines whether we needs to strive very hard in UT or we need to work borderly hard to get that 60% earned. Daily grades actually weighs 40% of the final grades. If lets say, you got majority C's, meaning, there is never hope or rather little hope that you can achieve a GPA of 3.5 and above.

Daily grades consisted of the participations as a team and as an individuals when facilitators asking some questions to see if you really understood what your team had presented. I guess, since Day 1, I have never put in my 100% which actually angered some of the team mates.

I have also to say I did not put in much effort in helping for the slides doing. Basically was due to, I am very lagging behind time while the rest are all fresh graduates from Secondary School. Each day saying, I will work hard tomorrow. But the truth was, tomorrow can never come.

260411
Today's lesson was about genes and habits. So interesting. I found that I am getting more and more likes Science.

I guess the facilitator plays a part too. He is so patience and so friendly. Not sure what the rest of the class thinks. But I really enjoyed his lessons though today was the last lesson before he was posted to Singapore Sports School to conduct lessons for almost a month.

Not sure who will come and be the relief facilitator but kept our fingers crossed that it will not be very bad one. I need patience facilitator to actually lead me to like Science and stressfree for the upcoming UT.

What do you have that resembles your parents? Your blood group, your ability to roll tongue or your other characters which resembles your parents?

270411
It's Day 8 as what they called, this module will have a fixed day of the week. Meaning every Wednesday, it will be Introduction to Communication. The rest will rotate as per scheduled.

I do not know why they have this Day 8 thingy, but find it very funny. Why don't they fixed it once and for all? So tedious!

When comes to doing presentation slides, I find it not that easy to actually completed it on time. But somehow, we have to as we will be penalized if we did not submitted the slides on time.

But the funny thing was, the one that was showed eventually may not be the one we actually submitted for marking. We did that a few times and I actually was not aware that we can actually did that.

Anyway, I find Mrs B's lesson was somehow interesting. Though some thought she was very strict and her lesson was very dry and she was very loh soh. Anyways, you can never please anyone in this world. :D

280411
Friday is nearing!!!

Its Thursday! But I do not feel like it was Thursday. Basically was due to, today was Mathematics again!

Why do we have to learn A Maths when we do not even have to use it when we learnt Hospitality courses. I really do not get it!

Also due to this facilitator who facilitate us in this module was not even lending a helping hand to assist us to better understand the problem statement given. We like always depends on one team member who excel in Maths and able to solve whatever problems that was stated in the worksheets.

What we can actually helped was to do the presentation slides and present but he do all the explainations.

Frankly speaking, I do not even understand a single thing even after we presented. How can I pass all the UT if this were to continue this way?

I NEED MATHS TUITOR!!! Seriously! But I guess it was too late to find one now as UT will be round the corner real soon! Sob sob~~~

290411
ITS FRIDAY! Should I learn how Cruz shouted on air when it comes to FRIDAY? Well, today was once again Organisational Behaviour!

Thank god, the original sick facilitator wasn't here today for don't know what reason. We were all so happy when we saw this female facilitator. She was great and better than the original one.

She lead us to the problem statement and at the same time introduce to us a new way to do PDT which they called it PILP. I do not know why but this PILP was much more in depth and clearer when we trying to slot the points into it.

Today ended in a very not so relax manner but was feeling great without that facilitator around. Sad to say, we can never replace him unless he wanted to be replaced. I can still remember this relief facilitator came to know that Kenneth was our OB facilitator, she told us Good Luck!

I guessed she also knew of the stress we are encountering while we are understudy with him. Sob sob sob sob~~~

That ends my updates of April. I know it was very bored with nothing but words. That was also my first 2 weeks of starting new chapters of life and going back to study. Road was not smooth and I will encounter many obsticles. I had to learn how to overcome them and strive my way through the whole semesters! Thanks to all who had helped me through, encouraged me through and care for me through it~~~ :D

Wrapped Up April 2011(2)

2011-05-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

150411
Today was the first day of 881 Musical. Since I never been to musical, so I decided to support this.

It was worth the price and if I am able to get enough money, I hope to get the most front row to better view of the whole musical.

I never regret spending the money for this musical. Thanks CQ for introducing such a great musical.

180411
Its my first day to embark new chapter in my life! Everything was very fresh and I managed to reached the class on time even though I was almost stucked at level 1 due to long wait to take the lift till 7th storey.

Feeling excited as I will be meeting my first facilitator and start working on the very first problem in group of 5 or 6 as my class have 26 students.

First lesson of this week is Science and facilitator is Ang Yong Wei. Since its the first lesson, so he sent us all an email which contains actually an ice breaker game for us to start communicating with our team members. It contains 10 sentences, but what he need us to do was only to get the whole group to stand up. I was quick and informed my team to stand up. Than they in turn to inform the whole class.

This really wakes us up and then he began with the first problem statement and run through with us the steps to do PDT and lead us to prepare a set of powerpoint slides based on the problem statement given.

He told us, we have one break at 9.15am-10.15am where we can have a quick bite before we came back to work on the powerpoint slides. Than our lunch break will be 11.30am-1.30pm. This is also great time we allocate our job and complete the slides to upload to our team folder by 1.30pm.

Since it was first day, so he did not penalized us when we could not finished it on time. When we one by one team went up to do presentation, honestly, I was never that nervous before. We did not even have time to memorise what was in the slides. So we just read what was being flashed on the board.

After every team presented, the facilitator will showed us 6th Presentation which they keep stressing, this is not the answers slides but to actually summarized what was to be covered in today's lesson. It can be used as notes for our Understanding Test (UT) which will be conducted after every 5 lessons of each modules.

Sad to say, he told us that he will be away the whole May and will only be back just in time for our 2nd UT. Which made me even more sad.

Oh yes, he made us each intro ourselves and state whether we like or dislike Science. I find that he is very patience and very great facilitator. He will make sure we all have the same understanding and will never felt tedious to keep explaining the concept to us. Thanks faci. :D

190411
Lesson day 2, getting more and more on time. Today is Mathematics. Her name is Mariam Thng. We thought she will be a very good facilitator also.

But when she started to conduct the problem statement, she like monotone machine. When we wanted to ask her questions, she keep asking us to try but never tell us what went wrong.

Being the oldest and was very lagging in learning new things, it took me whole day to actually understand what I am going to learn today. Let alone to actually do a very good presentation.
Thanks to the rest of the team mates who helped me through and we managed to get not bad grades.

200411
Today is day 3 lesson 1, it is Introduction to Communication, facilitator is Mrs Bala, but she also allow us to call her Mrs B.

She begin the class by asking us to introduce ourselves and say 3 facts about ourselves. Since it was 3rd day, so we aren't that strangers as like first day. We started to mingle around and talk to each other.

We also worked together as a team but still will find not very used to working as a team and to do presentation.

Personally, I felt, she is very interesting facilitator. She do not like us to call her faci, as she say it sounded like faeces. Isn't that funny?

If you think first day no problem to solve, than you are wrong. But the first problem was what we actually saw on the orientation day when we all were asked to report to the class. But I long had forgotten what was written in the 6P.

Though we struggle to actually completing the slides and did a very humourous presentation, but we still able to score well. I bet we can do better next round. Gambatte!

210411
Its THURSDAY! In blink of an eye, four days over! Trying to get used to school life after being a woking adults for 7 years. I need to actually worked very hard to catch up what I had lost.

Today's lesson is Organisational Behaviour. This facilitator is sick. Why do I say that? He is the only one who does not give us first break and dragged us till lunch break than release us.

His reason was, worried we cannot finished the worksheet. Then complaint why we all think slow and being so quiet. I mean, come on lah, no food how to think well and work fast?

Hence, he wasn't well-liked by most of us. The sad thing was, we unable to vote to change facilitator.

Since its our first time doing presentation on the Big 5, so I flunked and luckily it did not bring down my team's grade. How can we able to survive through 15 lessons with him? Wish us good luck!

220411
Finally ITS FRIDAY! Woohooo~~~ Getting more and more tedious in doing presentation. I am feeling more and more that I am really stoopid.

Its Problem Solving module. I know I did very badly and pulled down the grades of the rest of the team. I will strive hard to meet all your expectation next week. Thanks for being so patience to me. Thanks also for accepting me as who I am.

Wrapped Up April 2011(1)

2011-05-14T09:30:00.000-07:00

020411
Today was E-Awards day. It was my first time attending to this event. Thanks to my great friend, Evonne, who gave me one ticket that allows me to stand very near the stage.

The reason why I wanted so badly to catch this year's event was due to my dearies, Kewei, ChaBanSheng and Serene will be performing. Since the last meetings we had with them, I very long never get to see them. Let alone to see them performing on stage often.

The whole concert was excellent except for some misunderstanding that leads to some quarrels which we managed to iron out things. Thanks to all the dearies and Evonne, for making my Saturday night so HAPPENING!!!

090411
Today was a mark of Muffin-renes's first gathering with Princess Serene and one mystery guest.

In order to make this happened smoothly, Evonne, Kenneth and I had numerous of meetings up and discussions before we actually came up with the run-down and sent to XH for approval.

Though we are given not much time to actually hold a very successful one due to that Princess and XH need to go and attend Tanya's concert. So we were actually not having ample time for interacting.

Princess and XH arrived slightly later than the proposed time. Plus the songs selected time frame wasn't what we expected as we unable to predict which songs they will sing and what is the time taken for a songs.

Though we had some hiccups intervals, we managed to make it run smoothly in the end. We took some photos with Princess and had quality time spent with her.

From this experience, I learnt, we should have a backup plan so that we will be able to handle any hiccups when it is to come.

130411
Today was my first day of the Orientation Day. The Orientation will be held till this Friday. I was very reluctant to go for the Orientation but since it was compulsory to attend, so I have to attend it till end.

Luckily it started at 9am, so I am able to actually reach school in time. First day of Orientation we came to know 3 OGLs who will be taking care of us, play games with us for these three days in Orientation.

Before going to the room for briefing, we were being grouped up into teams. I belongs to Team 16. We were briefed on what will we be encountering during our life in RP and successful stories of those who graduated from RP in SOH who is now holding high post in companies like RWS and some well-known hotels. This made me more interested to embarked my new chapter in RP.

We were asked to gathered in our teams before we set off to start the games and bonding. During the games, we also taught of some cheers that we will be using on the last day of the Orientation for the games.

We also did some introductions on ourselves and getting to know the rest of the members as we may be classmates for the first semesters or so on.

Bonding was a bit awkward initially, but thanks to the lively OGLs who broke the ice. I am looking forward for next day Orientation and excited to know what will be happening tomorrow.

We were all brief to wear black and no short shorts allowed or miniskirts allowed as we will be going to our specific classroom according to the list pasted on the wall. My class is W47C. Which means, it is located at W4 Level 7 Room C.

140411
Today was the first day I will get to see my classmates for the first time. Though the actual fact was, not all turned up on time today and not all came for the Orientation today.

Initially I thought they are the real facilitators. After some introductions I realised, they are just OGLs from other schools. I was also suprised to know that, the whole class does not came from the same diploma course. Maybe is due to, our first semesters were learning all the same modules. When comes to 2nd year, we will be back to our own diploma studies and came to know our own classmates all over again.

In fact, we will change class every 6 months. So which means, first 6 months, I belong to W47C. Next 6 months, I will be in another class. Think by the end of Year 1, I will get to know almost whole SOH people.

After this warming up class, we were all back to our team for 2nd half of the day activities. Before that, we were all brief on why we cannot wear slippers to school and why we cannot smoke in the school.

When we all gathered around, we were given lunch after that we will be learning all the cheers and we actually competing among teams to decide which team will get to leave the hall first. Our team won and we got to leave first. I am so proud of the team-mates.

We are all asked to wear white tee tomorrow as we will be going outside of the comfort zone to the field as there was tug-of-war. We were also asked to bring any sun-block, caps or fans to enable us to keep cool. We were also asked to bring water bottles along in case of dehydrations.

150411
Finally it was last day of the Orientation! But early in the morning, we need to practice cheer before we set off to the field to settle down and also watch the tug-of-war.

It was really a hot day. Luckily we were each given a bottle of drink. Our OGLs keep asking us to drink water. So concerning and worried we will faint in the hot sun.

Though SOH did not won any prize, but was very competitive though. After that, we went back to have our lunch and then back to learn cheers again.

As I have musical to catch, hence I left at 6pm plus instead of staying till end.

It was great time spent with them and we even exchange twitter and facebook accounts. I believe we will all become great friends in the end.

SOH=Schools Only Hope!!!!

Wrapped Up March 2011

2011-03-25T11:39:00.000-07:00

03 March 2011
Today is my god-sister, Nurlinda Lee's bday. Sad to say she needs to work today as her surbodinates all went for dating and left her with no choice but to work on her bday. Plus her elder son not in town. Only her daughter remembers and wished her before she came to work.

I, being her sister, how can forget and missed her presents. Since now Sticky is so famous. So I decided to get one cute pack for her.

When she saw it, she say why you buy this? Somemore its pink colour. Hey, you did not see the picture meh? It is so cute. I thought you will love it.

Anyway, its thoughts that count. Even if she did not ate the sweets, but at least is my gift to her.

Knowing her for years, only recently she was addicted to online facebook. Wonder when she mastered that. Sometimes at night, she will use fb chats to chat with me.

Sometimes she will sms me. Frankly speaking, we became sisters was fate. She took care of us like mother when we worked under her. But strangely, I felt she is Sister more than Mother. So I asked if I can call her Jie. She also felt I am like her small sister. We are also very click. So she agreed.

Over the years, though we did not meet everyday. Not even once a week. But strangely, we are still that close and often will tease each other to show we are still alive. That is our way of communication.

Just want to tell her, if she happened to read this, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! :D

7 March 2011
Finally the fearful day had arrived. After 2pm, verdict will be announced. Either find full time or part time job depends on what was the verdict.

As I do not wished to face it alone, I decided to meet Kaiting and Evonne. Firstly was also because, Kaiting's birthday is coming. So wanted to gave her present.

Secondly was also because, we very long never meet liaoz. But they came after I knew the results.

Unbelievable but expected, I was offered Diploma in Hotel and Hospitality Management from Republic Polytechnic. Will start class on 18 April 2011 if all went smoothly.

The moment I saw that sentence:
Dear Elaine Seah,
We are pleased to inform you that you have been offered [3 Yrs] RP - Hotel and Hospitality Management, R373 at Republic Polytechnic. An enrolment package will be mailed to you for you to indicate your course acceptance.

I was over the moon, That was really what I am feeling now. Had been trying for 2 years after graduated from ITE. Finally 7 years later after I graduated and worked in society. I am finally offered a course of my wish.

Though RP was not my first choice and I already prepared to go there to study. To be able to enter was already great news. Plus, my mother promise to support me on meals and transportation expenses. On top of that, I can use my cpf to pay off the tuition fees which is around $1100 per semester.

As for the supplement fees, i shall raise it when I found my part time job.

Thanks all who had helped me along the way, encourage me when I almost wanted to give up hope. I love you all. :D

18 March 2011
Today is the first day of the registration. I woke up early in the morning just to catch early train and go for my registration hall.

Only to find out, the whole registration will only start next monday. Today will solely for the lappy reformating. I thought just bring my lappy to there and they could make wonders. Sad to say, they told me that I must have external CD rom as my lappy did not have an inbuilt drive.

What a shocking news. I was wondering if there is any place I can borrow and have it done soon. Also, I found that I cannot pay the registration fees in cash. I have to use nets. Even after I did the online enrolled, I still need eNets or credit cards to do online payments.

I also need a photo for the student ezlink card. So I went to deposit the money I borrowed from Mum and did online payment so as to secure my seat.

Afterwhich, I went to look for cheapest external DVD drive for my reformatting. Luckily I found it at Cash Converters which is selling at $45. Sad to say, I only have $30. Still short of $15.

No choice, I took another loan from mum. Luckily she have it. I will go down early morning to get it so that I can reformat my lappy on Monday. Thanks mummy for all the help rendered. :D

21 March 2011
Today, bringing my lappy, external dvd drive, charger down for reformatting. Only to know all data will be cleaned off. I did not thought of backing up my songs, only backed up some files and saved in my email.

After they formatted at 12.30pm, all files, songs gone. The whole lappy looks brand new with the only that looks like mine was the student ID 115576.

As I brought with me the thumbdrive of the backed up to be transferred over and some websites saved in my email, I began to add back all the items one by one.

Looks like before school starts, I will have to keep uploading songs from all CDs. After did the formatting, all the neccessary steps for enrolment. I went to asked the information counter to double checked if I am really accepted by the school. He gave me a very positive answer and say, all the details on the class and stuffs will be given during the orientation camp 13-15 April.

I am so looking forward for the orientation now. Foolish me thought orientation camp are the camps that you have to stay in school for 3 days like what we did in Secondary school. Shows that I am very naive and foolish. :D

Wrapped Up Feb 2011(2) Updates

2011-03-25T02:12:00.000-07:00

07 February 2011
Today is the online registration for JPAE-ITE day. Anxious me woke up very early, went to NYP to meet Steven for getting his help on the registration.

Thanks to his lappy and help in asking. I did the online registration and below are the selections I did:
Choice 1: [3 Yrs] NYP - Hospitality & Tourism Management
Choice 2: [3 Yrs] NYP - Fund Management & Administration
Choice 3: [3 Yrs] NYP - Banking & Financial Services
Choice 4: [3 Yrs] NP - Tourism & Resort Management
Choice 5: [3 Yrs] RP - Hotel and Hospitality Management

I really hope first 3 choices any 1 can come true. But even if its Choice 5, I am also happy.

Wish me good luck!

14 February 2011
Today is Vday. It just another day to me till I found my Mr Right.

Some people say, even if its friends also can be celebrating Vday.

So the most suprising thing is, I got the roses from the company I will be ending my work soon. Sounds funny but it was my first time receiving rose. The feeling is WOW!

Just hope that soon I will find one soon. Right now, focus on aiming for my study plan. BGR can wait though I am already 27.

19 February 2011
At times, I really wonder, why I should make myself so miserable today. Just because want to try something new. I went to meet someone I knew for sure we will never make it.

Am I just fooling around because I am really very lonely or am I just trying to give him one last chance to prove that we aren't compatable?

Met him at J8 for movie before heading for dinner. I do not wish to name him in here in case he read it. But even if he think I am saying about him, so be it. Cause we might not meet anymore.

Initially, his stingy attitute I am already used to it. I still remember the very first date at Pasta Mania. He ordered only pasta instead of meals with drinks for me as a treat. From then on, I never would want to ask for his treats as I jolly well knew that he will never fulfil the image of being gentleman.

True enough, he demanded me for treating him dinner and deny that he did say he wanted to treat me movie and dinner. How could he date me and ask me to pay?

Well, if he is serious in courting me, he should at least show me that he is a gentleman instead of asking me to foot half of the bill.

Anyway, dinner at Swenson was not a very pleasant one. He refused to order another plate of ice cream and insisted that banana split share is too much for one person to finish. Can you imagine that? Anyway, this is really going to be last chance. He ruined it himself. So don't blame me for giving him cold shoulder.

26 February 2011
Today should be an usual Saturday but events had made it fruitful and not that bored.

First of all, I went to support belove Weiqian Jie's performance at Expo as promised. I was there a bit late as I underestimated the time taken to reach there.

The programme started on 1.30pm sharp and I was there at 1.45pm. Luckily the event had started not long ago. I took with me, a suprise for her. I told her about I will give her suprise today. She trying to trick me to tell what is the suprise on msn but I outsmart her by keeping mum.

It was a cute big donut for putting sweets or chocolates that can be place on table. I chose pink colour as I think she love pink as much as I do. As I notice her lappy is pink colour.

When I pass her that present, she was really very shocked. Maybe by the size. Than we proceed back to listen to her performance and of her friends performance. I just wished she will love the present I gave her.

She kept telling me why waste money when I already financial tight. I told her, its okay. Just a small gift and not that expensive afterall.

After the performance, I went to meet Evonne and Steven at Orchard as we headed down to outside Wisma to catch LGF performance.

Though there was some hiccups interval, nevertheless, they still did very great performance. I love watching them perform. It gave me a very relaxing feeling. All the worries, sorrows and even unhappiness can be chased away after you catch their performance. Happy for them with packed schedule here and there.

Even though I did not went down to support them often, they made a point to remember me and will always thank us for coming down to support them.

Thanks to Evonne for introduce such cool friends to me. Thanks for they effort in preparing for the special bday gift that the sent me online. I love it ttm!

What a wonderful Saturday!

27 February 2011
If not for me happen to walk passed Sistic ticket office, I would have missed this great performance and also a chance to do some good deed.

For those who went today will knew what I am talking about.

Today was a performance of all the friends whom knew each other through SBC(former name for TCS) during the Talentime show.

Well, why I will make it down today is mainly due to, one of the performance is none other than Peter lao shi.

At first I did not even thought I will met one of Peter lao shi's friend who is also a singing teacher. I also did not expect to see Yvonne lao shi, Huishan and the two other students of MC to be the He Ying Tian Shi.

Peter lao shi do a kick start and he be the first to perform. I have to say it is really worth the ticket price. How many times you can enter Esplanade to listen to a concert where you get to see more than 5 stars? In this concert, you get to see almost 10 stars performing.

I finally realised, to stand on that stage really not easy. First you must conquer stage fright. Second, you must know how to react fast. I bet it will take me very long to actually mastered them.

Well done all the performers. Great performance and also well done audience who paid and did good deeds. The proceeds of this concert will goes to an old folks home for those poor or abandon old people. The nurses not only care for them at the Home. They also do house visits and medical services at home. Felt so happy after doing this good deeds. :D

(Wrapping up of the whole February, that is so much I did and gone through. Counting down to March 7 for the poly results to be known online after 2pm. Praying real hard that I can enter poly as wished. Thanks all who had helped me, encouraged me and supporting me morally. Deeply appreciated.)

Wrapped Up Feb 2011(1) Bday Dedication

2011-03-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

01 February 2011
Today is my great friend's birthday! Bro Andrew, though I always call you Daddy. But I am really happy to be your friend.

Seriously, when I hear you have such a difficult time in XXXX, I wish I have the power to help you. But sad to say I dot.

I wish to be your listening ear, but I always the one who upset you, who did not notice your sadness. Just wish that, from now on, you will lead a very fruitful, happy and healthy life. Jiayouz, Andrew. :D

04 February 2011
Today is dearest Weiqian Jie's birthday. Did not have the chance and money to celebrate with you. But present for you is a must. Will buy one and give you when we meet.

It will be something sweet and useful. Thanks for being my friend and gave me all the greatest encouragements.

Know you since I joined MC for classes. You take care of me like I am your small sister. I love being taken care by you.

Happy that you cut an album already and had many performance chances to promote. Though I won't be there always, but I will be your morale support forever.

Weiqian Jie, wish you, happy, healthy and wealthy. Take care and keep in touch! <3

11 February 2011
Today is my Mummy's birthday. Promise her I will buy her a cake and also promise to give her a new mp3 as her present.

But sad to say, I can only gave her my used mp3. She always willing to accept as she knew I do not have a lot of money. But the cake is a must. :D

I went to The Icing Room to do a mini cake for her. When I reached home, ate the dinner she prepared with traditional red eggs, I showed her the cake.

She was amazed by the size and kept asking where I bought. Though the design is not that nice. But its my thoughts that counts. Designer is me. So she cannot say not nice. Hahaha.

Special birthday celebration for her. I promise her when I have more money will treat her nice food and gave her new mp3. :D Thanks Mummy for the love, care and concern. She is my best pal! <3

28 February 2011
Hey hey hey! Today is a special friend of mine's birthday. Though I did not have chance to celebrate with her, thanks to Evonne for giving the presents shared by us.

Babe Regine, think you never knew I would write a blog to dedicate bday wishes to you right?

Though I did not remember when we knew each other. I just knew, whenever I met you guys, always filled with many suprises and happiness.

Love the way you all sing, play the band and perform. Never will I felt bored being together with you all.

Thanks for the special bday present for me. I am so happy to actually received it.

Hey Babe, jiayous in whatever you do. I will also jiayous and forever supporting LGF!!! :D

Wrapped Up Jan 2011

2011-02-03T03:50:00.000-08:00

30 Jan 2011
Today will be jumping from Somerset to Sengkang day. 1.30pm is Serene's performance for the 75years of the Radio at Orchard Central hosted by Jiafa from Yes933fm.

She sang many songs and played games interval. I plucked up courage and went up stage to play game. Who knows she do not want to ask me question but requested me and another contestant to sing her Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni. 2nd time already, she wants me sing Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni. So embarrassing.

But luckily I can memorized the lyrics by hard. So not very difficult to get through. Jiafa even commented that I should get 2 prizes. Woot.

Got her painting and her album with her autograph. Thanks Princess Serene for wanting me sing for ya. :D

CQ will come to co-host as the grand draw for the Diamond will be at 3pm plus. So he host with Carol Smith from Class 95. We stayed till he left after the event. Then we headed down to Compass Point for dinner and also look at the stage area to find any place we can stand for better video-ing. Sad to say, after we got the free gift as we were the first 500 audiences, we could not find a suitable place. But at least we got to see them performing. Especially Princess Serene is performing also. :D

Aunty Lucy also singing, she wore nice cheong sam and very gorgeous! What a great Sunday to hang around with Steven, Evonne, Peiqi, Kaiting, Jianmei and Yuru. Great and fun day we had. Also tiring day for us. :D

31 Jan 2011
Its my bday today! Thanks all for the fb greetings, sms greetings and none on twitter greetings. Even though not many greetings but its all the thoughts that count. Older a year, hopefully will be wiser a year.

I reached home around 9plus just in time to online and reply all the wishes. Posted in the notes of the fb accounts. Thanks for not forgetting my bday, Usually many will forget.

Also thanks for the radio dedication though I only caught the yes933 bday song. But the thoughts are appreciated.

My mum did the red eggs as promise and bought a medium size cake for me. Did a simple bday song and candles blowing with cake cutting a bit. Thanks mummy for the love showered on me. Always supporting me with all my decisions. Be it foolish or naughty or wilful. Love her to the max. Thanks mummy. I LOVE YOU!

Thats how I ended January 2011 and thanks for all the fun given and all the laughters and love. Too many thanks to say. I know you all will know even if I did not say. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! Fruitful and enjoyable January 2011. Looking for March 2011 for posting of which poly I will be landing. Hopefully is NYP!!! :D

27th Bday Bash (29-01-11)

2011-02-03T02:57:00.000-08:00

Finally today arrived. Before the bday bash, I went down to Orchard Central to support Weiqian Jie as promise.

Suprise that I got to see Lilian Jie on stage. Than I realised, its Love 97.2fm hosting at this hours. I must say, Weiqian Jie singing Live is great. Though I reached at 11.15pm just in time to catch mid of her first song. She was so happy to see me. Keep giving me eye contacts. So honoured.

She gave away few seats for one day free lesson for those who love to sing and wish to learn singing. Of course, we aren't included to take part. But great to see so many people supported this prize giving away.

Thanks for Weiqian Jie for giving me that cutie present! It is my first bday present though my bday is next Monday!

Than I went to Bugis to buy CNY cards for all DJs. Wanted to pass to Weibin Jie or Imelda to pass to the rest of the DJs. Luckily able to pass her the whole stacks. Thanks Imelda.

Then I met Evonne and Steven to catch Anthony Ni An Dong before we head down to Alps Cafe for the Bday Bash for Andrew and me.

Thanks to Andrew, Steven, Evonne, Kaiting, Jianmei, Peiqi, Yuru, Raymond, Edmund, Vincent, Huihui Mummy and Wilson for coming down to celebrate with us. :D

Thanks Vincent for the cute small hello kitty doll and Yuru for the cute pinky bear. They will all be accompany all nights and sweetest dreams. Vincent dar dar, love ya. Yuru darling, love ya. Love all for the care, love and concern. Especially last year when I almost broke down due to some matters.

I believe, you all are my pillars and encouragements. Also thanks to all DJs from Yes933 who also gave me advices and help rendered. Many thanks to you guys. Without you guys, I guess I am still in the breakdown stage now. Thanks for pulling me back and thanks for bearing all my wilfulness and stubborn-ness. I love you all with all my hearts. :D

Also thanks for all who contributed for my dream gift. I will cherish it and will take great care of it! Love it ttm!!!

There are songs which I wished to sing for all of you all. This song's lyrics is actually what I wish to tell all of you. F.I.R-Xiang Ri Kui Sheng Kai De Xia Tian. I wish I am able to sing for all of you one day. Then another song which I sang for some of you, S.H.E-Mo Li. Without you all, I do not have the power to stand up again. I have you to be with, everything will be easy. :D

Xie xie da jia... Wo ai ni men!!!! :D

Yes933 Bday Cruise (21-24 Jan 2011) With Royal Caribbean

2011-02-03T01:45:00.000-08:00

21 Jan 2011

Finally today I will go cruise with the 8 DJs and have my first experience on CRUISE! But sad to say, I have to share room with someone I actually wanted that someone to leave me alone forever.

Anyway, no choice, even no matter how I do not wish, I have to spend this 4dayz3nitez with that someone. The first lie I told was, I changed only S$50. This is to prevent her from asking me treat her in the event she have no money on hand.

The beginning of the cruise trip was exciting and I wanted to give some of the djs suprises as I kept saying I could not board the cruise and ask them enjoy while away from work. Sad to say, Mary Jie and Jie believed me. I did that on Weibin Jie and CQ before. So now even if I say I did not book the cruise trip, they aren't going to believe me.

Anyway, this will be the last trip to go with them as I will be enrolling to poly this coming Feb and all smooth sailing, I will start my course in April which means I cannot work and hence no money for any trip.

Before the cruise departing from Harbour Front, we need to have the safety exercise and instructions. So after we had our lunch, walking around and there we are at the sunny afternoon standing while waiting for all the guests to stand at the specific musters area for assemble. Just needed only few minutes of explaining on how to wear the life jacket, but was dragged till half an hour to end as some took own sweet time to gather at the muster.

After that, I tried to find Jianmei and her aunt but could not find. End up I saw Mary Jie, Huishi Jie, Jiahui Jie, Weibin Jie, the other jiahui. I quickly turned my direction and walked back in.

Back to the room, we are preparing to go up to Deck 11 for the cocktail invitation. It is the battle between 3 DJs of doing cocktail competition to see who can be the winner.

Thanks to Weibin Jie, I was choosen to be Jie's partner for the competition. The competitors are Jiafa who is making, Da Jia Fa Cai, Cruz making Cruzing on the Cruise and Jie making Poison Ivy.

Although I did not get to taste Jiafa and Cruz's cocktails, but I still think, by one look, Jie's cocktail is the best. In the end, Cruz won the race but Jie also not bad, being the 2nd runner up.

Each of the helper, got a laptop cover, lanyard of yes933 logo and handphone strip with yes933 logo also.

That will be the only event on the first day. Took some photos with the DJs and was already contented. By seeing how Mary Jie believe me, Jie believes in me, touches me. So sorry that I played a little trick on you all. Just wanted to give you a mini suprises. Hope you wont be angry with me.

We dated CQ for a chat and I came up late, thanks to Uncle Feng and his wife. I had quality time with you guys tonite.

Just when I thought I can have a great nite sleep, I was disturbed by thunder snored. Not real thunder as my room doesnt have windows. So you should know what thunder I mean. Haiz...

22 Jan 2011
Couldn't sleep well since 2am. Tossing right and left and hoping thunder sound can put a stop but sad to say, it didn't. So I was wide awake since 6am plus. Never did I wake up that early unless my mum woke me up for something.

Since nothing to do, so I decided to go for early bathe and thinking should I go for early breakfast or wait for her to wake up then we go Deck 11 see them play hunting games as we aren't involved.

Who knows, she woke up at 8am plus and I told her, shall we go up and see them play games. We chatted a while before she got up and bathe. Shortly, a call came. It was Uncle Feng who called and asked us faster come up to Deck 11 and joined their team as there are 2 vacancies. How I wish I can dumped her and go up alone. So I rushed her and we went up shortly.

Finally got the t-shirt I wanted and we have to play a photo hunting with multiple games to complete before we can come back to Deck 11 and waiting to be the winner of the hunting game. The team leader is Jiafa. First we went for rock climbing, then went to look for the answers to all questions, made a bear, bought our team colour's scarf, etc...

The final winner is Ivy Jie's team.... The rest were all consolation prizes where each of the team members got a foldable travel bag that comes with either blue or red. I got the red one.

After the game, I went back to room to put things back and the t-shirt back. Then head for early lunch and late breakfast. Then I wanted to shake the gen bi chong off but sad to say she keep sticking on me. Well, think today no way I can shake her off.

2pm, ship docked at Penang harbour, dated Uncle Feng and Moitee at Deck 1 to go and eat Penang Laksa, Rojak and Chendol which he mentioned very nice. Since we cannot joined CQ's leading Penang tour due to some errors in communicating and some infor not told by the agency, we decided to roam around Penang ourselves.

With the help of Uncle Feng in negiotiating on the price for the van to transport us to the place to eat Laksa, Chendol and Rojak, then to the shopping centre for walk around. It was agreed to settled at 50ringits to and we came back on 2 cabs.

The Laksa taste was totally different from what we sells in Singapore. Even the Chendol also tastes different. The Rojak have unripped Mango. New taste and great experience. Though the Laksa was a bit great experience. Thanks Uncle Feng for the recommendation. :D

Suprises came just before we setting off back to the cruise, CQ's leading tour last stop landed at the shopping centre we roamed around. We went for some walk about and I did not buy anything today but bought a magnet before we went back to the cruise. Took some photos of the Penang Laksa, Rojak and Chendol just before we whipped it off and also took with the cruise before it leaving to next destinations.

We went back for early dinner before we meeting at Deck 11 for some let down and have a few sips of alcohol. Thanks for Uncle Feng also. :D

Well, we went down and saw the people were dancing away. I saw few of the female DJs and Huishi dancing at the dance floor and enjoyed. Some went to casino for some luck exchange money. Some went for rest due to a day outing. But they were all prepared for the Gala Night tomorrow.

Let us all enjoy tonight's great embience and the drinks. Forget all worries, problems and sadness!

23 Jan 2011
The ship docked at North Port. A place that resembles our PSA port. Uncle Feng called and date me go for a walk outside. We will be going for Ba Sheng Bak Gu Teh.

The shuttle bus took us out a few km road to take cab out to the destination we wanted. But the fees set by the company was not worth for 3 person to pay. Luckily she called just in time to join us so that the cost will not be very high and not worth the trip. Each person will need to pay 25 ringits. The bak gu teh was each 20ringits.

The claypot filled with all goodies and the soup tastes really very different from what was selling in Singapore. Again new experience and great tasting. Thanks for Uncle Feng and Moitee. If not, we will all stucked on the cruise and sian ttm!

After the small outing, bought many things and most importantly, I bought hello kitty mini speaker, one small gift for Mummy Huihui and 3 pairs of earings and one necklace. Will choose one pair of earings for tonight's Gala Night to match my dress. :D

Gala Night queuing starts one hour before the time stated. We waited for some time before the door opened for us to be seated. Greeted by the DJs and the moment we entered, they started their role. They aren't DJs except Cruz acting himself as a DJ in Yes933. The rest were given each a role. For example, CQ, the director is Zhou Quan Xi, Peifen Jie is Zhang Hai Jie, Jiahui Jie is Xie An Qi, Jiafa is Anthong Ni An Dong, Huishi is Feng Bao Bao, Imelda as her secretary, etc.

They sing, they dance and they play games. So fun and great! We had lots of fun and laughters.

Before it ends, they invited all the Jan babies up the stage for photo taking, yes933 bday song singing and also cake cutting session. I was being called out as usual. Anyway, thanks for the wonderful nite and it was my first bday cake. Thanks Yes933 for the great bday present!

After the Gala Night, we went for a quick bite before we headed for a shopping and walk about as it will be our last night on board. We also went for last few drinks on board and roam around Deck 4's casino to spot any DJs for the last minute picture game.

Spotted a few but not going to name them. What a tiring night, have to go back and pack the luggage before we rest for the night. Tomorrow will have to be back to reality and keep working. New experience gained and great I came for the cruise in the end. Thanks Yes933 and Royal Caribbean for the wonderful time apart from some hiccups here and there and some unhappiness which I will not name.

24 Jan 2011
Back to reality day! The cruise docked at Harbour Front 6am plus. Jianmei and her aunt already left the cruise when I was having my breakfast on board.

Finally I left her silently and decided not contact her anymore. Don't ask me why as I will not tell. During these nights was the most unbearable nights and day. Unable to shake her off most of the time as she was sticking with me like leech. Even when I succeeded to shake her off one of the day, she just stick back to me when she found the time to.

I just could not understand why she cannot go around the cruise alone. I do not need magnet all the time. Anyway, apart from this, the experience with Uncle Feng, Moitee, Jianmei and her aunt was great. We laugh a lot and ate a lot. Luckily did not gained a lot of weight.

I left the cruise with a ang mo lady who bring us out to Deck 1 and say bye bye to us. With the heavy luggage, I am finally back home at 9am plus.

Unpacking luggage while listening to radio. Kunhua took over WRM temporary and CQ came back to host straight after the cruise docked. Cruz and Mary will be hosting for The Green Hornet meet the fans at the Cathay 7.30pm and Jiahui hosting for Yu Ke Wei's autosession at Bugis Square 7pm. I went for the Cathay as I was with Steven and Evonne. Till about 11pm plus I reached home. Luckily tomorrow no need to work and can wake up late.

That goes for the 4D3N Yes933 21st Bday Bash with Royal Caribbean! Hope I am able to go overseas with them again each year. Yes933 rocks!!!

Welcome Jan 2011~~

2011-01-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

16 Jan 2011
Today have to do the final discuss and decision on the venue for the combined bday bash for Andrew and I.

We had initially wanted to have it at Crazyworld there but the expenses was high. So we headed down to Kbox located at Cineleisure to asked for a small room of 20-30pax but sad to say the money to be put in was over $1000.

Which means a person have to pay more than $20 with only 2 cups of drinks. Not worth. So we have to find a suitable and not so expensive place for our mini showcase.

It will be my 2nd biggest party and maybe last bday party. Finally, we found Alps Cafe located at Prinsep street who can cater for us with $0 rental of space and ktv style of ambience.

So I am charging each person $20 which comes with a dinner set with 2 cups of drinks from the menu. Cool right?

Andrew is so happy and is so looking forward for 29 Jan's arrival. Countdown 13 days to 29 Jan. Our first and maybe last combine bday bash. Now need to headache on what songs to sing and who to invite.

Shall get the invitation done before I set off for the cruise next week. Cracking head~~

Wapping up 2010 (12 Dec-31 Dec)

2011-01-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

21 Dec 2010
Today is the gala premiere for The Ghost Must Be Crazy. Together with Steven, Kaiting, Yuru, Minyi, Peiqi, we waited for all the actors and actresses' arrival. To our suprised, the host for this gala is Liyi Jie.

We chatted with her for a while before waiting for the meet with the cast to start. All the actors and actresses said about a bit of the story line. This movie have 2 stories. First was talking about army days and the recruit wished to take off. Then during the process, they met mishap and some strange encounters. Some spooky and some funny jokes.

Second story was about an uncle want to find a wife. During the process of gaining big money and getting himself a wife, he met spooky encounters and in the end have to marry a female ghost and the price to pay is...

I must say, it is really a great movie to worth your money catching more than once. Catch it with your family, friends and even your dar dar.

Also thanks for the free movie ticket to let us catch it first before others. Please support The Ghost Must Be Crazy!!!

23 Dec 2010
As tomorrow is XiaoHan lao shi's bday, she doesnt have any event recently. Hence, I decided to drop by FM Music School to give her bday suprise.

To my dismay, the school wasn't opened. Thanks to the friendly security guard who allowed me to drop it into the letter box and even showed me where is the letter box.

Hopefully it will be in time to reach her hand and hope she love it. Soon her book will be ready to order online. I shall prepare to online purchase at least one. Cannot wait for her auto session to be held soon. Wished I can attend and give her fullest support.

Xiao Han Lao Shi..... Jiayou oh!!! :D

29 Dec 2010
Today is charity premiere for The Ghost Must Be Crazy. Although the ticket was sold at $10 each but before the movie start, we will get to hear Wang Lei, Henry Thia and CQ talked about the encounters with good brothers.

They mentioned that the only person who can attracts more good brothers crowded around is the director. During one scene, they mentioned, no one said CUT but Ah Nan automatic paused for a moment. When asked, he said someone shouted CUT hence he paused a while.

There were also once, after shooting, the whole team told CQ that they do not want to continue shooting. They said they saw white shadows flying around. Pretty scary.

Well, although I lost my voice since Saturday, but still wished to support CQ. Hence I hid the truth that I was sick that day and give him fullest support.

CQ jiayous. Awaiting for the DVD to be launched so that I can show to my mummy. I can be sure she will burst into laughter from the first scene till last scene.

31 Dec 2010
Initially I didn't have any countdown plan. But since CBS will be performing and can get to see all the Star Search people, also, to be able to countdown with friends you love, that is even worth.

Just too bad, I lost my voice and unable to get it back that soon. Hence later when countdown. I can only contribute my lips but not voice.

Used to it~! I am used to be film by camera. Most importantly, I was sitting at the first row. All the more I was being filmed.

Had great fun although in the end, I did not get to go back with them but contented that I spent the last few hours of 2010 with Kay, Skinny Evon, Evonne, Steven, Alice, Yanrong and her mum, Yahui jie, etc. HAPPY 2011!!!!

(PS: The reason why it is so backdated is due to I could not find a day to update! Pardon me for the lateness. Happy reading again long blogging~~!)

11 December 2010

2010-12-11T09:02:00.000-08:00

今天我要让一个，我非常珍惜，非常感激的朋友惊喜万分。要让她的圣诞过得很快乐。于是下定了决心，买下她一直想要的相机。

愿意为她付出，因为她为我做的事真的太多了。如果朋友是上天赐给我的礼物，那她肯定是天使赐给我的礼物。

或许和她同年，或许我们可能拥有许多共同的想法，又或许我们彼此有着密不可分的缘分。每次和她在一起，都有很多话题聊。

不用明说，她都会知道我想什么。就像大姐姐般，叮咛我，提醒我，帮助我。

这天，我骗她出来说要讨论我的2011生日派对。她并没有起疑心，完全信任我。虽然她之前就猜测到，我可能会买给她，可是没想到我真的买了。

你可以想象得到当我把相机拿出来的时候，她那惊喜的表情。真想拍下来放在这里。。。

原先没有和凯婷约好，可是她看到我放在网上的照片，好奇的问我所在何处。既然她就住在附近，我们又很久没见，想都=没想，我便约她出来一起聊天。

非常喜欢和凯婷，Evonne，PQ 在一起。。。对了，我们过后也和PQ见面。大家一起闲逛JP。。。我们说说笑笑。。。真的很开心。。。

非常幸福，我能够认识这群"疯子"。。。哈哈哈。。。这一天的时间过得真快。。。转眼之间就是9点了。。

期待下一次发疯时光。。。爱你们哦。。。

8 December 2010

2010-12-09T20:13:00.000-08:00

今天的心情是非笔墨能形容的。。。

虽然我们并不算是非常要好的朋友。也并没有多年的友情。可是，听到她要回家乡了，不会再回来了。心里难免会感伤。

晶晶，或许你不会看到这blog，可是，我还是想说。对你的决定虽然很难接受。但也了解你会想家的感受。

如果是我，我也会选择回家。虽然会非常舍不得，虽然会伤心惨了，但是我还是鼓起勇气去送机。在你面前，我非常坚强吧！

反复练习如何不在你的面前掉泪，幸好眼泪非常听话。没让我失望。。。

看到你手握项链那高兴的模样，让我非常开心。同时也庆幸我没有选择错误。看到项链就有如我在你身边保护你，鼓励你。你一定要加油喔！

天下无不散之宴席，这一天，我深深体会到。这份友谊，会永远在我心里。期待下次的相遇。

当你要进去的时候，给了我第一个也是最后一个拥抱的时候，我的眼泪差一点就流了下来。实在舍不得，但也不可能挽留你。只要你偶尔会想想我。常常和我联系。等我存够钱飞到你那里，再和你吃喝玩乐。

到时候，你一定要做我的免费向导，带我到处走走看看喔。

目送你到里面，还是强忍着泪水，坚强的说，我没事，我很好。但是，当我一个人等巴士的时候，泪水却夺眶而出。

我开始想念你了。朋友，听到你说不会再回来，但还是非常希望你会回来看我们。或许，不久之后，我们会再见面。期待那一天的到来。。。

5 December 2010

2010-12-09T20:00:00.000-08:00

Initially did not even harbour that I can get a tix for SS Final today. But was overwhelmed when I received sms from Evonne saying she can offer me one tix.

How nice! I can catch it live and finally have the chance to see Sora Jie upclose.

But the results was not that what I expected. Nevertheless, they all did well. Especially my idol, Sora Jie. Hats off her for her superb acting.

When it ended, we waited for them till almost 12am. I finally able to tell her I am Elaine. Hopefully she will remember and when we met outside, we can say hi to each other. (",)

30 November 2010

2010-12-09T19:51:00.000-08:00

Today will be my last working day in ST Electronics (Info-Software Systems) Pte Ltd. Say goodbye to non-camera phone days.

Of course that is not the reason why I counting down days. Actually, the feeling was both happy and sad. The people here some are very nice, some are monsters. But I am lucky to have such a great supervisor who is always helping me and guiding me.

2 months consider not long. But i am also glad that I know a lot of friends. Hopefully, we can get to come out and chat real soon.

Today I did nothing but stare at space. Last day is so enjoyable!!!

28 November 2010

2010-12-09T19:34:00.000-08:00

Its Sunday!!! Time to get to see the 10 finalists at the Heeren before heading to MDC to catch the Sheng Song show for CBS...

I left home a bit later than the time planned. Luckily the event have not started.

I quickly brisk walk to the Heeren and look for Evonne and the rest.

We all waited patiencely for the SS 10 finalists arrived with Jie as the host.

They played games and losers will have to eat the wasabi biscuits. In the end, almost all ate that.

After that, we all shared cabby and went to MDC to catch the last grimps before they went back in to have their lessons.

I went for early dinner with some at Thomson Road before Alice and I head back to MDC awaiting to enter and ready for the live show.

We prepared bday suprise for Carrie as her bday is 1st Dec but we are unable to do it on that day.

Thanks XT for the cake... Of cos we got share la... But she went to buy, collect and bring over. Thanks to Rong Ming kor for helping us pass to her.

Didn't take any pictures and didn't plan to take also. But Sora Jie asked me why I never say hi to her. I am very shy!!!

Anyway, its happening Sunday for me. Not sure for you, was it also that happening. :D

Seoulful Living Autograph Session 271110

2010-12-09T19:28:00.000-08:00

Very happy that I attended the autograph session and bought the book. Liyi Jie is really very suprised to see me...

Initially I didn't wanted to take picture. I don't want to disappoint her, so I took.

Thanks Liyi Jie for the autograph and hopefully we can get to meet up soon.

I hereby wish you, the sale of Seoulful Living can sell till out of stock and keep printing and printing!!! (",)

26 November 2010

2010-11-25T17:46:00.000-08:00

ITS FRIDAY!!!

I cannot wait for Saturday to arrive. The main reason is due to Seoulful Living is official launched tomorrow. With autograph session at 3.30-5.30pm. Being her supporters, of course I need to go and support.

Today wore a long sleeve tee but scare cannot wear to office, so I added sleeveless sport jacket to cover. Anyway, 2 more work days and I am out of STE. Happy plus sad. But that does not mean I am totally out of contact with some of them.

Today lady boss not in, so meaning, no boss day again? Yeah!!!

As I mentioned yesterday, Saturday and Sunday will be eventful day. Shall update more once its all over. But I am already excited.

Besides, I also excited to receive Elson's debut album. Hopefully it will come soon. Hey friends out there, if you interested in joining Elson's fanclub, can pm me and I will introduce you the FC head to help in registering. Member fees is only $20. (",)

Just now received a call from Clarance that he and WF left to Serangoon. Meaning, no lady boss also no supervisors. So HAPPY!

Hopefully lady boss dot suddenly come and pop in. I want to go home at 5.55pm. Yesterday also left at 5.55pm also. But its heavy rain evening, luckily I got mini umbrella.

At night from my room window, the more I look at my umbrella, the more I love it. That is why I will bring it whenever I go out. :D

Alright, shall end now and update more soon. :D (",)

Thoughts...

2010-11-24T21:30:00.000-08:00

I had been in serious thought these days on which course should I enrol in March 2011. Had always been eyeing on Diploma in Tourism and Hotel Management but this choice alone could only filled up 3 choices. If I were given 5 choices, what are the other 2 than?

So I continue to read and choose. Finally I came into conclusion, I must give myself more chances to get into NYP (NanYang Polytechnic) than to NP (Ngee ann Polytechnic) followed by RP (Republic Polytechnic). The main reason is, NYP is nearer to my house while the rest is much further and need to change bus to get there.

So for the first 3 choices I must set in NYP and 4th choice will be NP than last choice will be RP. So which means, I can only choose NP for one course or should I choose 2 choices? Poundering...

Finally, debating whether should give NYP and NP a fair competition, so I decided, Yes! Since both NYP and NP is my first two choices when choosing which to go. Friends out there who is preparing to help me enrol, I hereby saying THANKS!

I also would like to Thank those who given me encouragement and also guidance. Moral support is also greater than others. I believe if I got into Polytechnic, you all will be happy than I do.

Making so many sacrifices in turn for the chance to go study once again. I am very looking forward for 2011. But seriously, I am also worried. But they always say, the bridge will be straightened when the boat reached the dock. So I should think of solution if problem do arise. So now I have to prepare my mind to get study going.

Give me power! Give me moral support! Thanks all who showered me love! (",)

Just 3 more working days...

2010-11-24T21:14:00.000-08:00

Trying very hard to actually do the countdown. It is something to feel happy and also sad. Happy is due to I can finally be out of the control for that wicked woman who controlling us when the former Supervisor Boss left.

I feel very fortunate that I always have great luck in meeting great supervisors and colleagues. While others may feel being 'bullied' by colleagues. My supervisor is good in the sense that he is forgiving and patience. He will try his best to clear all doubts and solve all problems as far as he could. I never seen him blowing his top nor showing temper. Salute you, Mr Leong Waifu. I guess what I missed will be days working with you.

3 more weekdays to go before I can finally forgo the non-camera phone. It also marks the hunting for jobs day. I will be preparing to go for endless job interviews till I land myself in temp job. Hopefully can find 4 months temp job or if not, 2 months also not bad.

What I will be doing this weekend? I will be extremely busy this weekend. Saturday, 27 November, will be Liyi Jie's Seoulful Living autograph session. It is also her 2nd book launched. I did not buy her first book but I am not going to missed it again. From DJ to Lecturer in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. I guess she is getting hang of the life as a lecturer. I very miss her and her voice. Going to see her and short chat with her. Not sure if I have enough time for the bday party later but seeing Liyi Jie is more important than any other matters. (",)

What about Sunday? It is more busy than expected. From 1230hrs, I will be on my way to the Heeren to meet the Star Search 2010 Top 10 Finalists face to face. I can get to see my idol Sora Mah who is 9 days older than me. (Argh~~) But she is prettier than me. (",)

After the Heeren event, once again, I will step to MDC (MeDiaCorp) for the Sheng Song Show. The main reason is, there will be Cha Ban Sheng appearing. How could I let go this opportunity to hear them sing live even though only one song will be sang. Even so, I can not forgo the chance to hear them. Being their 'friend' as we aren't that close but not bad as we get to tweet each other at times. I am also their fans. (How great to be their fans) Anyway, my weekends will be burnt this way. Though expecting fratigue but its all worthwhile.

Come to think my age really does not fit into this idol chasing days. But I want to keep the young thinking going. Probably preparing myself to fit into the Polytechnic life. I believe if I believe it will come true, it will. To have faith, you already won half the battle, isn't it?

Counting Down to December 2010

2010-11-18T23:42:00.000-08:00

Time really flies. Soon November will come an end. Soon I might become jobless again. So I have to forsake some days and those days salaries in order to prepare for my job interview that were to come.

First interview hopefully will fixed on next Monday. Currently only one agency arranged a meeting with me on Monday. Wonder will he have any good news for me. If not I have to drag till mid December than can find job or worst is drag till January 2011 than can start my temp assignment.

I need some luck in order to find a longer temp job that I can hold before I enter polytechnic. As December draw near, it means many birthdays coming on. Or maybe I am only interested in Music Clinic's Xmas celebration.

42 days to 2011 and 73 days to my birthday. I had been thinking whether I have the chance to hold a party to celebrate my 27th birthday since I did not celebrate my 26th birthday this year.

Initially, I had promise Andrew to hold a combine birthday party with him, since his birthday is just 1 day later than mine. But now, I really very worried if I will let him down by rejecting the idea.

We have yet discuss but I am now facing jobless fate. I always thought temp jobs is much easier to find than perm job. But looks like chances are playing trick on me. When I decided to find temp jobs, perm jobs became easier to locate then temp. When I decided to find perm, then I will see a lot of the companies wanted to find temp staffs.

I was told that December is a very risky month to find job as many people waiting for bonus and might not leave the company. Hence the number of temp jobs will be affected. But I still having a positive thinking.

Right now, finding job is my main aim. Give me luck and give me chance! (",)

19 November 2010

2010-11-18T18:53:00.000-08:00

ITS FLYDAY! Its also a day I can fully have the pc for my own use the whole day as the perm staff is having her course, although the place is just nearby.

Counting down 6 more days and I have to say BYE BYE to all Infor-Software colleagues and all the ST Electronics friends. Can say I am looking forward but at the same time worried. This morning I had a very strange dream. I dreamt that my current supervisor was helping me do a temporary pass so I no need to everyday change pass and the period was for a few months. That is strange when this month is my last month and I do not need to change pass anymore unless they decided to give me another temp position elsewhere.

Since yesterday I had been sending resumes and received some calls from agency. But I only meeting one next Monday. Awaiting for more calls, so I will continue to send resumes. Hopefully I can get as many interviews as possible on Monday. Fully prepared and hopefully I can successfully secured a job before December 2010 arrived.

Frankly speaking, I am always blessed. All my supervisors whom I worked with are very kind and patience to me. No matter how long it takes for me to adapt, they are always willing to be there to help me and to guide me along. From the first office job, my very first supervisor, Sis Jennifer till present, Waifu, they all treat me very good.

I think, I will miss the days we worked and also the words we spoke. Congrats to Waifu for his additional members who came last week during the long weekend. Its his 2nd child. Wonder was it because I knew he had newborn. I felt he is more fatherly feel now. Everyday he is smiling away.

I really do not know if I ever will have children or even whether I would get married. Anyway, what I need to focus now is to find a 4 months temp job and prepare myself for the enrollment for my Diploma course. Pray hard, all my sacrifices of endless bonuses will be worth. Many people said, the chances of getting in are very high. May their words really came true.

Wow! Again filled with nothing but words. But that is me. Forever filled with words and words and words. That is why nobody will visit here and comment. (".)

17-18 November 2010

2010-11-17T19:58:00.000-08:00

17 November 2010

Today is Hari Raya Haji, meaning its another PH. But strangely, today is Wednesday not Friday or not Monday. So we do not have long weekend. What we have is work 2 days rest 1 day then work 2 days rest 2 days. (",)

What a great week this week but it will not be great for the residents in my block. Weeks before, my 6th floor neighbour notice there is a big bee hive on the tree. He informed the autorities and they are going to remove it tomorrow 7-8pm.

The notice pasted on the lift wall stated that we must close all doors and windows. Sad to say, my house windows is not tightly closed as it was old fashion and very long time never use. I am very scare that the bees will come my house and stay forever. HOW???

Anyway, its PH so have to enjoy first than worry later. Kway Chap, soft boiled eggs and lemon tea, here I come!

18 November 2010

Today finally arrived. I have totally no mood to go work as I am very worried for the bee hive which is going to be removed later at 7-8pm. My house windows all could not closed tightly. Doors also have holes.

Think I watch too many movies and drama. In my mind keep appearing thousands of bees flying into my house and stays in the living room. I am so terrify. Hope that it will never come my house and stay.

Hopefully the experts can make all the bees sleep inside the hive and then remove them carefully.

I wonder how does a bee hive appears at the tree? How come it is so big in size? When did it came and stayed at the tree? Who can answer all my queries?

Finally at 7plus pm, the experts came with the electronic ladder and two sticks of poles with flamable head. They trying to test as in how to reach the bee hive. There were two men on the ladder and was holding each one pole. When they confirmed the position, one of them lit the pole and huge fire flame was seen reaching the hive. Seconds later, the whole hive was in flame and burnt.

I suddenly felt the bees were all very poor thing. They could not escape as the whole hive on fire in seconds. Only a few, I guessed, had escaped unharmed. Only one flew up to my corridor.

That is how they destroyed the hive without giving them chances to escape. May the bees rest in peace.

Updates November (1)

2010-11-17T19:39:00.000-08:00

05 November 2010

Today was PH. So which means I can wake up late. Sad to say my body clock wakes me up at 9am. So sad :(

Anyway, PH means I can have my favourite breakfast with my Mummy at the market. Kway Chap! I also can have my 2 soft boiled eggs and a cup of lemon tea!

After breakfast, rest for few hours and its SHOPPING TIME! I would like to say Happy Deepavali and Happy Holiday!!!

13 November 2010

Today was Ivy's gathering. Finally took so long to actually finalised the date and venue. Initially she was reluctant to have the gathering at KTV lounge. But after her first public closed door singing, she was convinced that she can really sing.

Jie, I must say, you really can sing and even sing better than me. Even when we sing Ru Guo Wo Shi Ni, you really sing better than I did.

We had lots of fun. I love the way you sing Xi Tie Jie. So like the original singer. I guess you will never be reluctant to have your gathering at KTV anymore.

After this gathering, the next upcoming will be Mary Jie's. We also hoping Princess Serene will have a gathering too as she will soon be flying to Taiwan for better future. So before she fly, we must have a gathering for her.

Actually I was a little upset that day. Anyway, what was important was the gathering was a success. Thanks Evonne for all the preparation and the arrangements made. Without her, I guess nothing will be done and event will never be that success. (",)

14 November 2010

Today is the Semi-Final for Star Search 2010. Today will have less 10 participants once the results were out.

It will also be many people's sad day. We couldn't bear to part but have to. Life is cruel. So is reality.

Mika, Qiao qiao and the remaining 7 participants, we will always remember you. For those who got into, you all must jiayouz so that will not let those who could not get in down. I will be at the audience shouting for you all. (",)

15 November 2010

Today was NYP Campus concert for Cha Ban Sheng and Princess Serene. With the help of Cherine and Leslie, we got our fanclub member seats which is 3rd row after the stage.

Special thanks to Sheng Hong for rushing down from school to home to come down here in order to get the board for us. Also have to thank Evonne for the name collation. Without her, we won't be able to have so front seats.

Princess Serene is the first singer to perform. Although she have flu and was on medication which made her feel drowsy. Her performance was not affected. She sang was Lala, Lian Ai Nv Sheng Dou Shi Yang, Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni. She was last minute tested by Cruz to sing cantonese song when asked if she go Hong Kong, is her Cantonese okay or not. She started humming Zhong Sheng Mei Li. After which, she started to play chorus part of it to prove she was bilingual and have no difficulties if were to perform in Hong Kong.

I have full faith that even if put her at United States, she can also sing. Although the autograph session was not very well done as only a handful of the students wanted her autograph. But overall, we had great time. As per her blog, she was deeply touched when we sang the last sentence of Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni with her.

What I wish to say is, Princess Serene, you are really brilliant and hardworking. Looking forward for the gathering before you fly to Taiwan to further your singing career. Hopefully it will be real soon for us to hold a gathering for you.

Next performance was Cha Ban Sheng, Carrie and Diya. I knew them since Project Superstar. Through Peter lao shi, I became friends of them. Seeing them having the debut album, I felt happy for them.

They sang Ren Sheng Shi Yan Ke, Cheng Qiang, Xiao Dong Zuo and Tai Tou Ming. I have to say when they sang Tai Tou Ming, I almost cried. This song actually said my past also. But compared to them, I guess my sad past was nothing. Anyway, I am glad that I have chance to hear them live again.

I missed many of their performance. So today I cannot missed it. Thanks NYP for the special moments. I promise if I ever got into NYP, I also want to help out in the campus concert! (",)

03 November 2010

2010-11-02T19:29:00.000-07:00

Today I have PC for only half a day as Eunice had gone for HR Induction Course and will be back after lunch hour.

So I shall make full use of this time and send resumes or do up a new resume. At the same time update blogs and checking emails.

For the past days, it was terrible without a PC to use. Plus I am sick for so many days. Just hang on one more day and will be PH. I will hang on.

Recently due to sickness, I did not online. But I knew many people had been concern for me especially my lao gong and sisters. Thanks for all the get well soon messages. I am very touched. Well, there is one person which I wish he will say Get Well Soon to me. We will get to see each other in the workplace but he never knew I have feelings on him.

I guess if he peeked on this post, he might knew that I have feelings in him. I do not know why he will be very concern for me in the past but now seems very cold at times. What have gone wrong? Or he is trying to avoid me? Shall let nature take its course.

Soon I will be enrolling to Polytechnic. Every morning when I taking bus to work, I will see NYP students. How I wish I can get in next year and proudly announcing that I am NYP student.

At age 27 to start studying again, it is very late. But if have the heart to study, it will never be too late. Government is encouraging us to study more. Reality is also asking us to pursue our education. The higher the better. But why the education fees is so expensive? If only they can help us by giving us paying lesser fees, I guess we all do not mind to study till old age. Well, wishful thinking.

Wish me good luck in my pursuing Diploma and also romance. I do hope I can find a job and hang on till I start my school term. If not, all the sacrifices will be gone to waste. :(

02 November 2010

2010-11-02T19:21:00.000-07:00

Today again was not feeling well day for me. Although "running" nose have stopped. But I could not seems to shake away blocked nose. It like to come and go make me feel so irritated.

Last night's dinner was agony for me. I could not breathe properly and chest very pain when I could not get enough oxygen. Terrible.

It was Day 4 since I contacted flu virus. Fearing if this continues, I might lost my voice in the end. I do not want to lose my voice. Neither do I want to endure nose blocked.

This made me stop and think, toilet have pumps to clear the choked toilet bowls, but why there isn't any pump to clear block nose? Hopefully one day, they will invent a pump to actually clear blocked nose. Well, I know it sounded funny and impossible invention. Keep dreaming but my nose is still blocked. Left side ok become right side and vice versa. Sickening!!!

01 November 2010

2010-11-02T19:16:00.002-07:00

I shouldn't have come to work today. It made my flu worsen. I was like keep having blocked nose and started to sneeze frequent.

With no medication on hand, I am feeling very terrible. The air con in office is like freezer. How am I to pull through till end of the day.

Afternoon was even worst especially when I was scolded by HR demon for listening to radio using ear piece. She threatened say she will terminate my contract although she promised to keep me till end November.

Come to think, can that be a reason for firing me? I guess maybe can. Anyway, shall stay very low profile and get paid for working minimal job. How relaxing it can be?

I am really not feeling well. Moreover was being scolded by demon. How bad Monday can be? Super BLUE Monday... :(

31 October 2010

2010-11-02T19:08:00.000-07:00

Finally October will be ended. November is coming real soon. That also mean 2010 is about to end real soon. Time really flies.

Today as usual will be shopping with Mummy. As we have no plans so we decided to go Toa Payoh walk around.

Actually have nothing much to do and shop, just wanted to spend time and take a break. Did not bought much things. Just some neccessities and drinks.

After that we headed home around 5plus. It was then I felt my flu virus was not yet cured. Went to buy Clarinase again and learnt that they changed the formula. It cost few dollars more than previous and heard it is to be taken once a day. Shall give it a try and hopefully I can get cured real soon. I am very sickening by the "running" nose conditions.

GET WELL SOON, ELAINE!!!

30 October 2010

2010-11-02T18:39:00.000-07:00

Today whole day stayed at home. I was feeling ok initially.

As I have no plans today, so I shall use Catch-up TV to chase the past episodes of Personal Taste since I had missed so many episodes.

But as evening came, I was feeling very sick. By then I had been sneezing away. Thinking its just some nose irritation which I used to have, hence I ignored it and continued to catch till 7th episode.

By then, I was fatigue and sneezing till my nose become clown nose. Then I decided to sleep early so I can get rid of flu. Before I sleep, I took 2 tablets of Clarinase and hope it can cured by day break.

GET WELL SOON ELAINE~~~

29 October 2010 - SHA Nite (2)

2010-11-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

So sorry for taking so long to update this blog as I was sick these days. Finally can sit down and pen down all the winning list. But I am not gonna list down all as you can get to see it at http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/zh/radio/hit-awards/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4421897

I will only touch on my favourite Princess Serene. Congrats for her of winning 2 awards as shown on the above website.

Below are the list of awards she got:
1) 优秀新人奖：龚芝怡（55：38：7)
2) 最受欢迎新人：龚芝怡

Also have to congrats Xiao Han lao shi for winning:
最佳本地作词：抛物线（小寒），蔡健雅演唱

We all cheered and blow whistles till the security called us no blowing of whistles. (",)

Anyway, we had a very exciting night and all our voice nearly gone. Before the ending of SHA prizes presentation, I gave Princess Serene a flying kiss. She returned back also. I was so jubilant.

On my way out of Singapore Indoor Stadium, I met Princess Serene's parents and said Hi to them. I bet they are very happy that their daughter won the awards. 3 cheers to Princess Serene. Hip hip HURRAY, Hip hip HURRAY, Hip hip HURRAY!!!

29 October 2010-SHA NITEZ

2010-10-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

Finally its here in less than 6hours for 7.30pm to arrived. I am super high and might not type properly and long now.

Done with minimal updates of what happened these days. So now awaiting for clock to strike 6pm for me to meet Steven, the president, Evonne, the VP, Andrew, the blog in charge, Terence, the treasurer, Summer and Raymond. I am so excited. Seeing Princess Serene is already on her way down to Singapore Indoor Stadium, I am even more excited.

Here I am in Kallang Leisure Park KFC updating the blog, counting down for the time to past and we all GET HIGH.

This year is special start for me. In the past, I went for SHA was all alone sitting at some place. This year, I will be sitting with Muffin-renes and Kewei FC members, basically the only reason is, the committee is all the same people. I am their so-call admin who will be also in charge for blog updates if there is a need. As you know, my blog is only words with no pictures. Hahahaha.

I also want to cheer for Weibin Jie for the opening singing for SHA and also the host for SHA. Together with Kewei, Princess Serene and Aunty Lucy. Oh no. Correction, is with Chong Qing kor. They will be singing the past award winning songs. I bet will be new experience for them especially Kewei and Princess Serene are the newbies in Music Industry though they were backup singers for many years.

This year we also have many excitements. Firstly was our Lao Da-Princess Serene who won the Popular New which we actually worried that Yan Jue will won the title. But when Cruz announced, we could not believe our ears. When they posted on FB and twitter, we finally confirmed ITS REAL!!!

Oh boy! The more I write, the more I get excited. Now is only 2.13pm and I am already excited. Okay. Bag checked, I have 13 whistles and 50 light sticks. Don't ask me why so many. I also do not know why.

So are you all ready to shout your lungs out for Singapore Hits Awards?!?!?! I am!!! Hehehe... Look out for the updates in my upcoming post probably tomorrow for the excitements we had and the happy moments we shared at Indoor Stadium.

For those who could not be with us here, stay tune to Yes933 as they will have on the spot record or maybe interviews for those who won the awards. I wish Princess Serene will get all trophies home. (",) Stay tune for Your Entertainment Station, Yes933~~~~!!!

28 October 2010

2010-10-28T22:43:00.000-07:00

Well, since I worried I cannot make it on time as I off work at 6pm and only can leave office at 6.05pm. So, I took unpaid today.

My planned was to catch movie, meet Evonne and Andrew than proceed to IMM Garden Plaza. I did them as planned.

What I did not planned was to collect the watch from Yes933 due to the event for their Zhao Shi Huo Dong. Its Tommy Hilfiger watch worth $190. Some more a male watch. Anyway, shall keep it and maybe give my future BB. (",)

Than I went down to meet my ex-colleague for lunch before head down to Illuma hoping to catch 3D Child's Eye. To my dismay, the cinema at Illuma does not have this movie. So I went to Shaw Bugis but sad to say, it wasn't in 3D. Never mind. Better than nothing.

The movie will only be shown at 3.10pm and 7.10pm. Of course I bought 3.10pm as I have to meet Evonne at 5pm and then proceed to IMM. The movie lasted 1.35hours. I can say, I was terrified by the movie.

Since it was taken in Bangkok, so the scary rates will be high. As many knew, Thai Horror movies always wins other horror movies. I like to catch these and to test my guts. (",)

After catching Child's Eye, I went to B1 outside Jco to meet Evonne than we went to meet Andrew Papa at Bugis MRT station and proceed to Jurong East. When we reached JE, we met Peiyi and Xingyu. We walked to IMM and we stand in the first row since nobody was there.

We patiencely waited for Princess Serene to arrive as Peiyi want to give her the Voodu Doll which is one of Princess Serene's favourite. We had a short chat with her before she went to test mike and music. She is so skinny. Must tell her eat more. She is very cute when she apologised to the sound man for redo and redo the music being played. Then came Jie and we all shouted to her say her new picture on the poster is very pretty. She was so happy.

Jie, its true that the new hairstyle suits you. You look more femaine. Opz... Anyway, the event started few minutes past 7pm with Jiafa and Jie asking who will be coming for this last Zhao Shi Huo Dong. They started to ask 3 questions to give out the special goodie bags. Sad to say, I did not won.

The first artiste came out was Princess Serene, she sang Shou Zhong Xian, followed by Lian Ai Nv Sheng Dou Shi Yang and lastly Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni.

Talking about Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni, thanks to Evonne, Steven, Peiyi, Terence, Xingyu for the sabo-ing. They made me sing chorus of MZWAN to win a pair of tickets for SHA. Thanks lo. Out of tune and so embarrassing. Hopefully Junxing never video down and post on FB. If not I no place hide my giant face liao.

Next was Kewei singing her 3 songs. I only remember second song title is Ke Bu Ke Yi. After she sang, she left IMM in a very fast speed. So does Princess Serene. They all went to Indoor Stadium for their last rehearsal for tomorrow's SHA. Jiayouz Princess Serene and Kewei Jie.

The last artiste to sing was Olivia. Sad to say her fans were not many who were present there. So we helped her carry the board. She really thought we are her fans as we perform as though we were typical fans. We shouted and cheers for her. Sing with her and she really thought we are her fans. So cute. Anyway, she sang You and Me as usual. After that, she also left IMM in fast speed.

The whole event ended at 8.15pm as the DJs also need to go for rehearsal. So they packed up and left to Indoor Stadium in minutes. So we went for dinner shortly. Counting down for SHA.

Cannot wait for tomorrow to arrive. All the best for all nominees especially~~ You know who la... :D

27 October 2010

2010-10-28T22:37:00.000-07:00

I have no access to the PC at work. With nothing to do on hand, I took my I-Weekly and read secretly.

But I got bored very soon. Hence I decided to go for a walk downstairs. Looks like today will be a boring day for me. No PC is same as no fun also same as unable to update blog.

Since not able to update, than today will have no exciting things to update. Tomorrow will be an exciting day for Muffin-renes and Fans of Tay Kewei. We will cheer loud loud~~~~

26 October 2010

2010-10-25T22:13:00.000-07:00

Its Tuesday. 3 days to Friday. A day all awaiting for if you care.

Today onwards, the pc in reception counter belongs to Eunice and me. So I cannot blog as and when I like.

Anyway, last night was fantastic but chaotic. Few of the stars got ''piggy hands'' by that skinny bone fatty meat. We failed to protect them. Shall do a plan where we can protect them from all these nasty idiots.

So happy that Sora and Mika got in. Its fun! Many people caught me on tv. Anyway, will update more soon. I shall keep this short and simple.

Today Waifu treat us lunch. Thanks Waifu. :D

Cha Ban Sheng 1st Debut Album - Life Experience 101

2010-10-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

The first time I hold onto this album, the photos were all so innovative. I bet no one would ever think of this way to do for the album.

I knew Carrie and Diya was after the Superstars events. I met them at Music Clinic while they were here for some lessons. They are very friendly and always never failed to say Hi to me.

To them, I maybe a nobody. Or maybe just their small small supporter. But to me, I already consider them as my friend. It is especially when Carrie made it a point to remember my name and will call out to me if she came met me.

Now back to talking of the after-listen comments on the album. Firstly, what attracts me is their first qiang da song - Ren Sheng Shi Yan Ke. It is a very rock song. It really suits to listen whenever you are down. I have to say, it never failed to bring a smile on my face whenever I heard this song played in Yes933.

But this song isn't the Track 1 song. If you listen track by track, the first song that filled your ears will be Xiao Dong Zhuo. This is song for all who are being love by friends, family and yourself. I must say the lyrics is well written.

Actually I must say the whole album songs are a must listen songs. Now come to Track 2, Tai Tou Ming. I must comment that the first time I heard the whole song being played on my mp3, I almost cried. Why? The main reason is the lyrics really says part of my memories. I could never failed to sing along and almost teary when comes to the chorus part.

Track 3, Cheng Qiang. Being the Second zhu da ge. It is also a very great song. Helps you to sing your hearts out and telling you, there is no need to be hardstrong. You can also show your feelings out.

Track 4, Polariod. This is another very rock song. Please on your speaker to the max and rock with CBS. :D

Track 5, Ren Sheng Shi Yan Ke. Since it is the 1st zhu da ge, no need much intro, I guess, you already get what it is trying to brings out.

Track 6 - Tumbling Kelly(Bu Dao Wan Ou). This song is very cute and cheer you up also. Tells you to be Bu Dao Weng and gets up whenever life gets you down. On your speaker loud and rock with them.

Track 7 - Hui Yi Zhe Dong Xi. It is very smoothing song. Great to listen when you are resting on the bed.

Track 8 - 1924. I super like this song. I could not explain why. But whenever I hear the opening, I am attracted by the music. Then is attracted by the lyrics.

Track 9 - Biao Zhun Da An. Correct me if I am wrong. I consider this as Rock song. On your speaker and rock.

Track 10 - Lan Ren Guan. This song is fun. The lyrics is very funny and the music is nice.

Overall, if really want me to choose the most liking song, that will be 1924. 2nd will be Tai Tou Ming and 3rd will be Cheng Qiang.

Thanks CBS for the autograph and thanks for the debut album. Way to go. Waiting for next and next and next and endless next album. CHA BAN SHENG rocks.

25 October 2010

2010-10-24T22:33:00.000-07:00

I reached office earlier than expected. Guessed what time I reached? It was 8.22am. But the new girl, Eunice was even earlier than me. I guessed she was already here at 8.15am. We both were unable to enter the office as my temp pass could not helped me to open the door.

Luckily there was colleague from HR to helped us opened the door. I urshered her to see Clarence after which she was attended by Waifu. I guessed today the whole day she will be with Waifu as there will be a lot for her to learn.

So guessed today I will not get to teach her anything yet. Anyway, I will be on leave on Friday. So when I on leave, she will be left alone at reception. It was funny when my contract was actually ending in end November but she was already here in the last week of October. Which means I will see her and guide her till end of November. During this few weeks, I guessed she will not have access to this pc unless I on unpaid leave again.

Will update tomorrow for what I will be doing after work today. This Thursday and Friday will be happening too. As for Saturday, I do not know if I will be having any events. Look out for my updates soon. (",)

24 October 2010

2010-10-24T22:27:00.000-07:00

Rarely I will post things I did on Sunday. I bet this is going to be a short one as not much to type.

As usual, I will be going out with my Mum for shopping. When we about to leave the house, it was raining cats and dogs. You can guessed how heavy it will be. It should be HEAVY DOWNPOUR.

Initially planned to bring her to Marina Square walk around. I gave her few choices. Tampines, Toa Payoh, Marina Square or you want AMK Hub. In the end, she chose Tampines.

We took bus 22 and reached Tampines at 3pm plus. I told her I wanted to eat MacDonalds. So we went to Tampines Mall to eat. I had Quarter Pounder with Cheese upsized. I got 3 game stickers while my Mum's Filet O Fish upsized got 2 stickers.

We finished food and went to FairPrice for some shopping. Then we took bus back home. Thats how we spent this Sunday. I love rain when it chases away the HAZE and making our air clearer again. May the HAZE leave us alone.

23 October 2010 - Cha Ban Sheng Auto Session

2010-10-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

As planned, I reached Bugis at 4.30pm. There wasn't any queue yet but some professional photographer were already standby-ing.

We prepared a belated birthday suprises for Diya later on. There will be a cake with candles and a board with our Bday wishes. Thanks to Alice, Yanrong and the rest.

We waited patiencely while CBS getting ready to come on stage. Cruz did some interviews with them regarding the album and urging the public to purchase the album and join the queue.

Their first song was of course their Ren Sheng Shi Yan Ke. Hearing live was really different feeling as the CDs. Although the sound system was giving them some problems and the sound actually goes off for a few seconds while they singing the chorus. But its okay. They still continue to jump and sing on stage.

Their second song was Cheng Qiang. That is also one of the song which I will teary when listening. It really speaks many people's feelings out. The way they sing also did play a part in making us teary.

Interval when they sing Cheng Qiang, there was special appearance of Aunty Lucy. CBS and all Yes933 DJ's god mother. She specially came down to give her fullest support. This suprises CBS. Following to this suprised appearance was our planned suprises for Diya. We sang Happy Birthday song for her and she was very touched. After that they sang Xiao Dong Zhuo and Carrie was very happy when she saw us singing the songs with them. I bet she was also touched as we memorised the lyrics.

Their last song was Tai Tou Ming. This is also one of the teary songs. It speaks of Diya and Carrie's love life in the past. If you listen carefully and word by word, I bet you will also cry interval.

As they finished singing Tai Tou Ming, it marks the start of the autograph session. I was the first few to go up stage. Carrie took some time to remember my name. So funny. I thought the short term memory only will be fall on Diya as she never once remember my name clearly. When it was Diya's turn to sign for me. She say my hair looks very bright. Then I passed her my DIY bday card. The wind was strong that it almost flew away. So happening.

Thanks Carrie and Diya for the autograph. I will keep it and will never lost the album. Will listen and listen and listen till my mp3, handphone and lappy spoilt. Hahaha...

Oh yes! Ivy Jie and Peifen were there also to get the autograph. There was also special appearance of Kewei who queued the last to get their autograph. First time see Kewei upclosed. She is really a beauty. CBS, Kewei and Princess Serene. Jiayouz and I will forever support you.

22 October 2010 (7 days to SHA)

2010-10-21T22:34:00.000-07:00

Just changed the template of this blog. Its so me. I love pink and I cannot imagine a day without Pink. Can say I am crazy over PINK.

You must be wondering why I have so many time to blog everyday. I also wonder why this job gave me so much free time. Probably will stay on till next month end. Meanwhile, I will continue to keep a lookout for job. Hopefully I can get the next temp job by end November and can start by 1 December 2010. I also hope to find a job that can keep me employed till I start my polytechnic school term in 2011.

Many gave me encouragements and tell me to go for it. Only one person who doubt my determination on going for studies. I believe no one will say no when I said I wanted to further study.

Well, the colleagues here, mostly are friendly. That also includes my supervisor, Waifu, although he is always running around whole Singapore. To be frank, I one day see him not more than once. Unless he walk to my desk to ask me help him do things. Basically, I think he need not teach me much things as I will say bye bye to him next month end or even earlier. Depends when I signed contract with another company.

I know I had forsake year end bonuses and many benefits. But if these sacrifices can in turn give me chances to study in polytechnic, why not? As I have my rest of the life to work. No hurry to actually count how much bonuses I have given up as it will only make you heartache.

Its finally Friday. A day I had been counting down on. Why? The reason is because, I will have a very happening Saturday evening. As I can get to see Carrie and Diya up-closed. I want to get their autograph for sure. My bag is all ready for the event. After that, if there is time allowed for me to rush down to Downtown East by 7pm, which I now doubt there is. Downtown East will have Aunty Lucy appearance for half an hour. If you reached by 7.35pm, you might have missed her.

Sunday will be usually shopping with my mum, unless otherwise. Happy for Princess Serene that she can hold events in Malaysia. She will be at Malaysia from 22-24 October 2010. Friends of Malaysia, please take note and give your warmest welcome to Princess Serene.

After Saturday and Sunday, will be counting down for Zhao Shi Huo Dong last event before SHA. Olivia, Kewei and Serene will be there by 7pm and sing us their songs. Those who bought the tickets for SHA, please make your way to IMM Garden Plaza on 28 October 2010 to show your supports.

29 October 2010 will be the great and eventfilled day. I am looking forward for that day.

Just now went to do stock taking and also did some ordering. So tired. TGIF. Count down for knocking off time!!!

21 October 2010 (8 days to SHA)

2010-10-21T00:43:00.000-07:00

It's Thursday. I was 3 minutes late but I do not care. What should I do today? Well, cut cut paste paste do up the divider for HR colleagues. Since I am so free.

Count down 8 days to SHA. To bring the SHA to highest point, they have the last session before SHA on 28 October 2010 at 7pm at IMM Garden Plaza. Well, am I able to reached there by 7pm? Lets try and see. From Yio Chu Kang to Jurong East and changed free bus. How long will it takes?

Wonder who will be going down also. This Saturday I can get to see Carrie and Diya. How nice it will be. :D

1 day to FRIDAY and 2 days to SATURDAY!!! Next week I will only be working for 4 days as I took unpaid leave on Friday. So I will not blog when I on leave or when I am busy. Next week also will have new girl come and take over full time job as receptionist. I wonder she come than what will I be doing?

Should I start looking for job and tell my supervisor I will end contract this month end? Well, cannot. Since he is so nice to me and he never say he want me to leave this month end. But I will still send resume and look for suitable job.

I hope to work in Bank to experience what is it like to be admin in Bank. Or maybe any admin post which can last from December 2010 till March 2011. I am really very determined in getting into polytechnic. Bless me with great luck and I can get in soon.

20 October 2010

2010-10-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

What a spoilt morning to kick start this Wednesday. I was stopped by the male chinese skinny spect security saying my pass is not equivilant to security employment pass. He say everyday I MUST changed my pass as that pass given by HR is just the door access pass. Anyway, not going to be so guai to change pass everyday.

His first word is, no photo. Well, I think the company also not so stupid to do a pass with photo for a staff who is only working for 2 months. Waste money and resources. Shall explain to him if he catches me again tomorrow. Stupid security.

Than when I go and despatched the letters, I was scolded by the mailroom indian man. Keep asking me to inform my supervisor to go and collect the registered mails. He roared at me as if its my wrong. What can I do when my supervisor is so busy and he is like always going round Singapore. Wonder Serangoon office is at where as they always say they going to Serangoon. Maybe I can apply a job at there. Than can see WF and Arun. :D

Count down 9 days to SHA (Singapore Hit Awards). I am so looking forward for that day. I took no paid leave just to prepare for the whole event. I will give Princess Serene suprises. I cannot wait for that day. Friends, please buy tickets and get ready to catch it LIVE~~~

This Saturday will be Cha Ban Sheng's autograph session. Will you be going? It will be 5pm at Bugis Junction Level 1. They will signed on the album. Hope to see you there also as I will be there for sure. Carrie Jie and Diya Jie, I cannot wait to see you all at there. I love the whole album and cannot forget the lyrics. I keep playing and playing till my lappy no battery already.

Wonder will I be in time to catch CQ at Downtown East. If I really unable, shall see CQ on next friday at SHA. Wow! Sounds like my Saturday will be fun and exciting! Do come and join me for the fun and cheers. Cha Ban Sheng will also be invited for SHA and they promise to be there also. We can hear them sing LIVE.

Looks like all the sadness in the morning will all be gone upon thinking all the things upcoming this week and next week. ITS WEDNESDAY and 2 days to FRIDAY!

19 October 2010

2010-10-18T19:40:00.000-07:00

I always thinks, by counting down is something to look forward to for a new challenge. Counting down 8 more days to end this month's workweek. How far will that be?

8 days sounded near yet far. Everyday watching the fish swimming in the tank so freely, I stopped and think. If I were given a choice to transform to any mammals, what will be my choice? To be a fish swimming freely in tank, in ocean or in river? To be a bird, fly freely to anywhere you wished. No need air tickets, no need accomodation. No need tour fees. Food is available everywhere you roam. How nice!

But I am not bird, neither am I fish. So have to plan for my future carefully. Or rather, give my future more lights. Going back to study is what I always wish to do. Whether I can carry out the plan and move on to my long term plan, I need a lot of opportunities and chances. With the GPA 2.956 made me worried that I might not even stand to get into the course I desired.

I think I am too free hence I keep thinking a lot. Officially slacking at work, it can be very bored. I think I maybe will be a workaholic. Too free for me is really a torture. Too busy for me is also a torture. Sounds very difficult to please. But indeed, human is the most difficult to please living thing.

18 October 2010-After SHA what's next?

2010-10-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

There are numerous things to look on for after SHA. The first to come into my list after SHA is Sammi's Love me More concert which I had bought the ticket though not the best seat. As long as I can get to hear her, see her, be it which direction or distance. I did not go many concerts this year, due to my keep changing jobs.

A must go concert will always be SHA, S.H.E, Sun Yan Zi, etc. I just want to see if Sammi will be inside my list of a must go concert, since her previous cantonese concert was receiving so many good comments and WOW feelings.

I heard Andrew was saying at the DJ Love DIY autosession at Vivo City Guardian that after SHA will be discussion for our combi-Birthday Bash. Upon hearing that next year Jan they are going for cruise trip, should I go? I guess the bday bash have to put on hold or maybe cancelled.

If I go for cruise, I worried I have no money for the bday bash. How should I decide? Shall rethink after SHA. :D

17 October 2010

2010-10-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

I know I am bad to tricked my mum into buying me that demon bear sling bag from Zinc. But I really love it and I do not have enough cash to buy it. After I bought, I suddenly realised, I actually was thinking of using it for my bag for my Diploma studies.

Anyway, its really cute. At least to me it is. Afterall, I will repay my mum when I am getting my pay next month. I am sure she will not mind. I know she really dote me alot. I also know she love my company. Although at times, she will be angry or sad when I cannot accompany her, especially on Sunday. Talk so much never say the price of that bag which my mum actually do not wish I will buy cost, $35.90!!! (",)

I know she love me. So I decided, when I got into Polytechnic, I must work triple hard. I must not let her down again. As my previous diploma studies was not completed after spending a bomb to trying to complete it.

According to my friend who is currently studying in polytechnic, he told me my GPA also able to get in. That time when he got in, he only had 2.0. This give me more confidence that I can get in. Pray hard I really can get in. If not all the sacrificed was gone to drain. Jiayouz Jiayouz Jiayouz. Elaine You Can DO IT!!!

16 October 2010

2010-10-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

Beautiful and fruitful Saturday? Today woke up at 1038 again! Spoilt my plan of catching Doreamon and have my breakfast.

I quickly finished the routine housework and bathed to get ready to head down IMM. I am so sleepy and wanted to fall asleep in the train. But scared later I missed the stop although its till the end of the stop, but the train line is loop. When I reached Jurong East Interchange, it was already 12pm plus.

While queuing for the free bus, I spotted someone familiar. He is Steven. So I smsed him and he walked over, cutting queue officially. ('',)

We boarded the bus and reached IMM at 12.30pm plus. I almost tripped while climbing the stairways up. So funny! I quickly go up to Garden Plaza to look for the person in charge. She is Jiahui. She told me I can report later at 1.30pm or so, hence I went lunch with Steven. To me it should be brunch. :-D

Had my chicken drumstick rice while Steven had his mixed vegetables rice with 3 cans of coke. After lunch, we head back to the stage area, only to find not many people reached that early. I was very reluctant to report but I have to since I already got into the Jie Li Chang contest. As time passed, I am getting more and more nervous.

I really do not wished to go up stage but have to. Since I can bring someone up the stage, I shall bring Andrew up. Our first song is Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni by Serene Koong. Next song that we compete after we won the first round is Mei Na Me Jian Dan by Huang Xiao Hu (sing by Andrew).

When we tried to compete the last round before getting into Top 3, we were defeated by Yu Tian by Steffaine Sun Yan Zi. We tried 3 times but failed to put the chorus lyrics together. Although we in the end did not won. But I wish to say Thank You to Andrew for helping me on the stage and made it so fun. Thanks to CQ and Jiahui for the fun you all created. I know you both trying your best to hint us but we just cannot match them. I also wish to thanks Yan Rong for the helping on the audience stand. She was trying hard to make me read her lips, which she was in turn helping me. But I was happy that I finally sang Serene's song on stage. I LOVE SERENE KOONG~~~

After that we went for early dinner at MOS Burger, but I did not eat as I was too full after drinking, 4bottles of Collegen Plus Peach flavoured and 2 bottles of Raspberry flavoured. After dinner, we went to play bowling at Clementi near the stadium.

First round, I was fourth and Summer was first, followed by Andrew and Steven. Second round, amazingly, I defeated Andrew and came in first, followed by Andrew, Steven and Summer if I am not wrong. Last game, Andrew won first, followed by Summer, Steven and me. It was fun and we agreed to play our next bowling competition at Marina Square to prove that the location is never a problem. Its skill that counts.

What a happening Saturday! Thanks to Summer, Andrew, Steven, Yanrong, Yuki, Yvonne, Jianmei, Peiqi, Kaiting, Yanrong and Chang Jin (although we have not spoke at all). Also wish to thanks all Yes933 staffs, CQ and Jiahui for making this afternoon so fun!

Count down 12 days to SHA! Have you bought the tickets already? Please snatch before it was gone~~~ :-D (",)

15 October 2010

2010-10-14T22:10:00.000-07:00

Its a very happy day! I reached office at 0820. Earlier than expected. Now I know to be in office early is such a happy thing. There are more to come...

At 0930 or so, Cruz and Jiahui announcing the Popular Singers from China-Zhang Liang Ying, Hongkong-Chen Yi Xun, Taiwan-Zhang Hui Mei aka Ah Mei and Malaysia-Fang Jiong Bin. Popular New is... None other than the newbie, Princess Serene Koong! Woohoo... Popular Group is none other than.......... S.H.E-Selina, Hebe and Ella. Popular Female is Rannie Yang Cheng Lin and lastly, Popular Male is Show Luo Zhi Xiang. Wooooooooooooooooooooooooot.

Muffin-renes are all jubilant. No words can express our excitement upon hearing this. This is the greatest news we ever heard. Congrats to Princess Serene. You finally made it. Your super belated birthday gifts from all of us. :D

Next happy thing happen in me today is, I finally gave my new-found friend cum ex-colleague, Winnie a birthday advance SUPRISE~~~ Thanks to Mummy Huihui for helping me pass to mailroom colleagues and internal despatched to her at 1150. She was very suprised and excited.

She opened it at 1310 and smsed me said she almost want to cry. I knew she will love it. When we walked passed this shop, she could not get her eyes off it. As the price was too costly, she did not purchase then. Her birthday is next Monday and I do not meet her at all. So decided to ask Mummy Huihui to help me.

I passed Mummy Huihui yesterday after work where we met at AMK Control station at 7pm. I am so glad she really love it. Just too bad, I cannot see her expression. Well, I can imagine when she opened it, she will be almost tears. This book will be her book for all schedules and meetings. Happy Birthday, Winnie the Pooh, in advance. Thanks for being my friend.

So today will be a great day. TGIF... Looking forward for more exciting moments which will come tomorrow. Supporters for SHA and all the singers, please be at IMM Garden Plaza by 2pm. 100 early birds will get the special gifts. See you there!

14 October 2010

2010-10-13T22:31:00.000-07:00

A day started with a morning lecturing. "You are suppose to be here by 8.30am sharp and not 9am sharp. 2 days I caught you coming at 9am plus. No listening to radio with earpiece on!" Well, cause I do not have the access for the speaker, hence I listen radio from earpiece. Like that also cannot. So bad.

Anyway, working here was already a boring thing. Some more, there wasn't much for me to do in fact. Frankly speaking, I do not really know why I am hired anyway.

Finally, Jenny came and she gone through the recording of the movement chart and filing after the recording. I was thinking, why can't I file it the minute I got the paper? Isn't it unsafe to actually wait till stacked up a pile than file? Not worried it might be lost somewhere? Anyway, the file also poor thing. Cause I stuffed it till it was to the fullest.

Half a month was gone. I should be able to hang on till end of November unless I decided to end the contract. Well, I doubt I will end it early as I still have not found my next ship. Where will I be landing? I really wonder. Just keep my finger crossed that the next job will be not that free to blog than this. I dread to be receptionist.

13 October 2010

2010-10-12T22:07:00.000-07:00

I felt being cheated. Jenny was not here today again. She promised to go through the filing with me today. But why she again was not in today?

Felt so bad when someone cheated me. Is she not going to teach me or she feels I no need to teach? Never mind. Shall see if she will be here tomorrow. She got 2 more days to come and than really say bye bye to here. Unless she is working elsewhere but inside STE.

Since I have nothing much to do after sorting the mails, I shall do some stock take in the store for the food and beverages. There were new discovery. I found the balance packs of creamer on another box and two cartons of packs of Milo. Meaning, I need not order Milo Powder but looks like I might need to order coffee powder. I also found there are Teh Talik Powder also which I wasn't even told of. Checked the tea lady's storeroom, she does not need any refill yet. Maybe I shall wait till next Monday than do another stock take before I order any food and beverages.

Sounds like we will be having party. We indeed have a pantry area that can host mini party. There will be endless supplies of soft drinks and packet drinks. Also endless supplies of biscuits and hot drinks. Will do another check on Friday. I also did a checklist which have the food and beverages list for me to do stock take before deciding which to order.

I shall also do some stock take for stationeries. Maybe later I will also do the list for the stationeries to order or take note. So what shall I do next while wasting away my time since my 2 supervisors and 1 manager is not in today due to course? Shall plan soon.

Counting down for SHA which is only 14 days more. Are you excited? Can get to see Shen Mu Yu Tong, Serene Koong, Xiao Han, etc... This Saturday will be the 2nd zhao shi huo dong. It will be 2pm at IMM Garder Plaza. I am so looking forward.

12 October 2010

2010-10-12T21:55:00.000-07:00

I did all the daily routine jobs. Like sending mails out to mailboxes and picking up mails for our side.

Then I was left sitting at one side while waiting for Jenny to teach me the balance things she need to go through with me. I did asked when is she going to go through with me the filing. She said not yet. She needed to sort her own things before she can teach me.

Than Waifu came and tell me he will bring Jenny out and will be back after lunch. I was left to mend reception counter till 12pm.

My lunch was nothing special. Actually wanted to go Tech Point eat chicken rice but was lazy to walk out. So I went to in-house canteen and ate the usual mixed vegetables rice which cost me only $2.90 with a packet of soya milk. Shall walk to Tech Point tomorrow for my chicken rice craving.

When Waifu came back, he handed me a book and asked me to help out in some data entry to the excel sheet. Once done, email back to him. It can make me sit in front of the computer till end of day. I did some before I went to collect letters and distributed the letters into respective letter boxes.

After that I continued till almost 6 than I am done for the whole assignment. Jenny told me she will go through the filing with me tomorrow. I am so looking forward. 3 more days for her to work before her last day.

ITS BORING!!!

2010-10-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

What a boring MONDAY! Anyway, have to get used to it as I have to bear through 2 months temp job. Will I come back again? Its hard to say. But I will not extend if they could not get a full time after November 2010.

Listening to Yes933 becomes my only way to chase away boring times. Thanks for all the wonderful DJs who makes my Monday not that blue. Special thanks to my dearest Jie, Ivy, for reading my dedication always although she knew I always dedicate to same old group of people.

What is my plan after November? Have not really thought of. If possible, I would like to go back to Income as temp. Although the pay was not that high as compared to my present job. But it was the people there that I missed. I missed my ''mum'' Huihui, my sisters, Joycelyn and Winnie. Missed the lunch partners and jokes we cracked. The updates of what we did and all the silly compliants we had.

Just pray hard I can get to go back. If not somewhere nearer to MRT stations as I lazy to walk or take buses.

Time flies, it is already half a month gone. Soon will be end of October. By thinking this way will make yourself feel happy? Just like one of my friend say, by imaging that its Yellow Monday as Yellow resembles Sunflower, it will brightened your Monday.

Well, what else can I say? Anyway, I know I had been flooding my multiply and blogspots with endless wordings and feelings. Afterall, the use of blogs isn't to pour our feelings? Since I have limitation of posting, hence it appears to be all words. Nothing but words.

Anyway, if you find it boring, so be it. I did not ask for any approval. Neither do I wait for any comments. Sounds very sarcastic right? Well, not so if you know what I mean. Anyway, hoping for more exciting weekends.

Looking and counting down to 29 October 2010. Shall I take leave that day? Shall discuss further next week. For now, just countdown to 6pm and off work. :D

11 October 2010

2010-10-10T22:01:00.000-07:00

I am running late. I know I have to be in office by 0830 but end up I reached at 0849 as stated in the sticker.

I knew I will have some days without Jenny as it is her last week. I am correct. She is not here today. When I reached, no one was at the entrance help me open the door. So I went to the back door. Luckily I saw Clarence waiting for the lift, if not I do not know how long I have to wait for someone to help me open the door.

The first thing I need to do is to send the letter for despatch. Then collect mails. Not alot of mails as I did not collect on Friday at 1430. So what's next?

Nothing came next and I do not know if Waifu is in office today or not. As I only saw Clarence this morning. So basically I did nothing the whole day. Besides helping to open the door for all visitors, staff and President of the company. Since I have nothing to do. I shall filled the fridge with drinks.

My lunch was not very wow meal. Just a soya sauce drumstick and two dishes of vegetables. I always will buy a packet of soya milk. That will be my first meal of the day as I did not prepare breakfast today.

Shall wait for any job come next. Doubt there is any job for me. Shall get used to the boring working life. Maybe I should bring some handicraft to do while waiting for my next assignments.

Thinking... ...

2010-10-10T19:26:00.000-07:00

Well, had a chat with my mum yesterday about my plan to enter world of student once again. She asked like that you still can work ma?

I say can loh. Wait for vacation break lo which I thought is 3 months. Than I say aiya. No need worry la. School fees can use CPF pay de. So what's left is daily expenses and the entertainment expenses. Hmm...

Come to think, I have not had any plans to what job can I find to actually not affecting myself and making myself carry debts all the time. I think there should be job which I can take up either sacrificing my weekends or during term breaks bah...

She asked me if I am really interested in studying Tourism and Hotel Management. I say YES. Than she say, must study hard don't waste the opportunities. I replied, this time round is full time study. So will put most energy on study and less on work. Sure can do better.

Guys, if you have any tips in getting income and not affecting my full time studies, feel free to drop me comments. I am so going to study full time diploma. Wish me good luckie.. :D

09 October 2010

2010-10-10T18:18:00.000-07:00

Its just an ordinary Saturday for me to slack. Planned to wake up at 9.30am so as not to missed my Doreamon but end up I woke up at 10.38am. OH NO!!!

Hence I quickly wash up and on TVee. Sad to say I missed Doreamon of course! So angry with myself. But anyway, no choice. If only I have Doreamon's time machine, maybe I can turn the clock back to 9.30am so that I can catch Doreamon. Anyway, shall discipline myself to wake up at 9.30am next Saturday.

Did some tidy up with my drawers. Moved comics here and there and finally sorted out. To my suprises, I had more than I imagine number of comic books. I have the whole collection of Jing Tian Yi and almost whole collection of La Bi Xiao Xin (cos I found I lost no3 and no4 comics). I also have Qiong Yao Xiao Shuo. Looks amazing. Wonder if I have my own room, how will my bookshelf be. Filled with nothing but COMICS. :D

Looking at the clock. Oh boy! Its already 4pm and I have not bath and prepare for my trip to Vivo City Guardian event. By the time I got ready and leave home, it was already 4.40pm. Which means, I left 20mins to 5pm to reach Vivo. That is near impossible. In the end, I reached at 5.30pm. Missed the beginning part, but able to catch Jie and CQ making fun of each other. Thats fun~~~

I thought I will never be spotted. But Brother Feng suddenly walk next to me and say Hi to me. Followed by Summer who came later. Then came Andrew who spotted me just before the autosession for the DJ Love DIY. Then was Steven. Lastly was Peiqi, Kaiting and Yuru. Looks like I want to be invisible also difficult. Well, who tell my hair so bright. :D

After the event, we chatted a while with CQ before he left with his friends for his next stop. We, consisted of Kaiting, Peiqi, Yuru, Summer, Andrew, Steven, Brother Feng, Yuki and myself, wanted to go for dinner, went up to Food Republic. To our dismay, there is no seats for 9 of us. Hence we decided to go Pu Tien for dinner instead. The noodles was not as tasty as it seems as it looks like ordinary noodles. Anyway, their ju hua cha was not bad. We cracked many jokes and also had our bonding also. Its fun. We laughed more than we eat.

We had quality time and great bonding. Thanks for all the fun created and jokes cracked. Looking forward for next Saturday for fun and jokes once again. What a wonderful Saturday I had!

This is for you, Princess Serene

2010-10-06T02:05:00.000-07:00

After reading some of her blog entries. I finally realised why I am so attracted by this pretty princess from FM.

She share the same liking as me, CHEESECAKE!!! It is true that no one can resist in eating them and she finally made it last year to learn how to bake it. Well, if I were given a chance, I also wish to try making one. Even if its mini cheesecake in cups, I will be over the moon.

When I first met her, it was in the press conference where she invited those who bought her albums and the press to come and enjoy the joy of her first baby, her debut album 55:38:7. I was deeply touched by the songs she sang.

The most touching song will be Shou Bao Hu which I wished she can sing whenever she have any performance outside. Finally she sang that song for us when she have her very first autograph session at Bugis Junction Bugis Square.

Although the queue for the auto session can never win the queue for Jay Chow or other famous singers, but for a newbie of this music industry, she already made it.

My closest moments with her will be her performance at JP1. As I am very shy when meeting idols, I tend to stand aside and watch my idol. For some may go up to her and ask for photo taking. For me, I will stand till someone notice me and ask if I want to take photo with idol.

The most touching moments when come to think was during the movie screening event held for "Love Cuts" where she was singing for the movie theme song. She learnt of that incident and was sad when I did not turned up as she misses us.

I can never imagine my idol will remember me and my name. Let alone my character and habits. I would like to say THANKS PRINCESS SERENE. Why? Thanks for all the love, care and concern. Most importantly, we are always in your heart and you made it a point to say hello to us, cheer us up and also shower us with all the encouragements and love.

I swear from the bottom of my heart, I will love you, support you and cherish you. All the best in whatever you do. Wish that your campus performance upcoming will be successful. Also wish your English Debut Album will be out real soon. Awaiting for seeing you and lastly wish that you got the awards for all the nominations in the upcoming Singapore Hits Awards 2010.

55:38:7 rocks. Serene rocks. MUFFIN-RENES ROCKZ TO THE MAX.. :D

Feelings

2010-10-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

Its been sometime since I last talk about feelings. Well, it took me very long to finally talk over myself.

Recently had many things happened. Everyone's mood had since been affected. First was the demise of Dr Balaji. When I first heard, I could not believe my ears. Am I imagining things? Did my hearing go crazy? Then went online to search and realised that, Yes, he really died. Next came Mrs Lee Kuan Yew passed away peacefully in her sleep.

Why do we keep losing our important person who did many contributions to Singapore? Is heaven lack of all the Great Persons?

Than with much heart to heart talk about the July issues which had happened to me. I was blaming myself and hoping that someone will say Yes Its Your Fault. Be it said by me or others, the end results will still be same. Just that the reply on the spot will never be the same. To think I will be that motionless standing at there and give chances of being humiliated. I really do not know why I usually think I will talk back became so quietly standing and let him humiliated in front of the public.

I can say this memory will be staying in my mind till one day I lost my memory. To lose memory said is easy, to do it is not that easy.

I really need invisible power to overcome it. Shall put myself on test this Saturday. If I can go that fateful place once again, meaning I am nearing to forget the whole incident. To forget is not easy. Though I know I have to. But its difficult.

I had been thinking a lot. Way too much till I almost blaming myself too much for what had happened that day. It leads to many problems and now we are unable to solved it unless we really able to brainwashed that person.

I know I am not in the wrong. I also know I should not be blame. But I really need some time to make myself believe I am not be blamed. Thanks for giving me ample time to adjust.

So now I will need to test myself to face that person without reminding that day.

Just got myself a new job. Is in the process of adapting and trying to learn as much as I can. Provided the person who should guide me is available till her last day.

So what should I blog next?

06 October 2010

2010-10-05T23:24:00.000-07:00

Yoz... After yesterday's missing in blogging must be busy yesterday. Yes, I am busy yesterday with no pc to access to.

Today, obviously I am damn free. After reading Cruz's blog made me wanna plan for a getaway all alone. But no money no plan. So shall stay here and work till my this month pay comes. I have to first clear the debts that I had been owing way too long ago.

Minutes ago I just helped a staff and found her documents. Not sure who put it wrongly. Probably my fault ba...

Just realised a blog need not have correct spelling. Sometimes adding some singlish is also not bad wor...

I have way too much free time finished reading Cruz recent entries, so who's blog should I read next?

Please give me more inspiriations for writing meaningful blog entries. Recently realised I am too loh soh. Write and write and filled it with nothing but words. My very first few entries are pictures more than words. So should I change to that or should I remain as wordy lady? Any views from you?

I doubt no viewers will response ba. Cos this blog is truly only my deposit feeling box more than those favourite blog entries that others will read.

Tian ah!!! Wo kuai yao men si le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

05-06 October 2010

2010-10-05T18:49:00.000-07:00

05 October 2010
Today finally I saw how Jenny looks like. She was on the dot came. Well, she looks older than me. I did not asked how old is she. Shall asked tomorrow.

She first teach me how to slot those letters to be send out into different mail boxes at the mail room. She also say if any problem can press the bell and ask the staff inside.

Than we opened our own letter box and retrieved all the letters for our side. Than we came back to slot into specific pigeon holes. Those unsure will check in the phone list she had saved in her folder.

Than I was left alone to read newspapers. Her next task for me is to understand what we need to re-arrange in the store and take note of what to requisite. She also tell me I can take the drinks from the store anytime I like but do not tell anyone in the office.

Than she teach me how to do Purchase Requisition. There are many fields I needed to fill in. Those unsure what to fill in will need to check with my supervisor Waifu. He is a very friendly and humor guy.

Than I was left alone with nothing to do again. Then Jenny went to print the documents and asked me help her bind. Total of 50 sets to bind. Well, I bet I can bind till Lunch Time.

True enough, after I finished 50 sets, its LUNCH TIME. After lunch, she say have some more to bind, so she print few sets for me and tell me to use black and red bind. So in the end, I binded a total of 152 sets as I accidentally printed extras.

She also bring me to the Store at Level 2 to look for Grace and she also bring me to BLK A to look for Janice at Procument Department. Well, I am already very blurred at this point of time. She told me she will teach me new things tomorrow.

I am so looking forward for tomorrow.

06 October 2010
To my suprised, Jenny is on MC again. Meaning, I am restricted to the number of things to be done. So I shall only be letterbox woman for today and that's all.

Will she be back tomorrow? I am not sure. What I am sure is, I left with less than 8 days to learn from her. To be precise, its 7 days for me to get as much as possible from her. If she is going to MC till end of this week, than I will left only 5 days.

Thats great! I have one month and 17 days more to end my contract. How am I to survive if I really do not know all the things I should know?

Too many free times today. Luckily I brought I-Weekly with me and also My Paper I got today from the MRT station. So I can either online or read magazine or newspaper.

Today also will be the funeral for Mrs Lee Kuan Yew. She will be cremented at Mandai. This is a place where my grandmother cremented and also Dr Balaji. To mark my respect, I wore black and white combi blouse and pants. My socks are green and shoes are black. The only red is my bag as I forgotten to change bag. Anyway, RIP Mrs Lee Kuan Yew aka Mdm Ke Yu Zhi.

Deepest condolence for the Lees family and friends and relatives. Losing her is just like losing our grandmother. I lost my real grandmother in 27 January 2010. The pain is still so fresh. So I can understand how they feel when she left. Moreover, my grandmother was also stroked twice and bedridden but she was not that fit as Mrs Lee. She could not move, talk and see us. At least Mrs Lee able to see her children and husband before she passed away. But my grandmother can never see us till she passed away.

Alright, shall end here or I will end up crying in office.

04 October 2010 (2)

2010-10-03T23:06:00.000-07:00

Since nobody to care for me in office right now. I shall make full use of this rare opportunity. Just too bad that I cannot use Facebook or Twitter to enjoy the free time. So what I can do is to blog and blog.

Never had this chance to blog while at work. I notice some of the colleagues here also do blog during work. Maybe next time I shall prepare my small lappy and put in the bag so when Jenny not in office where she suppose to be, I can use lappy online and play FB and Twitter freely.

Well, shall tell what I did yesterday. I went to Woodland with my mum as we have no place in mind to go. We left home at 1plus coming to 2plus. Guess what time we reached Woodlands? We reached Woodlands at 3plus. My mum say why taking so long to reach from Ang Mo Kio? Then we wanted to go Woodlands Civic Centre's Mac to eat but could not find seats. So we went to Fairprice instead to buy some tibits and coffee powder. Than we went back to Causeway Point left only Mac to eat.

Before we decided to take bus back to AMK, we bought 2 tee-shirts at only $5 each. By the time I reached AMK is already 5.55pm. Trying to stall her time so that she will leave AMKHub at 6pm, we roam around aimlessly.

Finally she left for home alone while I waited patiently for the clock to strike 7pm. While resting at Level 2, I saw someone familiar looking at me. Suddenly realised, he is boss of Serene. Followed by Cherine and Serene busy chatting behind him. I guess they did not spotted me sitting there only Leslie saw me and wave hi to me.

Since I had nothing to do, I went down to Basement 1 walk around and happened to hear Love 97.2Fm's Yong Mei and Lilian Jie talking. They were asking questions to give out the landyard strips. I managed to get myself one and will be wearing it whenever I needed to hang my workpass.

After they left, came 98.7FM's DJs which I forgotten their names. When the started to speak, it marks the starting of the evening programmes. First we have 4 energetic teens dancing hip hop. Followed by Princess Serene singing. First song she sang was Lala and followed by Ming Zhi Wo Ai Ni. If only she can sing Shou Zhong Xian that will be great.

After she finished singing, the two djs stopped her from going backstage and interviewed her. She said she was happy to be able to take part in helping for fund raising for Singapore Children's Society. She felt very honoured to be invited. She also mentioned how she started her debut album 55:38:7 which she came from a very difficult times.

When she went backstage, we went to find her and took some photos. Chatted with her till she was asked to rest behind stage before joining the rest to sing the song for Singapore Children's Society. So we went to look at the photos displayed at the corner before we spotted Princess Serene's parents who came and fetch her home after the event.

Once they finished singing and was mark of the end of fund raising for the Singapore Children's Society. The big windmill was being removed together with those small windmill which was sale for $5 each at 11pm. I felt proud as I am one of the donors for this fund raising. The windmill is very nice and the calander is also very nice.

Now back to what I did today. Actually, I did nothing today. Apart from reaching office very late and supervisor did not realised as he reached office only 11am. He is now not in office and had left for the President Forum from 2.30-5.30pm. I really do not know what I should do now. Hence I blog since morning. I am very bored. Hence have more time to think of what Evonne, Steven and Summer want me to realise.

It is true that I should never be blame as all along, this is not my fault. My intension was never to pick up a fight or a quarrel. Believe any sensible mind will do the same thing I did. The person should never be angry or worst, shouted at me in the public.

Disturbing people in their work is like a pests that we wished to kill. Imagine if everyday the same person is at your workplace trying to take to you when you should concentrating in your work. This not only create inconvenience for the staff. It also may in turn got those staffs in trouble and what's worst, may lose their rice bowl.

I really tried my very best to talk some sense to him. End up, I have to accept this phobia and dark shadow memory. I know I had been mentioning time and again. Previously, no matter how they trying to make me realised I am not in the wrong, but I just think I should be blame also. Thanks for the time taken to talk me round. Sense of guilt was removed. Thanks for all the supports given.

I came to realise, even if you so much wish to talk things out, it takes two hands to clap. If the other party does not wish to solve it, there is nothing you can do. So just forget it and put it behind.

I will try my best to put it over and overcome the phobia or stepping into that place. Please give me some time.

Art of Forgiven

2010-10-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

Just now heard CQ saying Art of Forgiven. To forgive someone is not to accept unfairly treatments. It is also not to accept anything that is out of correct mind silently.

If it was too much to bear and unable to forgiven, maybe just put it behind your mind. Yes, I know to forgive someone is not that easy. To err is human, this everyone knew.

But who actually knew the person who was hurt had many phobia to overcome? That incident although happened few months back. But when face x, I cannot say I fully forgiven him. Neither does he deserve my forgiven. His action had created many inconvenience.

As said by many, be it from me or from others, the end results will still be the same if x did not think using his brain. Any sensible person will never repeat the mistake if someone were kind enough to point out your mistakes.

Come to think, I did not did anything that is wrong. So the one should plead for forgiven is not me but x. I understand and I hope one day he will realised his mistakes and we shall think whether to forgive him or not.